第二章 编辑组对我发难

dierzhangbianjizuduiwofanan

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wozaiyiyuantangleyitian,yiweineitianshiwoleidehuanting。

fangxinbuxiagongzuo,diertianhaishibuguyishengdezhutuohuidaolegongsi。

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xiaozhang:【wojiukanbuguantakuangdezuofeng,youshenmeya,ruguoyourenjiwoxiegaozi,woyenengdudebitahao。】

【tazheishiqiequwomenbianjizudelaodongguoshi。】

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【shuodeshiyufei!jiushita!】

wushushuangyanjingzhaoshezaiwoshenshang。

dajiadoukanzhewo,shuodeshiwo!

我陷入自我怀疑。

【zhibogengduodeshijixingfahui,lubodexuanchuanshipinhuozheshidingzhidezhuanchang,queshiyoubianjihuihewogoutonggaozi,keshineiyeshijinqicaiyoudeshi,yiqiangenbenmeiyoubianjituandui......】

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【yufeidoupiaodaotianshangle。】

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zuizhonghaishifenguanfuzongqiangxingjieshulehuiyi。

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huiyishilizoudejiuwohelingdao。

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tayilianguanqie:【yufeia,shentihuifudezenmeyang,yaobuyaozaijinifangfangjia?】

woganjinshuobuyong,ganxielingdaoguanxin。

kelingyigeshengyinxiangqi:【haitingshixiangde,neijintianhuajiushaoshuodian。】

youlaile,kewokandemingmingbaibailingdaodezuimeidongguo!

woqiangzhuangzhending,wenzhuxinshen。

假的,都是假的。

kenenghaishitaileizaochengde。

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【nipingshigongzuozhongyaoduozhuyituanjietongshi。】

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lianxiangdaojintianbianjizudeshuoci,zheishishuowoqianggonglaoma?

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kezirencongwuduisheitaidubuhao,gengshicongmeiyouqiangzhanbierengonglao。

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tazhudongtichuyuedujixiaorangwofangxin,yidinghuijiwoyigea+。