diantipingwenshangxing，shuzibuduantiaodong。xiaxiaodekongjianli，kongqiningzhiderutongbaofengyuqiandesiji。linmodeshouzhiyijiuniezhewodexiaba，lidaobuqingbuzhong，quedaizhejueduidezhangkongyiwei。tademuguangxiangtanzhaodeng，yicuncunsaoguowodelian，shitucongwoqiangzhuangzhendingdebiaoqingxiazhaochuliehen。
womeiyouzhengzha，zhishiyingzhetademuguang，shenzhiweiweitailetaixiaba，rangzheigezishikanqilaibuneimexiangshouzhiyuren，fanerdaishanglediantiaoxin。jiranweizhuangyijingbeisipo，zaibanyanrouruoxiaobaihuazhihuirangtagengjuedekexiao。haiwangdezunyan，buyunxuwochediguidiqiurao。
“xihuanwozuiying？”wochelechezuijiao，luchuyimodaizhefengyidexiao，“neikongpayaorangnishiwangle。wozheigeren，bujinzuiying，gutougengying。”
tayandidexingweisihugengnonglexie，muzhiqingqingmosuozhewodexiahepifu，dailaiyizhenzhanlidechugan。“gutouying？”tadixiao，qixifuguowodechunban，“woyouhenduozhongfangfa，keyibatayicuncun……qiaosui。”
huayinweiluo，dianti“ding”yisheng，tingzailedingceng。zongtongtaofang。
tasongkaishou，gaiweilanzhuwodeyao，jihushixiechizhewozoulechuqu。zoulangpuzhehouhoudeditan，jiaobuwusheng。taofangdemenshizhiwensuo，taanxiamuzhi，“kada”yisheng，houzhongdemenfeiyingshengerkai。
fangjianjida，shiyejijia，judadeluodichuangwaishichengshidecuicanyejing。dancikewowuxinxinshang。ketingdechajishang，baifangzheyigebingtong，limianzhenzheyipingxiangbin，pangbianshilianggegaojiaobei，yiji……yigewowubiyanshude、houhoudeniupizhiwenjiandai。
我的心猛地一沉。
linmosongkaiwo，jingzhizoudaochajipang，naqineigewenjiandai，xiangdiulajiyiyangrengdaowomianqiandeshafashang。“xinhunliwu。”tayuqipingdan，ziguzididakaixiangbin，paomoxiongyongerchu，tadaoleliangbei，jinsedeyetizaidengguangxiashanshuozheyourenyouweixiandeguangze。
wodingzheneigewenjiandai，houlongfajin。buyongkan，woyenengcaidaolimianshishenme。guoran，haishizoudaolezheiyibu。
“zenme？bugankan？”linmoduanzheliangbeijiuzouguolai，dijiwoyibei，“limianshinihaiwangshengyade……huihuangzhanji。congnishibasuidiyicitongshijiaowanglianggenanpengyoukaishi，daozuotiannilaheisuoyourendejilu。shijian，didian，renwu，zhuanzhangjilu，liaotianjietu……shenzhihaiyouyixie，liannizijikenengdouwanglede……jingcaixijie。”
wojieguojiubei，zhijianbingliang，jihuwobuzhu。xiangbindexiangqizuanrubiqiang，queyinbuqisihaoyuyue。woqiangpozijibuyaoqukanneigewenjiandai，ershiyangtouheleyidakoujiu，bingliangdeyetihuaguohoulong，dailaiyisiduanzandemabi。
“linxianshengzhenshifeixinle。”wofangxiajiubei，shengyinjinliangbaochipingwen，“shoujizheixie，hualenibushaoshijianhejingliba？jiuweile……zaijintianjiwoyige‘jingxi’？”
“buquanshi。”tazoudaoluodichuangqian，beiduizhewo，kanzhechuangwaidecheshuimalong，“zhuyaoshiweiletixingni，yexiaoyu，nideguoqu，xiangfuguzhiqu，yongyuanyeshuaibudiao。niyiweishanganle？bu，nizhishicongyigexiaochitang，tiaojinleyigewoweinijingxindazaode、gengdadeboligangli。nideyijuyidong，douzaiwoyanpidixia。”
tazhuanguoshen，muguangruju：“suoyi，shouqinineixiexiaoxinsi。lizhoujinyantamenyuandian。shituliyongtamenlaifankangwo，shizuiyuchundexingwei。zhihuirangnisidegengkuai。”
yuanlaitashenmedoukanchuanle。wozaizoulanglideneifanbiaoyan，zaitayanlibuguoshizhuoliedebanmennongfu。
yizhongjudadewuliganjuezhulewo。zaitajueduidexinxiyoushihezhangkonglimianqian，woderenhezhengzhasihudouxiandekexiaoertulao。
但我不能认输。
wozoudaoshafabian，meiyouqupengneigewenjiandai，ershinaqilewodeshouji。wodangzhetademian，kaishicaozuo。xiezaisuoyoushejiaoruanjian，shanchuchulejiarenhelinmozhiwaidesuoyoulianxiren，geshihuashoujineicun……dongzuogancuililuo，xiangshizaijinxingyichangjuejuedegaobieyishi。
zuowanzheiyiqie，wojiangshoujipingmuzhuanxiangta，shangmianzhishengxialiaoliaojigetubiao。“guoqushishuaibudiao，”wokanzheta，yiziyijudishuo，“danwokeyixuanzebuzaihuitoukan。linmo，buguannixinbuxin，wolaheitamen，juedinghenijiehundeshihou，shizhendexiangshangan，xiangguoputongrizi。”
woshenxiyikouqi，jixudao：“xianzai，wozhidaozheiputongrizishijiade，niyeshijiade。danhunyijingjiele，zhengyijinglingle。nikeyiyongzheixie‘heiliao’weixiewo，keyibawoguanzaizheige‘boligang’li。danwogaosuni，ruguowoyexiaoyushineizhongqingyijiuhuibeihedao、guaiguairenmingderen，wogenbenbukenengzainimenzheixienanrenzhongjianzhouxuansannian！”
wodeshengyintigaoleyixie，daizhepofuchenzhoudejuejue：“nibushixiangwanyouxima？hao！wopeiniwan！danyouxiguize，bunengquanyouniding！nixiangrangwohaipa，xiangrangwoqufu？wopianbu！”