“tengma？yanchen……zheijiushiwocengchengshoude……qianbaibei……wanbei……”yanchenquanshenjuzhen，
dihouchusheng：“shishei？！zhuangshennonggui！zhennaitianzi，qirongerdengfangsi！”“tianzi？
nibuguoshibeimengbishuangyandekuilei……shiqinshoujiangwotuirushenyuandechunhuo……”“bu……bukeneng！
ni……niyijingsile！”“si？wocongweiruci‘huozhe’……zainishenbian，zainixinli……kanzheni，
ganshouni……rangniririyeye，budeanning……”yanchentongkudibaozhutou，
yanqianchuxianmengzhaoercanbaidaixuedelian，hetaneishuangchongmanyuanhendeyanjing。01huo，wujindehuo。
neishiwoshengmingzhongzuihoudeyanse，yeshiwoliujiyanchende，diyigeemeng。wokanzhetamengdiconglongtashangdanqi，
xiangyitiaolishuideyu，dakoudakoudichuanxi。taetoushenchudelenghan，jinshilejinzhen，
zhaoshizhemengjingdezhenshiyucanku。lieyanzhuoshaodetongchu，congwocengbeifenshaodequqiaoli，
qianbaibei、wanbeidihuikuidaotaxinkou。woganshouzhetawuzhexiongkoudezhandou，
ganshouzheneigujiaotongshiruhesichezhetadexinshen。zheitong，yuwodangnianchengshoudebiqilai，buguoshijiuniuyimao，
kewoqueyaorangta，ririyeye，shengburusi。wobingleng、xuruo，quedaizhejizhidehenyi，
jiangwodeshengyinzhijieluoyinzaitadelinghunshenchu。neibushitayongerduonengtingjiande，
ershizhijiezaokezaitadeyishili，rangtawuchuketao。“tengma？yanchen……”wodeshengyindaizheyisizhandou，
neishixuruo，gengshijizhidexingfen，“zheijiushiwocengchengshoude……qianbaibei……wanbei……”taquanshenjuzhen，
neizhangcengjingduiwowenrouchongnidelian，cikeniuqudexianggeligui。tadihouchusheng，
shituyongtaneikexiaode“tianzi”weiyanlaihetuiwo。“shishei？！zhuangshennonggui！zhennaitianzi，qirongerdengfangsi！
”he，tianzi？woxiaole，xiaoshenglidaizhenongliedechaofeng，heyisibeitabeipandebeiliang。“tianzi？
nibuguoshibeimengbishuangyandekuilei……shiqinshoujiangwotuirushenyuandechunhuo……”woganshouzhetaneixindedongyao，
taxiangfouren，xiangjiangwoguijieweixiesuizuosui，dantayandishenchuneimohuizhibuqudekongju，
quebaoluletaneixinshenchudehuaiyi。“bu……bukeneng！ni……niyijingsile！”tapaoxiaozhe，
shitubaituowo，shitubaituotaqinshouzhizaodezuinie。sile？wocongweiruci“huozhe”。wodeshengyinbiandegengjin，
gengchanmian，xiangeryu，youxiangdushesiming，chanraozhetadexinfei。“si？
wocongweiruci‘huozhe’……zainishenbian，zainixinli……kanzheni，ganshouni……rangniririyeye，
budeanning……”woqiangxingjiangwocanbaidaixuedelian，haiyouwoneishuangbeiyuanhentianmandeyanjing，
qingxidikehuazaitadeyanqian。rangtakan，rangtajide，tacengruhejiangwotuixiangjuewang。tatongkudibaozhutou，
neifulangbeidemoyang，rangwoxindiyongqiyisikuaiyi。zheihaibugou，yuanyuanbugou！
fuchoudehuoyanzaiwocanpodelinghunzhongxiongxiongranshao，tabuzhiweiwo，gengweineixiebeizhouyuroucanhaidewugu。
wogaibianlecelve，shengyinbuzaishichuncuidezhemo，ershidaizhekegudehenyi，youxiangeryubanyouhuo。
“zhouyurou……tabushiliangshanzhiren……”wojiangneiduanduihua，neiduancengjingrangwoganchangcunduandeduihua，
zhijiehuixiangzaitadenaohaishenchu。“mengzhaoer，niyiweibixiazhendeainima？
taaidebuguoshinimenmengjianengjitadezhulibale。rujinmengjiadaole，nizheikeqizi，yejiumeiyongle。
”“niyongyoudeyiqie，henkuaidouhuishiwode。nidefengwei，niderongchong，shenzhi……bixiadexin。
”“wohuirangnishengburusi，rangnikanzhezijizhenshideyiqie，yidianyidianbeiwoduozou，niansui！
”woganshouzhetaneixindezhenzhan，tadelizhizaikangju，keneiduanbinglengdeduihua，quexiangyibazaozi，
zaitaxindizaochuleyidaoliehen。“qucha……”wodeshengyinbiandegengqing，gengjuguhuoli，xiangmoguidediyu，
yidiandianqinshizhetadeyizhi，“qujiekaitaneizhangweishandemianpi……nihuikandao，
biemenggengzhenshide……diyu……”woganjuedaotaneixindezhengzha，jingkong、huaiyi、haiyouyisibeiwotiaoqide，
mingwei“haoqi”dedusu。wokanzhetaxiachuang，duizhekongdangdangdedianwailishenghuanren。
02yanchenneishenglihechuantoudianmen，jingdejigeshouyedetaijianliangundaipadijinlai，quezhikandaotapitousanfa，
liansecanbaidizuozaitashang，yanshenkongdongdidingzheyichu。“bi……bixia？”weishoudetaijianshengyindouzaidou。
yanchenxiangshimeitingjian，xujiu，caibailebaishou，shengyinshaya：“dougunchuqu。”bairili，
yanchenguoranruwosuoliao，jingshenhuanghu。piyuezouzheshi，tahaojicijiangzhubixuanzaibankong，meitoujinsuo，
xiangshizaijielihuiyishenme，youxiangshizaiyuwuxingdedirenduikang。neizhangcengjingyiqifengfadejunlian，
cikebumanlepibeiheyisinanyichajuedejingju。zhouyurou，neigewohenzhirugudenvren，kuankuanzoulejinlai，
duanzheyizhongcantang。“bixia，xiaojinle，chenqiekanninhaizaimang，teyidunlecantangjininbubushenzi。
”ruoshicongqian，yanchendinghuilazhetadeshou，wenyanxiyu。kejinri，tazhishidandanpieletayiyan“fangxiaba。
”tadeshengyinlengdan。zhouyuroulianshangdexiaorongjiangleyishun，roushengdao：“bixiakeshiyoushenmefanxinshi？
bufangyuchenqieshuoshuo，chenqieyehaoweibixiafenyou。”tashitukaojin，neixianxianyuzhixiangqufupingtajinsuodemeitou。
“bubile！”yanchenmengditaigaoleshengyin，xiangbeitangdaoyibanbikailetadechupeng，
yuqizhongmanshiyayibuzhudefanzao，“zhenyouxiefale，nixiantuixia。”zhouyurouyandishanguoyisicuoeheshoushang，
dantayanshidejihao，yijiuwenshundiyinglesheng“shi”，niaoniaonanadituilechuqu。wolengyankanzhezheiyiqie，
xinzhongchangkuai。yanchen，niduitadexinren，huiyidiandianbengta。
wokaishixiaoxinyiyidishizhanwozheicanhunjincundenengli。zhijiekongzhita，wozuobudao。wodeliliangtaiweiruo，
zhinengyifuyutadejingshen。danwofaxian，zaitaxinshenzuibuning，huozhejidupibei，yishifangxianzuiboruodeshihou，
wonengjiangyixiehuamian，yixieshengyin，qiaowushengxidizhirutadeqianyishi。neixiewoshengqianzuitongkudepianduan，
beiliehuofenshaodecanjiao，beizhouyuroudeyixuanyaodezuilian，
haiyousongjianeixierentanlanguafenmengjiachanyedechoutai……woyaorangtayibianbiandi“kan”，yibianbiandi“ting”。
guoran，yanchendeemengbianbenjiali。yeshenrenjing，tazonghuizaijianjiaozhongjingxing。menglidexijieyuelaiyueqingxi，
buzaishimohudehuoguanghetongchu。tahui“kanjian”wobeijinjuntuozhuaizhe，fajisanluan，yishanbuzheng，
juewangdixiangtahujiu，erta，quelengmodibeiguoshen。tahui“kanjian”zhouyurouzhanzaiyinyingli，
duizhewoluchucuiledudexiaorong，neixiaorongzaitamenglifangda，niuqu，bianchengyizhangzerenershideguilian。
tahaihui“kanjian”songjiaderen，wodefuqin，wodexiongzhang，zaiwosihoushiruhepobujidaidixiangzhouyurouxianmei，
youshiruheguafenzhebengaishuyuwodejiazhuanghemengjiadecaichan，neiyizhangzhangzuilian，tanlanyoubeilie。
zheixiedoushiwojingxintiaoxuande“liwu”，yidiandianqinshitadexinfang。meicicongemengzhongxinglai，
yanchendoushixinjibuzhi，toutongyulie。takaishiduizhouyurouchanshengyizhongmomingdefanganheyane。
jibiantabiaoxiandezaiwenroutitie，tayanzhongyezhiyoujiebeihefanzao。takaishihuaiyizijishibushizhonglexie，
huozhe……fengle。wonengganzhidaotaneixindekongju，neizhongduiweizhiheshikongdekongju，jihuyaojiangtatunshi。
tamimizhaojianlehaojiweitaiyi，lunfanweitazhenmai。neixietaiyizhanzhanjingjing，yifanwangwenwenqiexialai，
quedouzhishuoshibixiariyecaolao，silvguoshen，bingwushizheng，zhixujingyangbianke。zheiyangdezhenduan，
wuyishihuoshangjiaoyou。tagengjiakunhuo，yegengjiakongju。takaishihuaiyishenbiandeyiqie，baokuozheixietaiyi，
shibushidoubeirenshoumaile，guyiyinmantadebingqing。
woqingxidiganzhidaotaneixindezhengzhaheneiriyizengzhangdehuaiyi。shijichabuduole。
wochenzhetayouyiciyinemengerxinshenhuanghuzhiji，jiangyixiebeitakeyihulve，huozheshuo，
beizhouyurouqiaomiaoyangaidexijie，zhongxintuidaotadeyishimianqian。neishiwobeibuqian，
huangluanzhongxiangsaijitadeyimeixiaoxiaodepinganfu，limianzangzhewozuihoudexiwang，ketadangshiyanedifukaile。
haiyouyigedangnianfuzekanguanwoyinshiqijudegongnv，minghuancuihuan，taduiwozhongxingenggeng，quezaiwochushihoubujiu，
jiuyi“daoqiegongzhongqiwu”dezuimingbeimimichusi，juanzongshangyuyanbuxiang。zheixiexiansuoxiangyigengenxixiaodezhen，
zhajinyanchendexinli。takaishiduizheixiexijie，chanshengleqiangliedetanjiuyuwang。taxiangzhidao，
neipinganfulidaodiyoushenme？cuihuandesi，youshifoulingyouyinqing？yanchenkaishixiayishidishuyuanzhouguifei，
youshishenzhihuizhengributarutadeqingong。kewodeyingxiang，youxiangyigenwuxingdexian，qianyinzheta。
tayueshixiangtaobi，jiuyueshiwufakongzhidiquguanzhuzhouyuroudeyijuyidong。tahuidingzhetadeyanjing，
shitucongneishuangzongshihanqingmaimaidemouzilizhaochupozhan；tahuifenxitademeiyijuhua，meiyigexiweidebiaoqing，
xiangbuzhuodaotawanmeimianjuxiadezhenshi。zheizhongzhaobudaoyuantoudehuaiyi，heyeyebeiemengjiuchandetongku，
rangtabiandeyuelaiyuepianzhi，yuelaiyuebaozaoyinu。tabuzaixinrenrenheren，chaotangshangdedachen，shenbiandeneishi，
shenzhishitazuichongxindejinjuntongling。tadeshijieli，zhishengxiawozhizaodewubiankongju，
hetazijineikehunluanbukan、yidoucongshengdeneixin。tabuzhidao，zheijinjinshiyiyundekaishi。
03yanchenyanzhongdexuesi，yiribiyirinongzhong。takansheidouxianghuaichuaiguitai，lianjitabucaideneishi，
duotingliuyishun，douhuiyinlaitayinzhideshenshi。wozhidao，taneikebenjiuyaoyaoyuzhuidexin，
yijingbeiwozhongxiadehuaiyikenshideqianchuangbaikong。shijidaole。zaitayouyicibeiemengjingxing，
dahanlinlidikuzuodaotianming，jingshenzuiweicuiruodeshike，wojiangxinde“liwu”songrutadenaohai。
“yupei……wotieshendeyupei……”neishiwoniangliujiwodeyiwu，yikuaishanghaodehetiannuanyu，
diaozheyiduibingdilian。beibushihuangluan，neiyupeicongwojingjianhualuo，buzhisuozong。“neiyupeili，
zangzhewoxianggaosunidehua……”wodeshengyindaizhexuwupiaomiaodeguhuo，zhijiezaitayishishenchuhuidang。tongshi，
lingyifuhuamianyeqiaoranzhiru。neishidangnianshenliwo“panguo”andejuanzong，qizhongyigeguanjiande“renzheng”，
zhizhengwoyudiguositongdegongnv，tadegongciyichangjianduan，jihuzhiyouliaoliaoshuyu，quezizizhuxin。
“tadeyanshen……weiheduoshan……weihezhiyoujijuhua……”woyouyoudiwen，jiangyidianfangda。
yanchenmengdiconglongyishangzhanqi，ejiaoqingjinbaotiao。taguorankaishixingdongle。tameiyoushengzhang，
ershimimizhaojianletazuixinrendeanweitongling，liji。jibianruci，wonengganzhidao，
taduilijiyebingfeiquanranxinren，neishuangbumanxuesideyanjingli，shanshuozheshenshihecaiji。“qucha，
dangnianmengzhaoershiluodeneikuaiyupei，wubizhaodao。haiyou，diaoyuedangnianshenlitaanzidesuoyoujuanzong，
tebieshineigejiaoqiuwendegongnvdezhengci，jizhenyiziyijudichaqingchu！”tadeshengyinyayizhebaozao，
xiangyitoukunshou。lijilingmingerqu，xingsecongcong。wolengyanpangguan。yanchen，niyiweizheishinizijiyaochadema？
nimeiyibu，douzaiwodesuanjizhizhong。diaochadeguocheng，guoranbuchuwosuoliao，zulizhongzhong。lijihuibao，
dangnianfuzekanguanwoyiwudetaijian，zaibujiuhoujiu“shizu”luoshuisile。erwoneikuaiyupei，zaoyibuzhisuozong，
gongzhongdanganli，yewurenhejizai。zhiyujuanzong，gengshixiqiao。dangnianzhubanciandejiweidachen，
youdeyijingbinggu，youdezebeiyuanyuandiaolilejingcheng。erzuizhongyaode，neifenzhikongwodehexinjuanzong，
jingranzaiyici“zoushui”zhongbeishaohuiledaban，youqishiqiuwendekougongneiyiye，gengshihuaweihuijin，
zhishengxiacanquebuquandejigezi。“yiwai？qiaohe？”yanchentingzhelijidehuibao，liansetieqing，
congyafenglijichuzheijigezi。tamengdijiangzhuoanshangdezhenzhifuluozaidi，fachucierdeshengxiang。
zheixie“yiwai”he“qiaohe”，zaiwokanlai，buguoshiyugaimizhangdezhuoliebaxi。danduiyancheneryan，
zheiwuyizuoshiletaneixindecaice——beihou，yidingyoutiandadeyinmou。tadepianzhigengshenle，
yanzhongdehuaiyijihuyaohuaweishizhi，jiangtazijiyetunshi。woganshouzhetaneixindejingtaohailang，
zhidaoshishihoujiangtademuguangyinxiangzhenzhengdezuikuihuoshoule。wokaishijiangsongjiadeyingzi，
yidiandiantoushedaotadeyishili。wosihou，songjia，woneisuoweide“niangjia”，shiruhexunsupanfushangzhouyurou，
ruhezaichaozhongpingbuqingyun，neixiehuamian，rutongpiyingxibanzaitanaohaizhongshanxian。
“wodefuqin……songqiming……taweihezaiwosihou，fanerguanyunhengtong？
”“songjia……yuzhouyurou……weihewanglairucimiqie？”wojiangzheixieyiwen，rutongzhongzibanbosazaitaxintian，
yinyoutaqutanjiu。youqishidangnian，woyufuqinsongqimingjueliedechangjing。taweilebajiequangui，
biworangchuzhengqizhiweijizhouyuroudetangmei，wobucong，tabianduiwopokoudama，shenzhiyangyanmeiyouwozheigenver。
neicigudehanyi，wozhijinjiyiyouxin。yanchenguorankaishimimidiaochasongjia。henkuai，
tajiuchadaoleyitiaolingtaxinjingroutiaodexiansuo。zaiwobeizhikongpanguozhiqian，songqimingcengshucimimirugong，
xiangta“kusu”wodebuxiao，bing“dayimieqin”dichengshangleyixiesuoweide“zhengju”，zhizhengwoxinhuaiyuandui，
yanxingbuduan。neixie“zhengju”，zaidangshibeifennuhezhouyuroudezhenbianfengchonghuntounaodeyanchenkanlai，
shimengjiadaotaihouwosibuhuigaidetiezheng。kerujin，
zaitabeiemenghewowuxiuzhide“diyu”zhemodexinlijiaocuizhishi，zaihuikanzheixiesuoweide“zhengju”，
quefaxianchuchutouzhekeyihexujia。biruyifengwoxieji“jiuyou”deshuxin，zijimofangdeweimiaoweixiao，
neirongqueshiwocongweiyouguodeyuanduzhiyu。haiyouyixie“mujizhe”dezhengci，shuowocengzaigongzhongsixiabaoyuan，
duiyanchenbuman。zheixiedongxi，dangniantashenxinbuyi，rujinxianglai，quexiangshizaoyizhunbeihaodequantao。
yanchennazheneixiezhongxinsoujilaide“zhengju”，shuangshoudouzaizhandou。takaishihuaiyi，songjiazaiwozheijianshili，
daodibanyanleshenmejiaose？shidanchundepanfuquangui，haishi……gengshencengcidegouxian？tadehuaiyi，
xiangyituanyehuo，yueshaoyuewang。wojuedingzaitianyibamenghuo。chenzhetayinlianridiaochaerpibeibukan，
xinshenfangxianzuiboruodeshenye，wojianggengqingxi、gengjutidehuamian，zhirutademengjing。mengli，
ta“kan”daosongqiming，woneibeiliedefuqin，zaiyigeyinmidepiandian，yushengzhuangdezhouyuroumimihuimian。
zhouyuroulianshangdaizhezhizaibidedexiaorong，jiangyigechendiandiandejinhetuidaosongqimingmianqian。“shichengzhihou，
songdarenxiangyaode，bengongdouhuijini。”zhouyuroudeshengyinjiaomeiquebingleng。songqimingneizhanglaolianxiaokailehua，
tanlandijieguojinhe，lianshengdaoxie：“niangniangfangxin，weichenyidingbantuo，juebuhuirangniangniangshiwang！neininv，
zaojiugaisile！”“a——！”yanchenmengdicongmengzhongjingxing，hunshenlenghan，fangfogangcongbingshuililaochulai。
tadakouchuanzhecuqi，xiongkoujulieqifu。mengzhongdehuamianruciqingxi，songqimingneitanlanchouloudezuilian，
zhouyurouneicuiledudexiaorong，doushenshenluoyinzaitanaohaili。taduisongjiadehuaiyi，zaizheiyike，dadaoledingfeng。
04songjia……zheikeduliu，bixubachu。erbachutadezuihaofangshi，jiushirangtaqinshousikaizheicengweizhuang。
woshishidijiangyigemohuderenyingtuidaotayishideqianyan——neishiwoshengqianshenbianyigebuqiyan，
queduiwozhongxingenggengdegongnv，minghuanchuntao。tayinwozhishishouleqianlian，beibianchidaolehuangling，
shouzheneiyipianguji。“chuntao……tazhidao……tayidingzhidaoxieshenme……”wojiangzheiniantou，rutongeryuban，
yibianbianzaitanaohaizhonghuidang。huamiansuizhifuxian：chuntaozaiwoshenbianshi，
neishuangzongshidaizheqienuoqueyoujiandingdeyanjing；tazaiwobeijinzushi，
toutousaijiwodianxindemoyang；tazaiwojuewangshi，wushengwozhuwobinglengdeshou，chuandizheweiruodenuanyi。
zheixiezhongchengdepianduan，chengleyakuayanchenzuihoulizhidedaocao。tabixuzhaodaota，buxiyiqiedaijia。yeserumo，
yanchenhuanshangleyishenbuqiyandeansebianfu，zhidaileliji，mimiqianwanglehuangling。neidifangyinlengchaoshi，
huangcaocongsheng，yuhuanggongdefulitanghuanghuangruolianggeshijie。chuntaobeidaidaoyanchenmianqianshi，zhenggerenshoudetuolexing，
chuanzhecubuyishang，lianshangbumanlejingkonghebuan。tayijiandaoyanchen，bian“putong”yishengguidaozaidi，
hunshendoudexiangfengzhongdeluoye。“nubi……nubikoujian……”tadeshengyindaizhekuqiang，toushenshenmaixia，
bugankanta。yanchenpingtuileliji，dianneizhishengxiatahesesefadoudechuntao。“taiqitoulai。
”yanchendeshengyinshaya，daizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou。chuntaohuanhuantaitou，
neizhangcengjingqingxiudelianpangrujinlahuangqiaocui，yanzhongchongmanlekongju。tabuganshuohua，zhishisisiyaozhezuichun。
wozhidao，shijidaole。wojiangwolinsiqianzuixiangduitashuo，quemeinengshuochukoudehua，qingxidizhiruyanchendenaohai。