第1章
“不好了！”
“chanfudachuxue，duzilidehaizibaobuzhule！”
shenningliansecangbairuzhi，longqidefubuchuanlaibuduanxiazhuisiliedetongchu，yuelaiyueduoxianhongdexueshuiranhongtadexiashen。
erpanjinshiyishenghuangzhangbuandeshengyin，shenningbanmizheyanjing，shixianbuduandebiandemohu。
naohailiqueshixiangqilenanrenliangbodeshengxian，fangfofenglicuidudedaoziyidaoyidaodewangtadewuzangliufutongqu。
“wanwannifangxin，wobuhuirangnihehaiziyoushide。”
“womingtianjiulianxiyisheng，rangtabashenningduzilidehaizipouchulaijiuxiaojingdeming，zheishishenningqiannide！”
“nibuxuyaoyourenhedekuijiu。”
zheijiushibojingshen，shitadezhangfu！
fuqiwunian，tazhidaotabuaita，keshitaconglaimeixiangdao，bojingshendexinzheimedelengku。
taduzilidehaizicaiqigeyue！
tajingranyaotiqianpouchulaijifuwandehaizipeixing！
fuwanshishei？shitadedasao，shitacengjingdeweihunqi，shitadexinshangren！
ertashenningzheigeqizi，buguojiushiyigexiaohua！
cishicike，shuangtuijiandexueyesihuxiongyongdegenglihaile，tafenbuqingchudaodishixinligengtenghaishishentigengteng，zhizhidaoquanshendaochudouteng，haosizaizaoyulingchidetongku。
“家属来了！”
薄景深来了？
taqiangrenzhupiruantengtongdeshenti，kanxiangtadefangxiang。
tayaowenwentaa，weishenmeduitazheimejueqing！jiuyinweiyaneta？
taliantaduzilidehaizidoubuyaolema？
shixianzhong，zouguolaiderenquebushibojingshen，ershiyimingduanzhuangwenwandenvzi，fuwan！
yishunjian，shenningdexinfangfobeisiliekaiyidaokouzi，dunshixianxuelinli，xueroumohu。
“是你——”
shenningyankuangxinghongruranlexue，tayizhangliandoujinshilehanshui，yanyanyixidemoyanghenlangbei。
fuwanhuanbuzoudaotademianqian，neishuangchahesedetongkonglidaizheyishanerguodeyinzhihesuanji。
“dangranshiwo！shenning，niyiweijingshenhuizaihunima？jibianshiwojiajiletadage，chengletadedasao，taxinliderenrengjiushiwo！”
“baoqiane，jingshenrujinzhengzailoushangdebingfanglipeixiaojing，pashimeikonglaikannile。”
shenningxinzhongliekaidekouzibeitadehuasichedegengshen，xianxuemimierchu，haosiyoulengfengguanlejinqu。
bojingshenmingzhidaotahuaizhehaizishuaixialelouti，tajiusiyisheng！tajiuzaiyiyuandeloushang，quekeyihenxinbulaikantazuihouyimian？
他好狠！
yichanei，yigujishendebeitonghehuangkongchanmanleshenningdeshenti，tayanjingjihushenxue。
“buguoni，jingshenrangwolaizhuangaoyisheng。”
fuwankantazheichuisizhengzhademoyang，xiaodeyufadehuanyu。
tanachushouji，bofangzhebojingshendeyuyin。
“gaosuyisheng，wozhiyaoshenningduzilidehaizi，shenningsilezuihao！”
“haizipouchulai，jiulikesongqupeixing！”
shibojingshendeshengyin！shitajiyilideliangbohelengmo！
shenningdeyankuangliliutangchurelei，tapinmingdiyaotou，yinweiduzitaitongle，shoubeiqingjinbaoqi。
“wobuxiangxin......wobuxiangxintazhende......”
死了最好。
taaitashijinian，huanlaidejiushi‘silezuihao？’
fuwanbijinta，gouchunxiaodao，“chunhuo，nizhidaotaweishenmeyidingyaonanidehaizilaijixiaojingpeixingma？yinweixiaojingshiwohetadeqinshengnver！nimenjiehunzheimeduonian，tazheimehenni，tashiweilejixiaojingpeixing，caiguyipengnide！”
“nixianzaishenmedouzhidaole，shibushikeyihaohaodequsile？”
轰隆——
juleicongshenningtoudingpikai，tanaohaiyipiankongbai，qingxudaqidaluo，fubudejutongzaicikuangyongerlai，tayaodehongchunjihuliuxue。
tadeshenzijuliezhandouzhe，houlonglibichuyikouxuelai，chendetaliancangbaiertouming。
bojingshenjingranhezijidedasaobuqingbuchu？lianhaizidoushengle？
shenningzhongyumingbai，weishenmetahuituranpengtale，
还不许她避孕。
tahaiyiweishizijidadongleta。
tayuanlaizhishibatadangchengyigeshengyugongjua！
哈......
shenningkuzhekuzhejiuxiaoleqilai，yiliandebeilianghejuewang。
leishuicongyanjiaohuanhuanzhuiluo，tazaiyezhichengbuzhu，yanqianyizhenzhendefahei，tiandidouzainiuquxuanzhuan，xueshuicongshenxiawangwaimanliu，zhenggeshoushushiwaidouchongchizhexuexingwei。
“zhijiebahaizipouchulai。”
“zhiyushenning，rangtaqusi！buyongqiangjiuta，mingbai？”
douranjian，fuwandeshengyinlenglehaojigedu，tayanlidehenlalingrenxinjing。
yishengetoushanglenghanbuduan，“neibozongneibian......”
fuwanzhuanguolianqu，shensecongrongerbingleng。
“交给我。”
fuwanjiushiyaoshenningsi，genbenjiuburangyishengjitadamayao，tabenjiucongloutishangshuaixialaishixueguoduo，xianzaiyoubutingdeliuxue，zaojiushiqiangnuzhimole，zuihoubeishengpoudetongtengdexingguolai，zhishengxiazuihoudeyikouqile。
tazhinengyanzhengzhengdekanzhefuwanjibojingshendadianhua，shenningdeyishiquemanmandibiandemohu。
“景深。”
“shenningta......shangtaizhongle......”
还没听到他的回应，
shenningchedihunmileguoqu，xianrulenongzhongdeheianli。
buzhidaohunmileduojiu，hunchenzhizhongshenningtingdaoleyidaobinglengdichendeshengyin。
“jiranpeixingchenggongle，neijiuzhuajinshijianjixiaojingzhibing。”
孩子......
bingchuangshangdenvrendouranzhengdaleyanjing，takuzhexingleguolai，zhengkaiyanjiuduishanglenanrenqiheirushenyuandedanfengyan。
“he，nizenmehaimeisi！”bojingshenguaduanledianhua，yanshenyaneerjianrui，yudiaogengshikebobuxie。
还没死？
shenningleiyanmenglong，daidaidekanzhebojingshen，tahaihuozhetahenshiwang？
zhishipianke，tabianbugushangkoudejutong，diediezhuangzhuangyaoxiachuang，“wodehaizizainali？bawodehaizihaijiwo！”
bojingshenyibajiangtaanhuidaobingchuangshang，yinchenchendidao：“dengjiulexiaojing，woziranhuibahaizijini。”
duishangneizhangyingjunerlengmodelian，tahuxiyizhi，leiruyuxia。
“bojingshen，nihaishibushiren？wodehaizicaichusheng，nijurannaqujiunidasaodenver，nimenhaiyaobuyaolian？nimenqinshouburu！”
shenningchedileibeng，juewanghebeitongbuduandiyonglai，tashenzidougebuting。
erhuiyingtadeshinanrenxiangliangdeyibazhang！
yicha，shenningdelianbeizhongzhongdedapian，lianjiahenkuaijiuzhongleqilai。
bazhangshenghuixiangzaitadeerpan，lianjiatengdeyouxiemamu，chunchijianmimanzheyisitiexiubandeqixi。
“buyaolianderendaodishishei？ruobushinibuzhiliyilianchidejiwoxiayaopashangwodechuang，wanwanhuifuqijiajidage？shenning，congxiaowojiushizheimejiaodeni？”
tashibofurenshouyangdenver，shiyisuidaobojia，bojingshensuishuodairenlengmo，danshicongbudongshoudata，shidaitahenhaodeerge。
jintianqueweilefuwandata，haoxianglianhuxidoushitengde