muqinbanshengjixubeiwaipojiujiutaokong，wopeitahuijiataozhai，jiekaiqinqingdelengmozhenxiang
chunjieqianyitianwanshang，womaturanjiwozhuanleershiwan，haidingzhuwo“shoudaobieshuo”。
wogangxiangzhuiwen，waipodeshipindianhuajiudalejinlai。dianhuali，taxiaodejianyabujianyan:“ajuana，nixiaomeicongchenglihuilaile，shuojinizhunbeiledahongbao，kuaihuilainaa！”
woyikanmadelian，queshicangbaidelihai。
“妈，你怎么了？”
mazuanjinshouji，zhanzhesheng:“huijiazaishuo。”
wozhoumeifanchumadejiaoyijilu，lianseshunjianchenlexialai-zuijinbannian，mameigeyuedouzaijiwaipozhuanzhang，congyikaishidesanqiandaohoulaidewuwan。
erwoneigezaixiangxiawunongdewaipo，jingranbaqianzhuanjilezaishizhongxindanggaoguandebiaoge。
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makudezhimolei:“niwaipofeishuowobuxiaoshun，tiantiangenwoyaoqian。”
“tamenyoushenmeliyouwenniyaoqian？”wozhuaizhumadeshou。
machouchouyeyeshuobuchuhua，woganjinjitadaolebeishui。taheleliangkou，qingxuzongsuanwendinglexie。
“niwaiposhuotayanglaoqianbugou，danshiyoubukenlaiwojiazhu。shuoshiyaozaixiangxiaxiufangzi，zhuangnuanqi。”
“neiqianni？fangzini？”
mayaotou:“woqukanguo，fangzihaishilaoyangzi。qiandoujilenibiaoge。”
“为什么给表哥？”
“niwaiposhuonibiaogegongzuoyalida，xiangzaishiqumaifang，shoufubugou。”
wolengxiao:“biaogeshixiaoshouzongjian，gongzibinigaohaojibei，maideqishiqudefangzi。”
“keshiniwaiposhuo，nibiaogemaifangshiweilejitayanglao。shuojianglaihaiyaojiwoyanglao。”
tingzhemamaxuxutaotaodejieshi，woxinliyizhenzhenfaliang。zheibujiushidianxingdeyilaomailaoma？dazheyanglaodemingyipianqian，zuihouqiandoujinlebiaogedekoudai。
“ma，nijiuzheimexiangxintamen？”
“keshineishiniwaipoa。”madizhetou，“wobujitaqian，tajiushuowobuxiaoshun。wozheigezuonverde，zenmenengbuxiaoshunni？”
wozhuazhemadeshou:“neinini？nideyanglaoqiandoujiletamen，niyihouzenmeban？”
malengzhule，yanleiyouyongchulai。
woqibuguo，fanchumamashoujilidezhangdan。
“ma，nikankannizheibannianjichuquduoshaoqianle？guangshizheibannianjiuyouyibaiduowan，nideyanglaoqianquandoudajinqule。”
matanzuozaishafashang，liansefabai:“woyebuzhidaozenmejiujilezheimeduo。yikaishitamenyaosanqian，houlaishuoxiangxiaxiufangziyaowuwan，zaihoulaishuonibiaogemaifangshoufuchayidian。”
wonachushouji，dakaimougefangchanruanjiansousuobiaogedemingzi。jimiaohou，wodeliansegengnankanle。
“ma，nizhidaobiaogemingxiayoujitaofangma？”
妈茫然摇头。
“santao！doushitazijimaide。zuiguideneitaozaishizhongxin，junjiaqiwanyiping。”
madeshouzhandouqilai:“zenmehuizheiyang！”
“tapianni！tamenyijiadouzaipianni！”woyueshuoyueqi，“tamenpianniyanglaojiusuanle，xianzailiannideshoulideqiandoubufangguo。waiposhuotayaozhuzaixiangxiayanglao，ketazhuzaibiaogejiayinianduole。”
wozhanqilaizaifangjianliduobu:“tamenxianzaiyoushuojinidahongbao，zhibudingyouyoushenmehuaixinsi。”
majile:“wogangjinizhuanleershiwan，nikeqianwanbieshuochuqu。”
woyixiazimingbaileguolai。
waipotamenzhunshifaxianmashoulihaiyoudianqian，xiangchenguonianzheigejihuibaqianquanbupianzou。haishuoshenmejidahongbao，fenmingshixiangrangmazitouluowang。
huran，woxiangdaoyigezhuyi。
“ma，mingtianzanmenzaodianquwaipojia。”
mahuangle:“nibienao，zanmenbuqule。wopadaoshihouhuibulai。”
“pashenme？nishitamendetikuanjima？zheiqianbixuyaohuilai。”
wozuodaomashenbian:“nifangxin，youwozai。”
woanfuwanmama，zhengxiangchachazheibanniandezhangdanjutiqingkuang。huran，mamadeshoujixiangle。
shiwaipodalaide:“ajuana，gangcaiwokannizhifubaohaoxiangzhuanlebidaqian？shibushicaozuoshiwule？”
mamahuangluandijieshi:“mei...meiyoua，kenengshinikancuole。”
“zenmehuikancuo？woganghaiwenmingjiangni，tashuoqueshikandaoletixing。ershiwanshiba？nikuaidianchehuilai，shoujiyinxingrongyichucuode。”
woyixiazimingbaile-waipohebiaogekendingzaijianshizhemamadezhifubaodongtai。tamenfaxianyoudabizhuanzhang，likejiuzuobuzhule。
gualedianhuameiduojiu，biaogeyedaleguolai。
“gugu，wotingshuonishoujiyinxingchuwentile？yaobuyaowobangnikankan？ershiwankebushixiaoshumua。”
wocongmamashouzhongjieguodianhua:“ming**a，qianshizhuanjiwode。mashuoyaojiwozhibandiandongxi。”
dianhuaneitouchenmoleyixia，ranhouchuanlaibiaogelvexiankeyideguanqie:“yuxin，daguoniande，nengbunengxianjiewojitian？wozheibianzhenghaoqumaifangzi。”
“jieqiankeyia。buguoming**，zheiqianshiyoutiaojiande。”
“什么条件？”
“mingtiandangmiantan，wohewomayaoquwaipojiabainian。”
gualedianhua，wokanxiangmama。tayanzhongquanshidanxin。
wowozhutadeshou:“ma，zheixienianniyigerenbawolacheda，renlaorenyuan。xianzaigaiwobaohunile。”
妈的眼圈红了。
woxinliananfashi，zheigenian，woyidingyaorangneixiechenhuodajiedeqinqihaokan。
diertianyidazao，wojiulazhemachumenle。
yankanzhejiuyaodaowaipojiale，madeshouxinquanshilenghan。tazhuaizhewodeyijiao，xiaoshengshuo:“yaobuzanmenhuiquba？”
woyaotou:“doudaozheile，zenmenenghuiqu？”
waipojiazhuzaixiangxia，shiyidonglaojiudeercengloufang。womengangzoudaomenkou，jiutingjianlimianchuanlaishuohuasheng。
“ajuanshenshangkendingyoubushaoqianlai。”shijiumadeshengyin。
“nimenkedekanzhedian，bierangqianjinleyuxinneisiyatoudekoudai。”waiposhuowan，jigerendouxiaole。
woganjuemamadeshentizaifadou。zheixiehuaduitalaishuotaicanrenle。
woshenxiyikouqi，tuikaileyuanzidemen。
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waipoyikandaowomen，limahuanshanglexiaolian。
“ajuanlaila！kuaijinlaizuo。”
jiumayecoushangqianlai，muguangzaiwomenshenshanglaihuidaliang:“ajuan，zheidaguoniande，gaijimazhunbeihongbaoleba？”
madizhetou，shouzhibutingjiaodongyijiao。wolengyankanzhezheiyichulianxuju-meicimamayilai，tamenjiukaishiyaoqian。
waipozuozaizhuweishang，lianshangduizhexiao:“ajuan，mingjiangzuijinmailexinfang，shoufuhaichadian。mazheibanianjile，yebangbushangshenmemang。”
“ma！”mamadaduanta，“wozuotiancaijinizhuanlewuwan。”
“neizenmegoua。”jiumachazui，“fangzikeyaowuliubaiwanni。shoufuzhishaoyaoyibaiwu。womenjiamingjianggongzuoneimexinku，zongbunengrangtatailei...”
worenbuzhuxiaochusheng:“ming**shigaoguan，yinianxialaiguanggongzijiusansishiwan，zenmehuifubuqishoufu？”
wuzilianjinglejimiao。waipolianshangdexiaorongjiangzhule。
“nizheisiyatou，dongshenme？”
“wodongdekeduole。”wodaduanta，“biaogezaishizhongxinyijingyousantaofangle，xianzaiyouyaomaidisitao。daoshiwoma，mashangyaotuixiule，yanglaojindoubeinimenpianguangle。”
waipodelianshunjianchenlexialai。jiumayebuzhuangle，jianshengdao:“nishaozaizheihushuobadao！neishinimaziyuande！”
“ziyuan？”wolengxiao，“tiantianmawomabuxiaoshun，shuotajianliwangyi，zheijiushinimendeziyuan？”
mazaiyipangjidezhizhuaiwoyijiao，shengpawodezuilezhangbei。wofanertingzhileyaoban:
“qianyegaiyougegoule。womadoukuaibeinimentaokongle，nimenhaizaizheizhuangkelian？”
waipomengdizhanqilai:“nimennianglianggunchuqu！yihoubiezaitajinzheigemenjian！”
“zhenghao。”wolaqimamawangwaizou，“fanzhengninyemeibawomadangnver。meicijianmianjiuguanyaoqian，yaobudaojiumatabuxiaoshun。zheizhongma，buyaoyeba。”
waipoqidehunshenfadou:“haoa，nimenliang，dengzhezaobaoyingba！”
wotouyebuhuididaizhemamalikai。zouchuyuanzishi，hainengtingjianbiaogezaihoumianhan:“gugu，neiershiwanzanmenzhihouzaishuo？”
wohuitoulenglengshuoleju：“**jiang，niyigedangxiaoshouzongjianderen，haiyaozijigugudeqian。nishuozheishiyaoshirangnimengongsizhidaole，nizheigezongjianhainengdangdexiaquma？”
zaichangsuoyourendoulengzhule。wozhidaotamenzaixiangshenme-biaogekaozheguangxiandelvlicaizuoshangzongjianweizhi，yaoshichuanchuzheizhongbaihuaijiafengdeshi，tazaiquanzilikejiuzhendemeilianjianrenle。
zhidaoshangleche，mamacairenbuzhukuchulai:“neishiwomaa。”
wowozhutadeshou:“shia，tashinima。ketani？tabanidangnverlema？”
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huidaojia，mamajiubingdaole。
woshouzaichuangqian，kanzhetazaishuimengzhonghaizailuolei，xinliyoutengyouqi。zheixieqinqi，batadexinshangtoule。
dianhuaxiangle，shi**jiang:“biaomei，neiershiwandeshizailiaoliao？”
wolengxiao:“**jiang，nishibushijuedewohaoqifu？”
“biaomei，nitingwojieshi。wozheibushishoutoujinma。”
“shoutoujin？niyiniangongzijiangjinjiaqilaisiwushiwan，santaofangzimeinianguangzujinjiushijiwan。nigenwoshuoshoutoujin？”
**jiangyuqiyixiazilengle:“linyuxin，nidiaochawo？”
“buranni？kanzhenimenyidiandiantaokongwomadeyanglaojin？”
“neishizhangbeizhijiandeshi，niyigexiaobeishaoguan！”
wofangdishengyin：“**jiang，nizhidaowomakaoshenmeyanghuowozhangdadema？yigeyuesanqiankuaidegongzi，shengchijianyongcunyanglaoqian。niyinianzhuanjibaiwan，queyaoqiangtadeyanglaojin，niliangxinbuhuitongma？”
dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao。
“你到底想怎样？”
“henjiandan，baqianhaijiwoma。zheixieniannimenpianzoudemeiyifenqian，wodoujizhe。”
gualedianhua，wochakanmamahewaipodezhuanzhangjilu。congzuikaishidesanqiandaohoulaidewuwan，yibibixiezheyaozhuangxiufangzi、yaoyanglaodeliyou，shijiquequanjinlebiaogedekoudai。
dianhuayouxiangle，zheicishiwaipo。
“linyuxin，nizheichouyatou，ganzheimegenmingjiangshuohua？”
“waipo，ninshuocuole。”woxiaoxiao，“wozhishibashihuashuochulaile。ninjuedezheishiyaoshirangqinqimendouzhidaole，tamenhuizenmekannin？zenmekanbiaoge？”
“nimashiwonver，wowentayaoqianzenmele？”
“ninshuodedui，womashininnver。keninxiangguotadewannianma？”
“zheishierchuanchuqu，bierentingshuodangmadeshijingcongzijiguinvshoulihaoqian，huibuhuixiaodiaodaya？”
waipoqidezhichuancuqi：“ni...ni...”
04
gualedianhua，wofanzaodizaifangjianliduobu。zheishimamacongchuangshangzuoqilai，liansecangbaidikanzhewo:“yuxin，yaobuhaishisuanleba。”
“suanle？”wozaichuangbianzuoxia，“ma，nizhidaozheijiniannijiletamenduoshaoqianma？neidoushinideyanglaoqiana。”
mamadizhetoujiaozhebeijiao，shengyinhenqing:“keneishiniwaipo。wozheigezuonverdebujiyebuhao。”
“zuonverdejiugairenyoutamenzheimeqifuma？”wozhuazhumamadeshou，quefaxiantashouxinquanshilenghan。
zheishi，shoujiyouxiangle。shijiumafalaideweixinyuyin:“ajuana，ninvertaibuxianghuale，juranzheimegenmingjiangshuohua。niganjinguanguanta，yaoburanzheishichuanchuquduobuhaokan！”
woduoguomamadeshouji:“jiuma，ninzenmebushuoshuozijierzi？yinianzhuanjibaiwan，hailaipianwomadeyanglaoqian，zheishichuanchuquhaokanma？”
“nihushuoshenme？shenmepianqian？neishinimaziyuande！”
“ziyuan？”wolengxiaoyisheng，“neiwowenwennin，womadeqianshibushidoujinlebiaogedekoudai？zhuangxiufeini？waiposhuoyaodeyanglaoqianni？zenmequanbianchenglebiaogedexinchexinfang？”
dianhuaneitouyizhenchenmo。guolehaoyihui，jiumacaiganxiaoliangsheng：“yuxina，nikannishuodezheishishenmehua，qinqizhijianhuxiangbangchenbushihenzhengchangma？”
“bangchen？womayigeyuegongzisanqian，shengchijianyongcundeyanglaoqian，nimenjiuzheime'bangchen'zoule？”
“ni...nizheihaizizenmezheimebudongshi？wokannishibeinimaguanhuaile！”jiumadeshengyindourantigao。
wozhengyaoshuohua，mamaturanqiangguoshouji：“jie，nibiemayuxin。qiandeshi，womenzaixiangxiangba。”
woyibaandiaotonghua，kanzhemamayouhongyouzhongdeyanjing:“ma，nizhendeyaozaijitamenqian？”
mamayaozhezuichunbushuohua，yanleiquepadapadadiaoxialai。
wodunzaichuangqian，wozhutadeshou:“ma，nijidewoxiaoshihoushengbing，nishizenmezhaoguwodema？lianxuyizhouwanshangbushui，jiushouzaiwochuangqian。”
她怔怔地看着我。
“neishihouwojiuzaixiang，dengwozhangdale，yidingyaohaohaobaohuni。kexianzaini？woyanzhengzhengkanzhenibeitamenqifu，queshenmedouzuobule。”
mamashenshoucadiaowodeyanlei，shengyingengyan:“yuxin，wodebaobei。”
“ma，nibiepa。youwozai。”wojinjinbaozhuta，“zheiciwoyidingyaorangtamenbaqianhaijini。”
05
neitianwanshang，wojimamazhulewanmian。kanzhetaxiaokouxiaokoudichizhe，wohuranxiangqixiaoshihoudeshi。
neishiwowenmama：“weishenmewaipozongshipianxinbiaoge，quebuxihuanwo？”
mamafangxiakuaizi，henjiucaishuo：“yuxinzheibushinidecuo，shiyinweiwoshinver。”
“kenibijiujiuduiwaipohaoduolea。tamenyinianhuiqujici？nimeigeyuedouhuiqukanwaipo。”
mamamomowodetou：“shahaizi，zaiwaiponeiyibeirenxinli，erzijiushierzi，nverzongshiyaopochuqudeshui。”
“那不公平。”
mamaxiaole：“meiguanxi，mamayounijiugoule。”
xianzaixianglai，neishimamadexiaoronglizangzheduoshaoxinsuan。congxiaodaoda，tayigerenbawolacheda，zijiguodeyouduoxinku？
jidewoshangchuzhongneinian，mamatashengchijianyong，jiwobaolebuxiban。neishiwohaibaoyuan：“ma，weishenmebierendoushishangguidebuxiban，nijiwobaozheimebianyide？”
mamameiyouguaiwohebierenpanbi，ershiwenroudishuo：“dengmamaduozandianqian，jiujinihuangenghaode。”
houlaiwocaizhidao，jiuzaiwobaoyuandeneigeyue，waipolaiyaoqian，shuobiaogexiangmaidiannao。mamabajiwohuanbuxibandeqiandoujilebiaoge。
“yuxin...”mamadeshengyinbawolahuixianshi。tafangxiakuaizi，yuyanyouzhi。
“ma，nishibushiyouzaixiangwaipodeshi？”
tadiandiantou，yanquanhongle：“wojiushijuede，wozheigezuonverdenengxiaojingtaduoyidianjiuduoyidian。”tashuobuxiaqule。
wowozhumamadeshou：“wozhidao，congxiaodaoda，waipoduiniyaoqiutebieyange。nishaoweizuocuoyidianshi，tajiushuonibudongshi、buxiaoshun。”
mamataiqitou，yanzhongquanshijingya：“nizenmezhidao？”
“wojideyouyici，nifashaoqukanyisheng，meinenganshihuilaojiakanwaipo。tazaidianhualimaleniyigexiaoshi，shuonibubatafangzaixinshang。”
shuodaozheili，woxinliyizhensuanchu：“keneishinishaodao39du，yishengdoushuoyaozhuyuan。nihaiyibiandazhediandiyibianjiwaipodaoqian。”
mamadixiatou，yanleidizaizhuozishang：“wojiushipatashengqileburenwozheigenver。”
“ma。”woqishenraodaotashenbian，jinjinbaozhuta，“niyijingzuodegouhaole。shiwaipotataizisile。”
mamazaiwohuailizhandou：“ketabijingshiwomaa。”
“wozhidao。”woqingqingpaizhetadebei，“danshima，nizongshizheiyangweiquziji，waipotamenzhihuidecunjinchi。nikan，zheixieniantamenyaodeqianyuelaiyueduo，zhaodeliyouyuelaiyuelipu。”
mamameishuohua，kaozaiwojiantou，danwoganjuedaotadeshentijiangleyixia。
wozhidaotazaihaipa，haipashiqumuqindeai，haipaqinqingpolie。danyouxieshi，bunengzaizheiyangxiaqule。