第三章

jiexialaidejitian,womeizaiquyiyuan。

wobazijiguanzaijiali,dingzhewohepengqitongjudefangzifadai。

zheifangzishiwomenyiqimaide,meiyichuzhuangxiudouningjulewomendexinxue。

qiangshangdehunshazhaoli,woxiaodeneimexingfu,kexianzaikanlai,zhijuedeciyan。

pengqimeizaihuilaiguo,dantayemeixianzhe。

tadeshejiaomeitishangquanshihehemeimeidehezhao,maihaoche、dinghunjie、quhaidaodujia。

tashenzhidaihemeimeiqulewomencengyiqipaguodeshan,shuoyao“zhongwennianshaoshidexindong”。

neixietachengnuozhishuyuwomendehuiyi,rujinquanbeitajilelingyigenvren。

gengrangwobengkuideshi,tadepengyouquanmeipingbiwo,sihuguyirangwokandaozheixie。

wodeshoudouzhe,diankaipinglunqu,limianquanshizhufutamendehua。

pengqidemuqin,pingshiduiwobaibantiaoti,cikequezaipinglunlikuahemeimei“wenroudafang,banpeidehen”。

woyaojinyaguan,qiangpozijijimeitiaodongtaidianzan,xiangshiyongzheizhongfangshigaosuziji,wobuzaihule。

可我骗不了自己。

meiwan,wobaozhezhentouwushengdiku,naohailiquanshipengqilengmodeyanshenhehemeimeideyidexiao。

wokaishihuaiyi,zheijinianwoweitafuchudesuoyou,daodisuanshenme?

我决定离开。

xiangshangsishenqinglequjianadade**cha,shijiandingzaisantianhou,yejiushiwohepengqiyuandingdehunlineitian。

wokaishishoushixingli,zhunbeibaguoquchedishuaizaishenhou。

kejiuzaizheitianwanshang,wohuidaojia,quefaxianxuanguanchuduoleyishuangnanshipixie,heyishuangjingzhidegaogenxie。

woxintiaojiasu,tuikaimen,ketingdejingxiangrangworuzhuibingku。

hemeimeizuozaipengqituishang,liangrenzhengwangqingdiyongwen,yifulingluan,kongqizhongmimanzheyiguaimeideqixi。

他们没注意到我。

woqiangrenzhuxintong,gangyaokaikou,quewendaoyiguqiguaidejiaoweicongchufangchuanlai。woxiayishichongguoqu,tuikaichufangmen,yanqiandeyimurangwozhenggerenjiangzhu。

zaotaishang,yigegaoyaguomaozhebaiqi,limianzhuzheshenme,sanfachuyigucibideweidao。

pangbiandeanbanshang,caidaozhanzhexueji,pangbiansanluozhejigenbaisedemaofa。

wodemuguangyidaolajitong,limianherantangzheyikuaizhanxuedelansebuliao——neishixiaobaidexiangquan。

xiaobaishiwowunianqianshouyangdesamoye,shiwozuiqindejiaren。

renshipengqiqian,tapeiwoduguolewushugegudandeyewan。

meiciwojiabanhuijia,tadouhuiyaozheweibapudaowohuaili,yongshiluludebizicengwodelian。

pengqigangbanlaishi,chengnuohuibaxiaobaidangjiaren,kexianzai,tajingranbianchengleguoliderou。

woshuangtuiyiruan,guidaozaidi,leishuixiangjuedidehongshui,mohuleshixian。

wozhandouzheshenshou,jianqilajitonglidexiangquan,shangmianhaidaizhexiaobaidetiwen。wobengkuidihanchusheng:“xiaobai......”

wodekushengjingdongleketinglideliangren。

pengqihehemeimeicongcongpaoguolai,kandaowotanzaidishang,pengqizhouqimei,yuqibunaifan:“nizenmezaizhei?genzongwo?”

“nishalexiaobai......nizenmenengshaleta!”

pengqilengleyixia,suijilengxiao:“e,neitiaogoua。wohuilaishikandaotazaijialiluanpao,yiweishiliulanggou。ganghaomeimeizuijinshentixu,wojitadundianroububu。”

tadeyuqiqingmiaodanxie,xiangzaishuoyijianwuguanjinyaodeshi。

wojidongdipaqilai,chongdaotamianqian,houdao:“neishiwodejiaren!nipingshenmeshata!”

pengqibuxiedibawotuikai,chixiao:“yijiaren?bujiushitiaogouma?zhiyuzheimedajingxiaoguai?dabulewopeiniyitiaogenghaode。”

hemeimeizhanzaitashenhou,wuzhezuitouxiao,yanshenlimanshitiaoxin。

tazouguolai,wanzhupengqidegebo,jiaoshengdao:“qige,nibielita。zanmendetanghaole,woele。”

pengqidiandiantou,duanqiyiwanroutang,chuilechui,didaohemeimeizuibian:“lai,xiaoxintang。”

wozaiyerenbuzhu,fafengsidepuguoqu,yibajiangwanshuaizaidishang。

ciwansuiliedeshengyincier,tangzhijianleyidi,roukuaigunluozaidibanshang。

wodunxiashen,zhandouzhejianqineixieroukuai,leishuiyididizazaidishang。

“xiaobai......”wogengyanzhe,sangziyijingyadefabuchusheng。

pengqizhoumei,madao:“shenjingbing!ganjingun,biezaizheiaiyan!”

hemeimeilazhetadeshou,jiaodididishuo:“qige,biegentalangfeishijian,zanmenjixu。”

tamenzhuanshenhuileketing,liuxiawoyigerenzaichufang,baozhexiaobaidexiangquan,kudaojihuzhixi。

woxiangqixiaobaidiyicijiuwodechangjing。neinianwoduzizufang,banyebeizuijiudelinjuzamen,shixiaobaikuangfeizhepushangqu,yaozhuneirendetui,zhidaojingchaganlai。

tashouleshang,quehaishiyongwennuandemaocengwodeshou,xiangzaianweiwo。congneiyihou,tazaiyebunengxiangbiedegouneiyangsiyibenpao,ketacongmeilikaiguowo。

erxianzai,tabeipengqiqinshoushale,zhiweilejihemeimeiduntang。

woliuzhelei,bachufangderoukuaishoushihao,zhuangjindaizi。

woyaojixiaobaiyigetimiandegaobie,daitayongyuanlikaizheigerangwoxinsuidedifang。