xianjierenrendouzhidaolianqishiguhanchuanchiaiwangqi，weitashouguawunianbuqu。wodehunpobeikunzaitashenbian，
kanzhetaririduizhewodeguhuihesushuosinian，haiyiweizijisideqisuo。
zhidaowunianhoutabaozheguhuiheyingquwodejimei，jiangwofangzaihunchuangtou："biepa，tazuidongshi，
sileyebuhuinao。"jimeiwentahuibuhuiyinhunbusan，
talengxiao："woqunijiushiweileyongnidexuechedilianhuata，tazheikuaitianshengyingunengzhuwotupopingjing。
"yuanlaiwunianshenqingdoushixi，wozhishitaxiuxinglushangdeyikuailingcai。xinhunyefazhenqidongshi，
wozhuangsuiguhuihetaoxiangkefanglineiweimodaozhizun，xianshangcanhun："zunshang，diantiandengmaitahunfeiposan，
wozheitiaomingjinin！"1guhuihelidezhenxiangwodehunpobeikunzaiguhuiheli，
yanzhengzhengkanzheguhanchuan——wodezhangfu，woshenailewuniandenanren，jiangwodeguhuifangzaixinhundachuangdechuangtou。
「biepa，tazuidongshi，sileyebuhuinao。」taqingshenganfuzheshenpangdexinniang，woneitongfuyimudemeimei。
woxiangjianjiao，xiangkuhan，danhuntizhinengwushengdizhandou。wunian，zhengzhengwuniandeshenqingshougua，yuanlaizhishiyichangxi？
"gege，wopatayinhunbusan..."meimeiduozaitahuaili，shengyinjiaodidide。guhanchuanwenletadeetou，
yanshenbingleng：「fangxin，woqunijiushiweileyongnidexuelianhuatazheikuaishanghaodeyingu，zhuwotupoxiuxingpingjing。」
wodeshijiezaineiyikebengta。fazhendeguangmangzaixinfangzhongliangqi，wogandaoguhuiheneidejinzhikaishisongdong。
guhanchuanshouchifaqi，kaishiniansongzhouyu，erwodemeimeizebeianzhizaifazhenzhongyang，tadexueyehuanhuanliuchu，
yuwodeguhuixiangrong。「wunianle，zhongyudengdaozheiyitian。」guhanchuandeshengyinchongmanqidai，「youlezheikuaiyingu，
wojiunengtupotiandaozhigu。」wodehunpozaijutongzhongzhengzha，gandaozijijijiangbeichedilianhua。jiuzaizheishi，
wochajuedaoyiguqiangdademoqizhengzaikaojin。shineiweilaiguanlidemozundaren！juewangzhong，
woyongjinquanlizhuangsuileguhuihedejinzhi，chaozheneigumoqichongqu。「zunshang！woyuanyongshiweinu，qiunindiantiandeng，
rangtahunfeiposan！」wodehuntiguizaineiweiheipaomozunmianqian，shengyinposui。mozunshenyechuimoukanwo，
yanzhongshanguoyisixingwei：「nizheicanhun，daoshiyouqu。」jiuzaiguhanchuandefazhenjijiangwanchengdeshunjian，
shenyetaishouyihui，yidaoheisemoqisiliekongjian，jiangwodecanhunyuguhuihesuipianyitongjuanzou。「mozun！」
guhanchuandenuhouzaishenhouxiangqi，danyijingwanle。wobeidaidaoleyigemoshengdekongjian，
moqibaoguozhewoyaoyaoyuzhuidehunti。touguoshenyedakaidemojing，wokandaoguhanchuanmianduibinke，
mianbugaisedixuanbu：「zhuweidaoyou，jinribenshixishi，quebuxiangwoneiwangqiyuanqibusan，jingduorumodao。」
tadeshengyinbeitongerjianding，「woguhanchuansuirantongshiaiqi，danzhengdaoxiushidangyidayiweizhong。
wojiangqinziqinglimenhu，weixiuzhenjiechuhai！」binkemenfenfenchengzantadayimieqin，
woquezhigandaowujindequruhefennu。「zhenshihaoxi。」shenyelengxiaoyisheng，「nidezhangfu，yanjibucuo。」
wowulihuiying，zhinengkanzheguhanchuanzaizhongrenmianqianyizhangjisuilewodelingweimupai。
「mowubupeiruwogujiacitang！」tadeshengyinkengqiangyouli，「congjinriqi，tayuwogujiazaiwuguage！」
meiyigezidouxiangdaoziyiyangciruwodehunti。wosihoulianyikuaipaiweidoubupeiyongyou，
lianzuihoudeguisudoubeitaqinshouhuimie。dangenglingwojuewangdeshi，
guhanchuanjingranyongfalizaizongmenshangkongtouyingchuwozuibukandemoyang——neishiwoweijiutazhongduhou，
rongmaoshousundeyangzi。「zhuweidaoyou，qingkanqingzheiduomozhedechoutai！」tadeshengyinhuidangzaizhenggezongmen，
「cidengchoulouzhixiang，zhengshimoxingdewaixian！」suoyoudizidoutaitoukanzheneizhangniuqudelian，yourenjinghu，
yourenchaoxiao。neishiwozuibuyuanrangrenkandaodeyangzi，shiwozuicuiruodeshike，quebeitadangzhongzhanshi，
chengweizhongrendexiaobing。「nijiuleta，taquezheiyangduini。」shenyedeshengyinzaiwoerbianxiangqi，daizhejifenwanwei，
「renxin，bimogengkepa。」wodehuntizaitongkuzhongzhandou，henyiruchaoshuibanyonglai。wocengjingneimeaita，
weitafuchuyiqie，shenzhixianchushengming。erta，quejiangwodezunyan、wodeai、wodeyiqie，doucaizaijiaoxia。
「woyaoshaleta……」wodeshengyinsiya，chongmanhenyi。shenyexiaole：「youqu。buguo，
nixianzailianhuntidouyaosanle，nashenmeshata？」wotaitoukanxiangzheiweimozun，
yanzhongzhishengxiayigeniantou：「qiuninbangwo……」「wokeyibangni，danniyaofuchudaijia。」
shenyedeyanzhongshanguoyisiyouguang，「nideming，congcishuyuwo。」「zhiyaonengbaochou，shenmedaijiawodouyuanyifu！
」wohaobuyouyudihuida。jiuzheiyang，zaijuewangyuchouhenzhong，woyumozundachengleqiyue。
wobuzhidaodengdaiwodejiangshishenme，danwozhidao，wozaiyebushineigeweiaichikuangdeshanvrenle。congjinyihou，
wozhiyouyigemubiao——rangguhanchuanfuchudaijia。2xuelianzhendetongchumozundegongdianyoushenerbingleng，
shenyeyizishenmoyuanzanshiwendinglewodecanhun。danjutongyijiuruchaoshuibanyiboboxilai，
wodeyishizaitongkuzhongzhengzha，bushoukongzhidizhuiruleyiduanshenmaixindidejiyi。neibushitianmidehuiyi，
ershiwodaoxinlunxiandegenyuan。wunianqian，woganggensuiguhanchuanxiuxingbujiu，genjibuwen。neitian，
tajiangwodaidaoyigemimidongfu。「weinidichenqugou，niwofangnengdadaogongtong。」tadeshengyinlengjingershuli，
「zheishibijingzhilu，niruoxiangyuwogongxiu，jiubixuchengshou。」dongfuzhongyangbaifangzheyigejudadefazhen，
zhenzhongyangshiyizhangshichuang。chuangbiandetuopanshang，zhengqidipailiezhesanqiangenfanzhehongguangdelingzhen。「zheishi……shenme？
」worenbuzhuhoutuiyibu。「sanqianxuelianzhen。」guhanchuanpingjingdishuo，「meiyigendoucuileshangguyishouzhixue，
keyizhongsunidejingmai，rangnidetizhigengshihexiuxing。」woyouyule：「huihentongma？」takanzhewo，
yanshenbingleng：「tongbutongzhongyaoma？zhongyaodeshi，zheinengrangnigengkuaidizhuishangwodejiaobu。」
weilenengyutabingjianerxing，wodianletou。dangdiyigenlingzhenciruwodejingmaishi，wojihuyunjue。
neibushiputongdetengtong，ershilinghunbeisiliedejutong。sanqiangenlingzhen，yigenjieyigendiciruwodeshenti，
meiyigendoudailaixindetongku。guhanchuandedongzuojingzhunerlengku，meiyousihaolianxi。tadeyanshenzhuanzhu，
fangfozaidiaozhuoyijianyishupin，erfeizaizhemoyigehuoshengshengderen。」gu...hanchuan...」
wotongdaoshuobuchuwanzhengdehua，」hao...tong...」tameiyouhuiying，jixuzheshouzhongdegongzuo。
dangdiyiqiangenlingzhencirushi，woyijingtongdaomamu。dangdierqiangenlingzhencirushi，wokaishijingluan。
jiuzaiwojijiangbengkuideshunjian，tafushenzaiwoerbian，yongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingjiandeshengyinshuo：「biepa，
tongshizaibangnijizhu，nideshenti、nidedao，douzhinengyouwolaikehua。chulewo，sheidoubunengpengni。」
neiyike，jizhidetongkuyujizhidezhanyouyuxuanyanjiaozhizaiyiqi，niuqudichenglewoaishangtadeyuandian。
woyiweineishiaidexuanyan，shitadutedebiaodafangshi。xianzaihuixiangqilai，neibuguoshitazaijizijide「cailiao」
dashangluoyin。「nizaihuiyishenme？」shenyedeshengyinjiangwoconghuiyizhonglahui。
「wozaixiang……woshiruheaishangtade。」wokuxiao，「neimetong，querangwoxinganqingyuan。」
shenyelengxiao：「renleideganqing，zongshirucikexiao。」womeiyoufanbo，yinweitashuodedui。gengkexiaodeshi，
zaixuelianzhenzhiqian，guhanchuanhaibiwozuolelingyijianshi。「xiuxianzhedangduanjuefansuyinguo。」tadijiwoyibahuo，
「shaoletamen。」neishiwoyufanjianqinrendesuoyoulianxi——xinjian、xinwu，shenzhiwofumudehuaxiang。
woyouyule，danzuizhonghaishiqinshoudianranletamen。「zheishiweinihao。」tashuo，「qianguayueshao，xiuxingyueshun。」
wodangshiyiweitashiweiwohao，rujinxianglai，buguoshirangwoduanjuesuoyouhoulu，rangwochuletazhiwaiwuchukequ。
xuelianzhenhou，woxuruodaowufadongdan。guhanchuanmeiriqinshouweiwoyiwanjikudegubenlingyao。「hexiaqu。」
tadedongzuokansiwenrou，yanshenquehaowuwendu，「zheinengwengujingmai。」neiyaokuderangrenxiangtu，
danwomeicidouqiangrenzhehexia。wocengweitade「zhaoliao」gandongbuyi，yiweizheishitaaiwodebiaoxian。
rujincaimingbai，tazhishizaijingxin「baoyang」yijianjijiangshiyongde「cailiao」。「nidehuntiyoukaishibuwenle。」
shenyezhoumei，「zheiduanjiyiduiniyingxianghenda。」wokuxiao：「yinweizheiduanjiyi，
chedicuihuilewoduizijiguoquwunianganqingderenzhi。wobushibeipianle，
ershixinganqingyuandizoujinleyigeweiwoliangshendingzuode、mingwei『ai』detuzaichang。」zheizhongziwofoudingdetongku，
birenhewaibushanghaidougengrangwohuntizhendang。wocengyiweizijizhaodaolezhenai，rujincaizhidao，
neibuguoshiyichangjingxinshejidepianju。「youqu。」shenyedeyanzhongshanguoyisiguangmang，「nidehen，
biyibandeyuanhunyaochuncuideduo。」womeiyouhuiying，zhishichenjinzaizijidetongkuzhong。neiduanjiyixiangyibadao，
buduandizaiwodehuntishanghuachuxindeshangkou。「woyaokankan，ninenghendaoshenmechengdu。」shenyeturanshuo，
「genwolai。」tadaiwolaidaoyimiangengdademojingqian，
jingzhongxianshidejingxiangrangwodehuntijuliezhandou——guhanchuanzhengzaixunzhaowodidi，wozaizheishishangweiyideqinren。」
bu...buyao...」wowulidiaiqiu，」qiuninzuzhita...」
shenyezhishilenglengdikanzhewo：「nidehen，haibugoushen。」wojuewangdikanzhejingzhongdejingxiang，
zhidaogengdadetongkujijianglailin。erwo，zhinengyanzhengzhengdikanzhe，wunengweili。
3dididezuzhoumojingzhongdejingxiangrangwohuntijuliezhandou。guhanchuantaruyizuojianloudemaowu，
wodidizhengtangzaichuangshang，miansecangbai，kesoubuzhi。」jiefu...」taxuruodihuandao，yanzhongshanshuozhexiwang，
」jiejieta...zhende...」「shide，tayijingqule。」guhanchuandeshengyinwenroudelingwozuoou，
「wolaijieniquzongmenliaoshang。」wodidiyanzhongdeleishuiduokuangerchu：「jiejielinzhongqian……haidianjizhewoma？」
「dangran。」guhanchuanweixiao，shouzhiquezaianchujiechufayin，「tazuifangxinbuxiadejiushini。」」
wobugairangtajiajini...」didituranshuo，」neigeyuyanshishuoguo，tamingzhongyoudajie...」
guhanchuandeyanshenshunjianbingleng：「yuyanshi？shenmeshihoudeshi？」」jiuzaitachujiaqian...」
didikedegenglihaile，」neirenshuotaguzhongzangmo，jiaruxianmenbiyouxueguangzhizai...」
wodehuntijuliezhenzhan。yuyanshi？wocongweitingdiditiqiguozheijianshi！「yuanlairuci。」guhanchuanxiaole，
「kanlainizhidaodebushao。」tabuzaiweizhuang，zhijieqiazhuledididebozi：「jiranzhidao，weihebuzaoshuo？」
」ni...zuoshenme...」didizhengzhazhe，yanzhongmanshikongju。「nijiejiedeyingu，
xuyaozhiqinzhixuejihuo。」guhanchuanlengxiao，「benxiangrangnisideshufuxie，jirannizhidaoneimeduo，
neijiubieguaiwole。」tasongkaishou，xunsubuxiayigefazhen，yudangchulianhuawoshiyimoyiyangdefazhen。「bu！」
wozhuangxiangmojing，quezhinengchuanguojingmian，shenmeyegaibianbule。「nikan，」shenyelengmodishuo，「zheijiushirenxin。
」guhanchuanzaifazhenzhongyangfangzhileyigexiaohezi，limianzhuangzhewodebufenguhui。「zhidaoma？」
taduiwotongkuzhengzhadedidishuo，「nijiejiesiqian，zuihouyijuhuashi『jiujiuwodidi』。」「zhendema？」
didideyanzhongzhongxinranqixiwang。「dangranshijiade。」guhanchuancanrendixiaole，「tasidetaikuai，
shenmehuadoumeiliuxia。」wodehuntijihuyaozaifennuzhongbaolie。guhanchuankaishinianzhou，
yidaoguiyidehongguangcongtazhijianshechu，zhijieciruwodididemeixin。「niganjuedaolema？」guhanchuanqingshengshuo，
「neizhongbeirencaokongsixiangdeganjue？」wodidideyanshenbiandekongdong，ranhouzhujianchongmanlehenyi。」
jiejie...」tadeshengyinbiandeyuandu，」doushiyinweini...wocaihuizheiyang...」「bu！」
wofengkuangdizhuangjimojing，「didi！neibushiwo！shitazaikongzhini！」「dui，jiushizheiyang。」
guhanchuanmanyididiantou，「hentaba，zuzhoutaba。zhiqindezuzhou，shijihuoyinguzuihaodecuihuaji。」
「wohenni！」dididuizhexukongsihou，fangfonengkandaowoyiyang，「weishenmesiderenbushini！」
meiyigezidouxiangdaoziyiyangciruwodehunti。wozhidaozheibushidididebenyi，danneitongkuqueshizhenshide。
「henhao。」guhanchuankaishichouquwodidideshengmingjingyuan，「nidehen，nidexue，doujiangchengweitayingudeyangliao。
」wodidideshentikaishikuwei，shengminglibeiyidiandianchouzou。tadeyanshenzhujianhuifuqingming，
zaishengmingdezuihouyike，tasihumingbaileshenme。」jiejie...duibuqi...」tadeshengyinweiruo，」
wo...bugai...xiangxinta...」guhanchuanlengxiaodao：「wanle。」
wodidideshouzhongyizhizuanzheshenmedongxi。dangtaduanqideneiyike，shouzhisongkai，
luchuleyigexiaoxiaodehushenfu——neishiwolinjiaqiansongjitade。「zheishishenme？」guhanchuanshiqihushenfu，
meitouweizhou。tazixijianchaleyixia，querenmeiyourenhefalibodonghou，zuijiaogouqiyimojifengdexiao。「jiuzhei？
」takanxiangmojing，fangfozhidaowozaikanzheyiyang，「nizuihoudenianxiang？」tadangzhewodemian，
xiangniansiyizhimayiyiyang，jianghushenfunianchenglefenmo，ranhouqingmiedichuisan。「kanqingchule，」
taduizhexukongshuo，「zheijiushinimenjiedidejieju。huifeiyanmie。」
wodehuntizaijidudetongkuhefennuzhongjihubengkui。neigehushenfushiwoyongzijideyilvhunsizuode，
shiwoyuzheigeshijiezuihoudeqingganlianjie。xianzai，tayebeiguhanchuanqinshouhuimiele。「nidehen，haibugoushen。」
shenyedeshengyinzaiwoerbianxiangqi，「haibuzuyizhichengnizhongsheng。」「woyijinghendaogusuile！」wosihou，
「haiyaowozenyang？」「hendaogusui？」shenyelengxiao，「neizhishikaishi。zhenzhengdehen，
shilianhunpodoubeishaozhuodetong。」wowulidikanzhemojingzhongdejingxiang。guhanchuanshouqifaqi，
duizhewodidideshitishileyigehuozhou，jiangsuoyouzhengjufenshaodaijin。「nizhidaoma？」shenyeturanshuo，
「taweishenmefeiyaoshanididi？」「weilejihuowodeyingu……」wotongkudihuida。「bu，」
shenyedeshengyinbingleng，「shiyinweinididizhidaolezhenxiang。neigeyuyanshi，shiwopaiqude。」
wozhenjingdikanxiangshenye：「shenme？」「wunianqian，wojiufaxianlenitineideyingu。」shenyepingjingdishuo，
「wopairenjinggaoni，dannixuanzelexiangxinta。」zheigezhenxiangxiangyibadao，zhijiecichuanlewodehunti。yuanlai，
wobenkeyibimianzheiyiqie。」weishenme...nibuzhijiegaosuwo...」wodeshengyinzhandou。「mozunzuoshi，
xuyaoxiangyigefanrenjieshima？」shenyelengxiao，「kuangqie，nihuixinma？」wochenmole。tashuodedui，
dangshidewo，chenjinzaiduiguhanchuandeaizhong，buhuixiangxinrenherendejinggao。「xianzai，nidehengoushenlema？」
shenyewen。wokanzhemojingzhongguhanchuanliqudebeiying，xinzhongdehenyiyijingwufayongyanyuxingrong。
「woyaotashengburusi。」woyiziyijudishuo。4mozundeqiyueshenyedaiwolaidaomodianshenchu，
yigechongmanmoqidemishi。「nidehuntitairuo，xuyaoliliangcainengfuchou。」tashuo，「danzaicizhiqian，
nixuyaozhidaoquanbuzhenxiang。」jiuzaizheishi，wogandaoyizhencitong。guhanchuandeshengyinturanzaiwodehuntizhongxiangqi，
xiangshimouzhongmifachuanyin：「qinaideqizi，nihaihuozheba？」tadeshengyinchongmanchaofeng，
「woganyingdaolenidehunxi。」shenyezhoumei：「tayonglexuehunganyingshu，shinishengqianliuxiadexueye。」
「wozhidaoninengtingdao，」guhanchuanjixushuo，「suoyi，woyaogaosuniyigemimi，
yigeguanyunicunzaiyiyidemimi。」wodehuntizhandouzhe，quewufazuzhitadeshengyinqinru。
「nizhidaoweishenmewoxuanzhongnima？」taqingxiao，「yinweinitineideyingu，shishanggumoshendeyigu。」
wozhenjingdikanxiangshenye，tadiantouquerenlezheigeshuofa。」zheikuaigutouxuyaoteshudeyangliao，」guhanchuanjixudao，
」shouxianshizhiqinzhixue'kairen'，ranhoushiwuniande'luoyinshiaiyi'wenyang，zuihouzaiyitongyuanxuemaifengyin。」
」nidefumusiyu'yiwai'，shiwoanpaide。」tadeshengyinyuelaiyuedeyi，」nididide'tiruoduobing'，
yeshiwoyishouzaochengde。woxuyaokongzhitadeshengsi，yibianzaizuiguanjiandeshikeshiyong。」
meiyigezidouxiangdaoziyiyangciruwodehunti。yuanlai，woderenshengcongyikaishijiubeitacaokong。」zuikexiaodeshi，
」guhanchuandeshengyindaizhejifeng，」nizai'sanqianxuelianzhen'xiaganshoudaode'aiyi'，
buguoshiwoweilegenghaodiwenyang'yaochi'ershiyongde**zhoushu。」「niyiweineishiaidexuanyan？」tadaxiao，
「neizhishiquebaonizheikuai『cailiao』buhuitaopaodezhouyu！」wodehuntizaijutongzhongjihubengkui。
suoyoudexinyang、suoyoudeqinggan、suoyoucunzaidejichudoubeichedichoukong。「nizhidaozuifengcideshishenmema？」
guhanchuanjixushuo，「ruguobushi**meidebeipan，wodejihuabengaiwanmeichenggong。」「shenmeyisi？」
wojiannandiwen。「**meiaishanglewo，buyuanzuodanchundejipin。」guhanchuanlengxiao，「tatoutoupohuailefazhen，
xiangyaoqudainideweizhi。kexi，tabuzhidaozijiyezhishiyikeqizi。」yuanlai，
lianwodesiwangdoushiyichangjingxincehuadepianju。「xianzai，nidedidiyesile，wodejihuabeipogaibian。」
guhanchuandeshengyinbiandebingleng，「danmeiguanxi，wohuizhaodaoni，banidehunpochedilianhua。nitaobudiaode。」
chuanyindaocijieshu，wodehuntizaijidudetongkuzhongjihukuisan。「tashuodedoushizhendema？」wokanxiangshenye。
「dabufenshi。」shenyepingjingdishuo，「dantayouyidianshuocuole。neikuaiyingu，buzhishishanggumoshendeyigu，
ershimoshendedaogu，shidakaitiandaojiasuodeyaochi。」「suoyi……wocongyikaishijiuzhishiyijiangongju？」
wotongkudiwen。「zaitayanzhong，shide。」shenyeshuo，「danzaiwoyanzhong，nishiyigeyouqudeqizi，
keyichengweiduikangtiandaodewuqi。」zhishaotagouchengshi，buxiangguhanchuanneiyangweizhuang。
「wodemingyun……zhendewufagaibianma？」wojuewangdiwen。「mingyun？」shenyelengxiao，「neishiruozhedejiekou。
qiangzhezhiwenyigewenti：woxiangyaoshenme？」「woxiangyaofuchou。」wojiandingdishuo，「woyaoguhanchuanshengburusi。
」「neijiuxuyaoliliang。」shenyeshuo，「nidehuntitairuo，xuyaozhongsu。」「zenmezhongsu？」wowen。
「yongnitineideyinguweiji，ronghewodebenmingmoyuan，zhongsumoqu。」shenyeshuo，「danzheigeguochengjiqitongku，