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人人都说我疯了。

yeli,wojingchangnengkandaobaiyinvguiruyingsuixingdegenzhewo。

weileyangbing,wojianggongsijiaojilaogong,bimenbuchu。

queyiwaizhuangpolaogongheguimidemimi。

haiwofengdiandenvguishiguimijiabande。

jiulianfashiaiwoyibeizidelaogongyeshibangxiong。

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banruxinjiahou,woriridounengkandaoyigeshenchuanbaiyidenvrentikubuzhi。

起初我不以为然。

zhidaobanye,jingzilituranchuxianyishuangxinghongdeyanjingjindingzhewo,mianrongcangbaikongbu,sanfachuyinsenhanqi,yaowochangming。

yundaoqian,woyongjinzuihoudeliqijilaogongdaledianhua。

lutingyunxinjirufen,likebaojicongguowaifeilehuilai,fashiyaochachushiqingzhenxiang。

guimixiayaoyelianxidaoquanguodingjiandexinlizixunshiweiwozhiliao。

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woxinzhongtianmi,zhiliaowojingshenhuanghudeyaoshiguowaijinkou,jishiwanyike,lutingyunhaobuyouyujiujiwomaile。

“buxing,bunengting。songshiqinghaoburongyicaixiangxinlezijijingshenshichang,womashangjiukeyinadaogongsidequanbugufen。nijixujiadayongyaojiliang。”

“keshizheiyaochiduole,furenzhendehuisangshiyishi,chengweiyigezhenzhengdefengzi!”

lutingyuntanqi,“woyemeibanfa,xiayaoyijinghuaiyunle,wozongyaojitamenmuzitigongzuihaodeshenghuo。sheirangsongshiqingbunengshengni?woshijiazhongduzi,bunengranglujiajuehoua。”

yanleiwushengwuxidihualuo。

wunianqian,weilejiulutingyun,wobeikachenianyaquanshen,shiqulezigong,zaiyemeibanfashengyu。

neishilutingyunjiangwolouzaihuaili,koukoushengshengyaoduiwohaoyibeizi。

shenzhiwoxianglingyangyigehaiziyebeitayikoujujue,“songshiqing,wozhiaini,jiranmeibanfayongyouyigejiangniwoxuemaixiangliandehaizi,wozheibeizijiuzhishouzheni。”

kemeixiangdao,buguowunian,tajingranrangwodeguimihuaileyun,shenzhihaiyaobifengwo。

zheiyiqieshiduomedefengci。

yishengburenxin,jixuquanshuo,“keshiyinixianzaidezichan,wanquankeyiyanghuoxiayaohehaizi。nijiuzheimehenxinma?yanzhengzhengkanzheshiqingjieyicicibenkui,nizhibuzhidao,taxianzaizhendehuaiyizijishigejingshenbing,yelihuanxiangzijibeinvguizhuisha。shiqingjieshiwugudea,niyijingnaleneimeduoqian,fangtayitiaoshengluba。”

lutingyunlianyanpidoumeitai,“zhenzhengaiyigerenjiuyaojiangzuihaodejita。fanzhengsongshiqingcongxiaojinyiyushi,yijingxiangshoutaiduole,danyaoyaoquegenwozaichuzuwuchipaomian,wobukenengzairangtashouku!”

“nidaoshitixingwole,zhongxinzhaogerenbanyannvguiba,yaoyaohuaiyunkedezixidian,rangtadaizaijialixiangfu。”

“zhiyusongshiqing,”lutingyundeyanlishanguotongse,quehenkuaizhuanweijuejue,“dengwobajiachandouzhuanjixiayao,wojiuhuijiayixinyiyideduita。dabule,wojiangzijidehoubanbeizipeijita,jitadangniuzuoma。”

woshihunluopodetangzaichuangshang,juewangdeleishuixiongyongerchu。

diyicikanjianbaiyinvguihou,lutingyunanweiwoshiwogongzuotailaolei,zhudongbangwoguanligongsi。

woyefangxindijianggongsijiaojita。

suizhenvguiyiciyouyicizaiyewanchuxian,wobenkuile,kuzheaiqiulutingyunhuijiapeiwo,lutingyunquejiwojieshaolexinliyisheng。

yinweiaita,woduitadehuajianxinbuyi。

womeitianhezhezhiliaojingshenjibingdeyao,haiyaobeiyishengguanzaixiaoheiwuzuotuominxunlian。

kemeiyici,dangwojuedezijidebingqingyousuohaozhuanshi,yewanbianyouhuikanjianneidaobaisedeshenying。

wofengle,woquexinzijifengle。

zhengchangrenzenmehuikandaoguini?neishibucunzaidea。

wodexinlifangxianbeijikui,meitiandouzaitongkuzhongjianao。

quemeixiangguo,congshizhizhong,zheiyiqiedoushipianju。