第5章
xuaoqiuqidebuqing:“suli,nifanleni?!”
yinweizheifangjiandongjingtaida,jianglulaofurendoujingdongle,tazhuzheguaizhangzailujiadechanfuxialaidaomenkou:“zheishizuoshenme?”
tanianjisuirandale,danshinianqingdeshihoudaodiyecengpeizhelulaoyezidapinguo,suoyiweiyanyoucun,xuaoqiuhaishitinghaipatade,wenyan,qiyandoushouleyiban:“ma,ninkankanzheigesuli,tabuzhidaozenmezuoyanchudeqizide,tajinggandata,dadelianshangdouyouhenzhongdebazhangyin......”
lulaofurendemouguangzaisulidelianshangzhuanlezhuan,suijiyoukanxiangta:“suoyi,nijiudata?nizheishiweiyanchuchuqi?”
“我......”
“haole!”tahaixiangjieshishenme,danshimingxianlulaofurenyijingbuxiangtingle,tayongshouzhongdeguaizhangzhongzhongdeqiaojileyixiadimian:“wulunzenmeyang,nidoubuyinggaichushoudalili,zheishitaheyanchuxiaofuqizhijiandeshiqing,henduoshiqingnichabuleshou,yebunengchashou,dongleme?”
“zhidaole。”xuaoqiuzailulaofurendemianqianshibuganfangside,cikesuiranyeshishifendebufuqi,danshitayemeiyoubanfa。
“出去吧。”
zaixuaoqiulikaihou,lulaofurenzoulejinlai,takanlekansulidelian,zhuantoufenfuguanjia:“qunadianyaojishaonainaituyixia。”
sulizaijiajinlujiazheijinian,lulaofurenduitaqishihaishisuanbucuode,burandehua,tazailujiayinggaihuigengjiadenanguo:“xiexienainai。”
“suiranzheishiniheyanchuzijideshiqing,yanchuyeyoucuo,danshinidexingziyoushihouweimianyetaijueledian......”lulaofurenshenshoupailepaitadejianbang,ranhoujiulikaile。
......
suliyijingtuolehenduotianbuquxiangzijiduzilidehaizi,danshizheishizhenshicunzaide,bingbushitabuquxianghaizizheijiuhuishiyichangmeng,suoyigaimianduidehaishiyaomiandui。
tazaisansilvguole,juedehaizihaishibunengliu,suoyizaixiadingjuexinhoubiankaichequleyiyuan。
zhishidaoleyiyuan,zaiwaimiandengdaideshihou,sulijiujuedezijizhenshimeiyouyong,mingmingshixiadingjuexindeshiqing,daolezuihou,tadexinqueyuelaiyuehuangle......
dengdaoqianmiandongshoushuderenchulaile,hushinazhebinglizainiantademingzishi,tahurancongyizishangzhanqilai,quebingbushiwangshoushushizouqu,ershidiaozhuanlefangxiang,congcongmangmangdejiulikaile。
hushizaihoumianzhejidejiaota:“suli,niquna?shoushushizaizheibian。”
taqueyuezouyuekuai,zuihoushenzhishiyongpaodetaolidiao。
zhidaotabeirenlazhu,tacaitinglexialai。
shichuanzheyishenbaidaguadeshenweinan,tazaojiukandaotale,yinweitashensecongcong,liansenankan,suoyitacaidanyoudegenshanglai。
“lili,zenmele?nalibushufu?”
suliliansecangbai,zhiyaozhetou,yebushuohua,shenweinanzhuyidaotashoushangnazheyizhangdanzi,tanaguolaikanleyiyan,taimoukanta:“nishixianglaizuoliuchanshoushu?”
sulidezuichunmindejinjindi,haishibushuohua,zhishilianseyuejiadenankanle,shenweinanwolewotadejianbang:“nidengwoyixia,woquhuanjianyifu。”
shenweinanranghushidaitaquxiuxishidengdai,tazehuiqujiaojieleyixiagongzuo,tuoxiabaidagua,henkuaijiuhuilaile。
......
咖啡馆。
shenweinanxiangqilaineitianzaisushijituanyudaosulideshihou,tayeshirutongjintianzheibanliansenankan,jiaobuhuangluan。
xiangbi,neitiantajiuzhidaohuaiyunleba,jintianbianxiangguolaishoushu。
zhishisulizheigerenkanqilaifeichangdeyaoqiang,danqishiguzilizhongqingzhongyi,suoyixiangbiganggangcongconglikai,bianshiyinweihuranbushenadiaohaizile......
liangrenyiqiancengshiweihunfuqi,chadianjiuzoushanghunyindediantangle,shenweinanduitashiyongqingzhishende,suoyihenqingchutashenghuoshangdeyixiexihao,zaitagangxiangduizheshiyingshengshuoyaomokadeshihou,taquexianyibuzuzhile:“jitayibeiningmengshui。”
dunledun,tadao:“huaiyundeshihouzuihaobuyaohetaiduokafei。”
sulidexiaorongyouxiekuse:“zheihaiziliubuliuhaishigewenti。”
shenweinanchenmoleyihui,kanxiangta:“nihuaiyundeshi,luyanchuzhidaome?”
suliyaotou,jinjiezheyoutingdaotashuo:“budasuangaosuta?”
roulerousuanzhangdeejiao,sulideshengyinmenmende:“buzhidao。”tashizhenbuzhidaoyaozenmezuo,tayuanbenyiweizijixiangqingchulehaizidequliule,keshiquleyiyuandeneiyikecaifaxianzijiquelianzheidiandoumeiyouxiangqingchu,suoyi,tagenbenjiumeiquxiangyaobuyaogaosuluyanchu,yexu,hetashuo,tayinggaiyeshijiaotanadiaodeba。
bijing,yaoshizaishengxiazheigehaizidehua,yihoulihunle,qiancheyehuiyueduo。
xiangbi,zailihunhou,tashibuxiangzaihetayoushenmeqianchede。
“孩子多大了?”
“一个多月了。”
shenweinandiandiantou:“buzheji,xiangqingchuzaizuojueding。danshilili,woxiwangniwulunzuoshenmejuedingdouyaozuncongzijidexin,buyaorangzijijianglaihouhui。”
zheigenanrenhaishizheiyang,zongshizheimewenxuruchunfengyiban。
sulicikebujinzaixiang,ruguodangnianmeiyoufashengneixieshi,huoxutazaojiuheshenweinanjiehunleba?huoxutabuaita,dantamenzhijianyidingbuhuixiangtaheluyanchuzheiban。
着实是可笑的婚姻。
zhishi,xianshijiushixianshi,zaiduoxiangwuyi,sulibushineizhongzhihuiyuantianyourenderen,dangniantaduiluyanchudeganqing,benjiubuzhunbeirangrenzhidaode,houlaijiajileta,tashixianghetahaohaoguorizide,tajuedetahuoxuyikaishiduitameiyouganqing,danshimeiguanxi,shijianjiule,liangrenzhijianhaiyouhaizi,tadinghuiduitagaiguande。
taxianzaizaixiang,zijidangchuzheimexiangshibushijiushicuode?
“xiexie。”sulizhenchengdedao。
shenweinanxiguanxingdeshenshouroutadezhangfa,xiguanxingdedao:“zenmezheimesha?”
zhishi,shougangfangzaitadetoufashang,caihuanghuxiangqilai,tamenzaojiubushidangchudeguanxile,rujin,tayijingshilutaitaile,tashiquleduitazuozheixiedezige。
qifenyixiazigangaqilai,suliqingkeleyisheng:“shijianbuzaole,woyaohuiqule......”
tagangxianglikai,quebeiyizhidashoujinjindiwozhuleshoubei,shenweinanjinjindikanzheta:“lili,ruguonijuedeniheluyanchudehunyinzheimebukuaihuodehua,neijiubuyaozaimianqiangziji,wobuxiangkannibukaixin,zhiyaonixuyaowo,woyizhidouzai,napayuquanshijieweidi,wo......”
tahuahaimeishuowan,pangbianbianyouyidaonvshengcharu:“zhenshilangmanni!”