2011nian，meiguoluoshanji，handong。
入狱后的第七个月。
监狱医院。
“shixiaojie，haizidexintiaotingzhile，yijingmeiyourenheshengmingjixiang，wotinianpaishoushu，jinzaobahaizinachulai，zheiyangduishentihao……”
mole，yishenghaisuikoudunongleju：“haizidouzheimedale，taikexile。”
shinianqingxuruodifuzheqiangbi，goulouzheshouxuedeshenti，yibuyouyibujiannande、bulvpanshandewangyiyuanwaizou。
zhangzhangdezoulang，zhuizhebaisededengguangjingranbiwaimiandemangmangdaxuehaiyaoxuebaicimu，shinianqingbeihuangdeyanjingyousuanyoutong，yanleidoukuaiyaogunluochulai。
bingliangdeshouzhi，jinjindeyouxiaoxinyiyidiwuzhefubu。
erpan，youzhinendetongyinbuduandipanxuanhuidang：“mami……baobeihaotong……mami……mami……haotonghaotong……”
shinianqingjuedezijidexiongkou，polehaodahaodadeyigedong，yinhongdexue，fengkuangdiwangwaiyong。
neiyike，tajuedezijitongdedoukuaiyaozhixierwang。
“shinianqing，womendehaizini？！”yishihuanghuanghuhuzhishi，anjingdezoulang，huerzaqiyidaofennudeshengyin。
shinianqingshaoshaotaitou，bianqiaojianyishenheiyidehuohanjingbuzhiheshizhanzailezoulangdejintou。
tahehuohanjingziyouxiangshi，wairendoushuo：sdiguodetaiziye，xionghendaojidian，chirenbutugutou，lengmoqilailianxueyedoumeiyouwendu。
duiyuchuanyan，tabangezidoubuxin。
yaozhidao，huohanjingmeicikantameimudoushiyunranzhexiaoyi，chongnidaojidian。
ran，cishicike，shinianqingkanzhezhanyuanchudenanren，zhoushendoumimanzhenongnongshaqi，neishuangheimougengshiweixianhenli，zhijueyiguguqinrenxinpidehanqi，ruchaoshuibanchaotayonglai、fugai、yanmei。tadingdingdiwangzheta，huerzuijiaoyigou，luchubaofudelengxiao。
huohanjingkanjiantazuijiaoguiyidexiaorong，quanshendoujinbuzhudiduosuo，maizhexiuzhangquemingxianyouxiebenzhongyuzhandoudebuzi，tazouzhitamianqian，liansehanlengsheren，fennudizhiwen：“wodehaizini？！”
yigexiaoshiqian，taturanjiedaojingweizhangdedianhua，shuoshinianqingzaiyiyuanliyaoliudiaotamendehaizi。
“nidehaizi？！”shinianqingfangruobeihuohanjingdehuadouxiaole，talenglengdipieletayiyan，xuanjiniuguoliankanxiangchuangwaimimimamapiaoluodedaxue，haobanshangcaidandanconghoulonglituchusangezi，“duodiaole——”
weiyinhaiweiwanquanlachulai，huohanjingdebazhangbianhuxiaoerzhi。
啪——
qingkezhijian，shinianqingshoudezhishengxiayizhangpidexiaolian，jisumaochuwugenxianhongdeshouzhiyin，gaogaofuzhongqilai，tayandilideguang，cangliangjimie。yanlei，yuzuijiaoyichudexianxue，yitonggunluo。
ershisansuidehuohanjing，jianguohenduochumujingxindexingfengxueyu，keshizheiyikedeta，zhibuzhudiquanshendouzaidou。
ehenhendidengzheneibanzhanghongzhongdeguiyiyujingsongdexiaolian，huohanjingxujiucaizhaodaozijideshengyin，tayingjundelianduleyicenghanshuang：“shinianqing，nipingshenmedadiaowodehaizi？！niyoushenmezigedongta？！”
shinianqinghenhende，daizhejueqiangshenqingdiwangzhehuohanjing，moran，tahuerweiweixiaoleqilai：“weishenmedadiaota，taiziyebushiyinggaizuiqingchuma？！”
“……”wenyan，huohanjingdeheimoudangjiweixianyimi。
shinianqingjixulengxiao：“tingshuo‘yuehaizhanyi’dongchuangshifa，nidefuqinyijingbeigezhichaban，yi‘yuehaizhanyi’depohuailihehuimiexing，huohanjingnixiangyaojietinifuqindeweizhijirenzongtong，shijueduibukenengde。huojiakuataile，nihaipingshenmeyaoqiuwojinishenghaizi？！nandaoyaowoyanzhengzhengkantashengchulaigenzhenimenshouzuizaorenbaiyan？！biekaiwanxiaoletaiziye，woshinianqingbushineizhongkeyixinganqingyuangenzheyigenanrenguokurizidenvren。”
“suoyi，wofuqinyichushi，nijiuhaobuyouyutourugunanshengdehuaibao？！weilegenta，nicaidadiaowomendehaizi？！”huohanjingshuangmuyipianxuehong。jingweizhangshuo：gunanshengzheijigeyuedongyongleyiqienengdongyongderenmai，xiangyaolaotachuyu。
ershinianqingmeitiandouhuijigunanshengxiexin。neiju，‘nansheng，wohaohaipa’，‘nansheng，nishenmeshihoujiewozou’，‘nansheng，woturanhaoxiangni，haoxiangjianjianni’，zheshicidetaquanshendexueyedouzaifeiteng。
keyizheimeshuo，huohanjingzhangzheimeda，conglaimeiyoucishicikezheiban，xiangyaogaosiyigeren！
shinianqingweiweiyixiao：“paimingdiyideshangyediguogushi，xianzaikebinimenhuojiaqiangduole，niyezhidaogunanshengcongxiaojiuxihuanwo，ruguobushinitianzhelianduiwojiuchanbuxiu，wohetazaojiudinghun……a~！！”
ran，budengtabahuashuowan，huohanjingqingxuturanshikong，qinzhutadejianbang，zhongzhongjiangtazhuangzaizoulangdeqiangbishang。
“peng~”deyishengmenxiang。
judadechongjili，shinianqingdangjibeizhuangdeyanqianheiyayadeyipian，erpanquanshiwengwengzhisheng。
huohanjingdeyandibengshezheyuchirendekongbuhongguang，junmeideetouqingjinzhaxian，tadengzheta，shilepingrilisuoyoudeyouyajingui，lishengpaoxiao：“shinianqing，youbenshinizaishuoyibian！！”
shinianqinghaobanshangcaihuanguolai，taduishanghuohanjingdemou，xiaodao：“bushibufengzhuoying。huohanjing，shengyagaosunideshishishi，neitianwanshang，zaitiantaishang，wobachuwenjilegunansheng，qishizheimeduonianwoyizhiaideshi……”ta！
“bizui，shinianqing！！！wogaosuni，womenzhijianchediwan、wan、le——！！！！”
shuozhe，dizhetadelidao，turanbeichouli。
shinianqingdangjishunzheqiangbiwuliwangxiadie。
tayidongbudongdizuozaibinglengdedishang，leiyanmenglongdiwangzhejibuxiaoshizaizoulangjintou，touyebuhuidehuohanjing。
抬手，她掩面而泣。
huohanjing，shini，wodehaizicaihuisidiao！！shini，haiyoushengya，haisilewodehaizi。
是你！！！！
是你们！！！！
zoulangyoujinfabiyandeyujingzoulai，qiaojianquansuozaineilideshinianqing，dangjihunfeiposandijinghu：“tianna，zenmeneimeduoxue？！shixiaojie，nixiamianliulehaoduoxue……”