zhenzhengrangwoqiyide,shiyangmuturanbingdaoneitian。
wohuanghuangzhangzhanggandaoyiyuan,yangfushouzaichuangbian,yishuangaodetonghongdeyanjingkanzhewo,youyulehenjiu,caiyashengkaikou:“weiwei,youjianshi……bayizhimeigaosuni。qishi,nibushiwomenshouyangde……shijiandaode。”
我猛地抬头看他。
“neiniandongtian,tebieleng,layueershisan,xiaonian,xiazhedaxue。”yangfuyanshenpiaoxiangchuangwai,xianruhuiyi,“woxiabanqichehuijia,zaijiaoquneigefeiqidegongyuanbianshang,tingdaoyoumaojiaoyiyangdekusheng……zouguoquyikan,shigepojiudeqiangbao,doukuaibeixuemaimeile。xiaoliandongdefazi,huxiruodedoukuaimeile……”
yangmubuzhiheshixingle,xuruodijiehua,qixiweiruo:“womenbaniwuzaihuailinuanlehaojiu……nicaikuchushenglai。paolejijiayiyuan,doushuozaiwanyidian,kenengjiu……jiubuhuilaile。”takesouqilai,yanjiaoshenchuleihua,“womendenglebao,yewenlejiedao,dengleyoudeng……yizhimeirenlaizhao。womenjiuxiang,zheishilaotianyekelianwomen,cijiwomendehaizi……”
wozhanzaibingchuangqian,hunshenxueyexiangshidongzhule,danaoyipiankongbai。
“……ketamenshuo,woshibeisongyangde……”wodeshengyingansedexiangshazhimoca。
“womenbuzhidaozenmehuishi,”yangfuyaoyaotou,yuqiqueyichangkending,“danwomenjiandaonideshihou,shenbianchuleneichuangpomianao,shenmedoumeiyou。meiyoushengchenbazi,meiyouxinwu,meiyourenhezitiao。”
弃婴。
hebeishenghuosuopowunaisongren,shijieranbutongdelianggegainian。
yigehuoxuhaiyouwunaihebushe,lingyige,queshichetoucheweideeyiyiqi,renqizishengzimie。
而我,竟然是后者。
jiuzaizheishi,wodeshoujixiangle。shishengmu。
wozoudaobingfangwaijieqi,tadeshengyinlikezuanjinlai,daizhepobujidaidecuicu:“weiwei,qianzhunbeihaolema?nididikanzhongneitaofangle,yezhujizhechushou,shoufuzhiyaowushiwan,jihuinande!”
tadunledun,yadileshengyin,yuqilitouzheyisibuyichajuedexianqi:“duile,niyangmushibushibingle?yaowoshuo,niyebietaishixinyan,nianjidaledouzheiyang,huaneimeduoyuanwangqianganma?shengxialaijinididimaifangcaishizhengjingshi……”
wowozheshouji,zhanzaiyiyuanbinglengdezoulangshang,hunshenfaleng,ruzhuibingku。
guoqujigeyuedediandiandidizaiwonaozhongfengkuangshanxian:tamenchudaoshiduiwojiazhuangxiubudongshengsededaliang、meiciyaoqianshishuliandekuqiongmaican、duididihaowuyuanzedepiantan……
haiyouneiershiwan“jiazhuang”。jiemuliyingsaijiwo,zhuanzulejingtouheyanlei,diertianjiudadianhualai,yuqi“kenqie”dishuoneishitamensuoyoudejixu,fangzaiwozheierbufangxin,xiannahuiqutiwo“baoguan”,dengwoxuyaoshizaijiwo。
wonulibaochipingjing,duizhedianhuaneitouqingshengwen:“ma,ninzongshuodangnianshitaiqiongcaisongwozoude?”
“shia!”tahuidadeyoukuaiyouji,“qiongdedoujiebukaiguole,danfanyouyidiandianbanfa,nashedesongzouzijideguroua……”
“neiweishenme,”womanmandishuo,yiziyiju,“woyangfushuo,woshizailubianjiandaode?zhengchangsongyang,zonghuiliugeshengchenbazihuozhexinwushenmede,bushima?”
dianhuaneitou,zhouranchenmo。siyiyangdejijing。
jimiaohou,tadeshengyinmengdibagao,jianlidecier:“nishenmeyisi?nibuxinwo?womenyoudnabaogao!baizhiheizi!”
“baogaoshijiemuzujideba?”wotingjianzijideshengyinlengdeheren,“nimendaodishizenmezhaodaowode?youweishenmeneimequeding,wojiushinimennver?”
dianhuasihubeishengfuqiangleguoqu,tacubaodihoushengzhaxiang:“linwei!nibietingwairenhushuobadao!nijiushiwomenqinshengde!zenme?xianzaichibangyingle,buxiangrenwomenle?buxiangbangnididile?xiangguohechaiqiao?!”
wotingzheneitoudepaoxiao,huranxiaole,yanleiquewushengdiliuxialai。
yuanlai,congtoudaowei,doushiyichangchuxinjilvdepianju。