di2zhangjie，wozhenhouhuimeitingnidehua
wonazhewomajideliangwankuai，zaiychenghaochihaohewanlebangeyue。
qijianhaiyudaolewodaxuedexuezhangzhoujingrong，womenliangdahuowanlehaojigedifang。
zhidaowomafengkuangdadianhuacuiwohuijia，wocaiyiyibushelikaiycheng。
huidaojiali，woxinglihaimeifangxia，womabianduiwopokoudama。
“nisinaliqule？dadianhuabujie，faxiaoxibuhui，haiganlaheiwogennimeimeideweixin！niyoubenshisizaiwaimianbiehuilai，wojiudangmeiyounizheigenver！”
womamudixiang，nibenlaiyemeiyoubawodangzuonidenver。
shenxinzuozaishafashangwuwuchouqi，lazhewomadeshoushuo：“ma，nixianbiemajiejiele，kuairangjiejiebangwoxiangxiangbanfa。”
womahenhendenglewoyiyan，zheicaizhukou。
wowenshenxin：“nizenmele？”
shenxinleiliumanmian：“jie，qinxuanta……tajingranbabiedenvrendaihuijialai！”
woeleyisheng，yidiandoubujuedeyiwai。
shenxinyoukukutitishuo：“tamenliangzaichuangshangganneizhongshi，beiwozhuadaole。wuwuwu……jie，wozhenhouhuimeitingnidehua，zaozhidaotaneimezha，wojiubugentajiehunle。”
womaxintengshenxin，youmawoshuo：“douguainiwuyazui！nimeimeihaimeijiehundeshihou，nijiutiantiangentashuoshenmehunyinshinvrendefenmu，99%denanrendouhuichuguizheizhongbujilidehua！xianzaihaole，qinxuanchuguile，kandaonimeimeikudeneimeshangxin，nixinlikendinghengaoxingba？heixingandelandongxi！”
tingdaozheihua，wohuoqiyixiazichongshangletou。
“ma，nipianxinyeyaoyougeduba？shishenxinzijifeiyaojiajineigezhanan，wozenmelandoulanbuzhu！woquantaheqinxuanfenshoudeshihou，nihaimawojianbudetahao。xianzaiqinxuanchuguile，nijuranguaidaowotoushanglai，zhenshikexiao！”
“ni！”womazizhilikui，beiwodingdeyakouwuyan，yizhanglianzhangdetonghong。
shenxinpudaowoshenshangdaku：“jie，zheiciwodoutingnide，nikuaijiwochugezhuyiba！”
daodishizijideqinmeimei，jiantakudelianseshabai，woyezuobudaoxiushoupangguan。
yushigaosuta：“lihunba。”
shenxindekushengyixiazitingle：“zhei……zheijiuyaolihunma？”
womadengwo：“lishenmehun，nichudeshenmesouzhuyi！nimeimeijiehuncaibangeyue，yaoshilihunle，tabudebeiqinqipengyouxiaosi！”
shenxinyeyouyouyuyu：“jie，wobuxianglihun。zuowanqinxuangenworencuole，tahaigenwobaozhengzaiyebuhuizuoduibuqiwodeshi，yihoutadoutingwode。”
我气笑了。
“zhanandehuaniyexin？shangyicitajiaobianshuoshiwuhui，zheicidangchangzhuojian，tajiaobianbule，jiuhongnibuhuizaifan。niyaoshizhendexinletadeguihua，nijiudengzhebeitakengsiba。”
wohuayingangluo，womayoudamaqilai：“nishaozaizheilihehunimeimei！nizijizhaobudaonanrenjiehun，jiubawangzhenimeimeilihunshibushi？wojiuzhidaonimeianhaoxin！”
wolandedaliwoma，duishenxinshuo：“niyinggaiqingxingnihaimeiyouhuaiyun，fouzenixiangtaodoutaobudiao。ganjingenqinxuanlihunba，bietuotuolalale。”
meixiangdaoshenxinyanjingyiliang：“duie，woyinggaijiqinxuanshenggehaizi，zheiyangtadexinjiuhuifangzaiwohehaizishenshangle。”
womalianliandiantou：“duiduidui。zheinanrena，youlehaizicaizhidaohuijia。xiaoxin，niganjinhuaiyun，zheiyangjiunengshuanzhuqinxuandexinle。”
我：“……”
suanle，jiuzheiyangba，guanwopishi！
sangeyuehou，shenxinguoranhuaishangle。
womaheshenxindouhengaoxing，rendingcongciyihouqinxuanjiuhuibaxinsifangzaixiaojiatingshang。
worenbuzhupolengshui：“nimenbiegaoxingdetaizaole，goushigaibulechishide。”
womaborandanu：“nizheigewuyazui，buxuzuzhounimeimei！”
shenxinyilianrenzhendigenwoshuo：“jie，wozhidaonikanwojiehunshengzile，zijihaigulinglingyigeren，xinlibushufu。dannibuyaoxiaokanwo，woyidingnengbazheiduanhunyinjingyinghaode。”
woxinxiang，nibuyongqiangdiaole，zheizhonghuanishuoguohaojibianle。
guoranbuchuwosuoliao，bangeyuehou，shenxinzaicizhuojian。
zheiyici，tapushangqudaxiaosan，beiqinxuantuidaozaidishang，duzilidehaizimeile。
05
woqudaoyiyuandeshihou，shenxinyiliancanbaidizuozaibingchuangshang，shenqingdaidaide，xiangmuouyiyang。
womayilianqiaocui，liangzhiyankuangfaji，louzheshenxinbuzhudimoyanlei。
kandaowojinlai，tafangfozhaodaolefaxiekou，zhangkoujiuma：“nizheigesaobaxing！shenmehuaishidouyaonishuozhongle……”
wolengxiaozhedaduanta：“ma，nixianzaimawoyoushenmeyong？dangchuwoquanshenxinfenshou，nimawoxinshubuzheng，nibaqinxuanneiyangdelajidangkuaibao，quebawozheigenverdangxiaotouyiyangfangzhe。nibujuedehenkexiaoma？”
womanaoxiuchengnu：“nishaohushuobadao！wo、woshenmeshihoubanidangxiaotoufangzhele？”
wochixiao：“neiniweishenmeburangwocanjiashenxindehunli？nibujiushipawogaopohuaima？dangchuruguobushinipianxin，bushinizhiyiyaojishenxinzhaogesuoweidehaonanren，shenxinyebuhuiluodaozheizhongdibu！”
“haiyouni，shenxin，niziyiweishi，zongjuedewojiduni！nimenxinziwen，congxiaodaoda，nacinishouleqifubushiwotinichutou？naciniyouyubujuedeshihou，bushiwojininazhuyi？meixiangdaonishigebaiyanlang，zaizanmamianqianfanyaowoyikou，shuowoyaogenniqiangqinxuan！wonaoziyoubingcaihuigenniqiangyigepituizhanan！”
zhenggebingfangdoushiwofennudeshengyin。
womadeliansehennankan，beiwoduideyijuhuayeshuobuchulai，shenxingengshimianrucanbai，butingdiliulei。
guolexujiu，womashanshandiwenwo：“neixianzaizenmeban？niyezhidao，qianduanshijianwodougenqinqipengyoumenshuole，mingnianwojiubaowaisunle。kemeixiangdaohuinongchengzheiyang……”
wolengzhelian：“xingle，ma，nijiubieshuozheixiemeiyongdele。daodishimianzizhongyao，haishinibaobeixiaonverzhongyaoa？”
houmianneijuwoshiyongfengcideyuqishuochulaide。
womalikeloujinshenxin：“dangranshiwojiaxiaoxinzhongyao。”
“neihaibuganjinlihun！ma，wojintianjiubahuafangzaizheierle，nimenyaoshizaibutingwode，yihouchuleshenmeshibiezhaowo，nimenzijixiangbanfa！”
diuxiazheihua，wozhuanshenjiuzou，landezaiqulihuiwomaheshenxinzenmexiangde。
yigeyuehou，shenxinheqinxuanlihunle。
shenxinnadaolihunzhengneitian，womazaiwoerbiannianniantaotao。
“nishijiejie，nirangnimeimeijiehunbudaobannianjiulihun，yihounikedejitazhaoyigehaonanren。niyaoduitafuzedaodi，tingdaomeiyou？”
woyilianlengmo，xinxiang：guanwopishi！
shenxindouershiwusuile，taxiangzaihun，zijibuhuiquzhaonanrenma？
meiguoduojiu，shenxinyekaishimaiyuanwo：“jie，nirangwolihun，yoububangwojieshaoduixiang，nandaoniyaogenwoyiyang，bianchengmeirenyaodelaonvrenma？”
我忍了忍，没发作。
shenxinyouaishengtanqi：“qishiqinxuanduiwozhendetinghaode，yeyuanyijiwoqianhua……”
worenwukeren：“nizheimekexi，neiniquzhaotafuhuna，genwoniantaoganma。”
沈馨不吭声了。
womeiyouzailihuitadeshi。
因为我也很忙。
womeitianyaomanggongzuo，yaomangchuguodeqianzheng，haiyaomangzhegenzhoujingronglianaiyuehui，nahaiyoukongguan“bieren”deshi。
dangran，womeigenrenherentiqiwolianaile。
jiuzaiwogenzhoujingrongdelianqingjianjianburuwendingdeshihou，womazhongyuzhidaolezheijianshi。
tadalesangedianhuajiwo，yuqihenbuhao：“nifangzhesheini？tanlianaileyebugaosuwo。mingtianzhoumo，nibatadaihuijialaikankan。”
06
wobingbushihenxiangbazhoujingrongdaihuijia，yinweiwohetahaimeidaojianjiazhangdedibu，wopatayiweiwobihun。
danwomafeiyaowobarendaihuiqu。
tazaidianhualishizheimeshuode：“buguannixinlizenmeyuanhenwo，wobijingshinima。nijiaolenanpengyou，wodetinibabaguan，miandenigennimeimeiyiyangbeirenpianle。”
wotinglexinliyouxiechudong。
huoxuwomahaishiaiwode，zhishiyoudianpianxineryi。
xiabanhou，wogenzhoujingrongshuolewomaxiangjianjiantadeshi。
zhoujingrongyikoudaying：“haoa。buguowohaimeiyouzhunbeiliwu，dengxianipeiwoqushangchangtiaoyitiaoba。”
tadayingdezheimeshuangkuai，wofaneryouyuqilai。
“qishiniyebuyongmianqianziji，niyaoshijieyidehua，wojiushuonigongzuomang……”
“wobumang，mingtianwoxiuxi。”
zhoujingrongbawodehuadulehuiqu，youkouzhuwodeshou，huaixiaodao：“zongguishiyaojianjiazhangde，zaowandouyiyang。”
zheihuashuodehaoxiangwochizaohuijiajitayiyang。
worenbuzhuqiaoqizuijiaoxiaole。
diertian，wodaizhoujingronghuiqujianwomale。
zhoujingrongzhangleyizhangzhouzhengshuaiqidelian，shencaigaoda，qizhiwenhe，yijinmenjiubinbinyoulidijiaowomaayi，haisongshangliangdaheangguidebupinyijiyitaoguifuhufupin。
womadangjimeikaiyanxiao，yigejingerdidaliangzhoujingrong，buzhudiantoubiaoshimanyi。
dengdaozuoxialaiyiliao，dezhizhoujingrongdefumudoushidaxuejiaoshou，tazijiyeshihulianwangdagongsidegaoguan，nianxinshangbaiwan，mingxiahaiyouhaojitaodefangzideshihou，womaduitajiugengmanyile。
“wozheigedanverxingzichenmen，burutameimeihuopo，shuohuayezongshiqiangren，buxiangtameimeineiyangtiexin。woshuoletahenduoci，tabuting，haiyuanwopianxin。ai，zheishouxinshoubeidoushirou，woduitamenliangjiemeidoushiyiyangde……”
dangzhezhoujingrongdemian，womasanjuhuazhongjiuyouliangjushibiandiwode，shengxianeiyijuzeshikuazanshenxinde。
woyuetingxinliyuebushufu，zhoujingrongyeweiweizhoumei。
jiuzaiwomashuowoxinyanxiao，aijichou，xihuandingzhuangzhangbeideshihou，zhoujingrongturankaikou：“ayi，henbaoqian，woyidiandoubuxihuanninzheiyangshuojiajia。”
嘉嘉是我的小名。
zicongwobazouleyihou，jiuzaiyemeirenzheiyangjiaowole。
zhidaowogenzhoujingronglianai，beitazhidaolewodexiaoming，tabianyizhizheiyangjiaowo。
womabeizhoujingrongdaduan，youdianbugaoxing：“wosuibianshuoliangju，youbushizhendexianqita。”
zhoujingrongyilianrenzhen：“ayi，jiajiahenhao，youqishixingge，chenjingcongming，jixingyetebiehao，wojiuxihuantazheiyangde。yihouqingninbuyaozaixianqitale，zaizenmeshuotayeshinindenver。”
womadeliansebutaihaokan，jiekoutoutengyaohuifangjianxiuxi。
我心里却甜滋滋的。
guoleyihuier，woquxishoujian，jingguowomafangjianshitingdaotazailimiandadianhua。
“xiaoxin，niganjinhuilai。nijiejiezhaoleyigehenbucuodenanpengyou，nidabanpiaoliangdian，huijialaigentayaogeweixin，yihouduogentaliaoliao。”
chaneijian，wohunshenxueyedouyaodaoliuyiyang，zaiyekongzhibuzhu，mengdituikaimen。
“ma，nishenmeyisi？nigenshenxinhushuobadaoshenme！”
womayijing，mianluxinxu，danhenkuaiyoulizhiqizhuangdao：“niluanrangrangshenme？younizheiyanggenzijimamashuohuadema？”
wosisidingzheta，yibuyibuzoujin：“nanguainirangwobananpengyoudaihuilai，koukoushengshengshitiwobaguan，qishinishitishenxinbaguan！nixiangrangtaqiaowodenanpengyou！”
“你小声点！”
womayouhuangyouji，shengpabeiwaimiandezhoujingrongtingjian，lianmangbamenguanshang。
wojifengdao：“zuodouzuole，nihaipabierentingjianma？”
womadanu：“bizui！wozuoshenmele，zheishiwojia，wohaibunengrangnimeimeihuilaima？nizenmezheimezisia！zijizhaolegenanpengyou，jiuburangnimeimeihuijia，xianqinimeimeiliguohun，diunilianshibushi？meiliangxindegoudongxi！”
我气得肺都快炸了。
buyiwaide，wogentayouchaoleyijia。
kanzhetajilijiaobiandeyangzi，wohuranjuedeyizhenpibei。
suanle，youshenmekechaode，zheigejiawoyikeyebuxiangdaile。
wodakaimen，zhunbeigenzhoujingronglikai，quejianshenxinhuilaile。
tachuandeshifenxinggan，dixiongdiaodaiqun，nazheshoujiwangzhoujingrongmianqiancou：“jingrongge，womenjiageweixinba。”
wolengxiaoyisheng，chongleguoqu，yibazhanghenhenshuaizaishenxinlianshang！
啪！
zhenggeketingshunjiananjingle。
piankeyihou，shenxinjianjiaoyisheng：“jie，nifashenmefeng！”
woyibajiuzhutadetoufa，dingzheta，yiziyijudao：“biefanjian，buranwogennimeiwan！”
dagaishiwodebiaoqingheyuqitaikongbule，womajingranhedebuganzhisheng。
shenxinyeyongjingjudeyanshenkanzhewo，yigeziyeshuobuchulai。
07
congjialichulai，wohuifulelengjing，queyiranjuedenanshou。
zhoujingrongmuguangdanyoudikanzhewo，womianqiangchongtaxiaolexiao，rangtaxianhuiqu。
tabuken，yonglibaozhewo，shuo：“womeiyoujianimeimeideweixin。”
我不知道该说什么。
tadiyicijianwodejiaren，quefashenglezheiyangdeshi，rangwojixiuchiyounankan。
haozaizhoujingrongshigetitiederen，wobushuo，tayemeiwen，jiuzheiyangjingjingdibaozhewo，jimeiyouxianqi，yemeiyouchaoxiao。
wanshang，wozhongxinhuidaojiali，dasuangenwomaheshenxinzuogechedideleduan。
“nimenbuzhunzaidazhoujingrongdezhuyi，tashiwodenanpengyou。nimenbuyaolian，wohaiyaolian，wobuxiangbeirenqiaobuqi！”
wogangshuowan，womabianyinyangguaiqidao：“nichongwomenxuanyaoshenme？shinidesheiyeqiangbuzou，bushinidezuanzheyoushenmeyong。”
wolengxiaoyisheng：“suibiannizenmeshuo。zainizheili，zhiyoushenxinshinidenver，lianwodenanpengyounidouxiangqiaojita，shuochuquniyebupabeirenxiaohua！”
我妈伸手就想打我。
womeiyouduo，diyicizhuazhutadeshou，mianmubiaoqingdikanzheta。
“wobuhuizairenyouniyoudayoumale，woyeshiyouzizunde！congjinyihou，nibubawodangnver，woyebuhuibanidangma！”
wozheihuayichu，womashunjianbagaoshengyin：“nishenmeyisi？chibangyingle，gangenwoduizheganleshibushi？wogaosuni，woshengxiani，jinichijinihejinichuan，baniyangzheimeda，nijiudeyibeiziguanwojiaoma！”
我一脸漠然。
womasihubuganxin，youmadao：“nayourenxiangnizheimexiaoxinyande！bujiushizhaolegenanrenma？youbenshinibatazangqilai，bierangtachulaijianren！”
yipangdeshenxinpielepiezui：“jiushi。jie，nizenmezheimexiaoqi，wozhishixianggenjingronggegejiageweixineryi，nijurandawo。nizheimexiong，jingronggegehuibeinihepaode。”
“nijiejienalishixiaoqi，tashifangzhenini。nizhangdebitapiaoliang，bitacongming，haibitaxiaoshuntinghua，nagenanrenjianlebuxihuan。nijiejiejiushipazhoujingrongkanshangni，jiugendangchuqinxuankanshangni，kanbushangtayiyang……”
womayibianshuo，haiyibianpiaowo，jianwohaowufanying，tafanershuobuxiaqule。
shenxinquecoudaowoshenbian，lazhewodeshouruanshengsajiao：“jie，shuoshihua，wojuedejingronggegegenwobijiaobanpei。nibatarangjiwohaobuhao？dangchushinirangwolihunde，nijiudangpeichangwole。”
womalianliandiantou：“duiduidui！shenjia，dangchunikeshidayingwode，yidinghuiweinimeimeizhaogehaonanren，wokanzheigezhoujingronghenbucuo，nibatadeweixintuijixiaoxin……”
哐当！
womengdiyijiaochuaifanledengzi，womaheshenxindeshengyinjiaranerzhi。
wodanmodao：“woyijingbanhaoleqianzheng，houtianchuguo，genzhoujingrongyiqi。”
womazuixianfanyingguolai：“nigan！nizheigemeiliangxindebaiyanlang！niyaoshiganchuguo，diuxiawohenimeimeibuguan，wojiugenniduanjuemunvguanxi，yihouniyebiehuizheigejiale！”
wodiandiantou：“neizuihaole。”
huayijingshuodegouqingchule，womeiquguanwomadelianseyouduomenankan，haobuyouyuzhuanshenlikailezheigesuoweidejia。
wodexinzaizheiyikebiandetebiepingjing，pingjingdaolianwozijidoujuedeyiwai。
huoxuzaiwomachengrentapianxindeneiyikeqi，wojiuduitachedisixinle。
yizhiyutashuoyaogenwoduanjuemunvguanxideshihou，wojingranyouyizhongrushizhongfudeganjue。
woxinxiang：taihaole，wozhongyubuyongzuotadenverle，wozaiyebuyongbeitaqubieduidaile。
08
五年后。
qingmingjie，wohuiguojiwobasaomu，meixiangdaohuipengjianwomaheshenxin。
jinianbujian，womashoulehenduo，lianjialiangbiandouaolejinqu，quangugaosong，kanzhebicongqiangengjiajiansuankebo。
tasihuguodehenbuhao，yilianqiaocui，toufayebailebushao。
shenxindaoshipanglebushao，yuanbenyouxiaoyoujiandebazhanglianbianchengleyuanpan，shenshangchuanzhekuandadetxuhekuotuiku，yuefaxiandebangdayaoyuan。
womaheshenxinzhiguzhechaojia，huxiangmaiyuan，meikandaozuozaichelidewo。
womadeshengyinyijiujianruicier，zhizheshenxinyoukuyouma：“wozenmeshenglenizheigemeiyouliangxindedongxi，wozhenshibaitengnile！nimenjiemeiliangcongxiaoyikuaizhangda，nizuitian，guaiqiaotinghua，wochuchupianxinni，shenmehaodeguidedoumaijini。nidaohao，zijimeiyong，zhaobudaohaonanren，fandaomaiyuanqiwolaile！”
shenxinyejianzhesangzidahan：“benlaijiuyuanni！dangchushinirangwojiajiqinxuande！jiejiedouquanwohetafenshoule，niqueshuojiejiejianbudewohao，rangwobuyaotingtade，haiwojiajiyigezhanan，lianhaizidoumeile！wozheiyangliguohunyouliuchanguodenvren，youjigehaonanrenyuanyiquwo！douguaini！”
womaqideyibazhangshanleguoqu。
“shinizijibuzhilianchigoudaneigexingqinde，haibeizhewotoutoumomohetagaozaiyiqi，nihaiyoulianyuanwo？zheijinian，weilenideshi，woguancaibendoutiejinqule！nizheigemeiliangxinde，wozhenhouhuitengni！”
womaheshenxinzaiwobademubeiqian，niyiyanwoyiyudichaoleqilai。
liangrenhuxiangyuanhen，huxiangzhize，shenmenantingdehuadouwangwaishuo。
zheiyimukandewoyouxiehuanghu。
xiangbudaoyouyitian，womahetayizhipianaidexiaonverhuibianchengzheiyang。
“滚！你给我滚！”
womashengyinsiya，chongshenxindahan，youyibianmoyanlei，zuilihaimamalielie。
shenxinyishuaishou，touyebuhuidizoule。
wozheicaixiache，zouleguoqu。
womakandaowo，manliannanyizhixin：“ni……nishijiajia？”
多么讽刺。
zhidaowohetaduanjuemunvguanxi，tacaijiaowodexiaoming。
womeiyoulita，nazhexianhuacongtashenbianzouleguoqu，zoudaowobamubeiqian。
“ba，wohuilaikanninle，ninzaineibianyiqiedouhaihaoba？”
“qianjinianwogenzhoujingrongchuguole，yizhimeiyouhuilaikannin，xiwangninbuyaoguaiwo。”
“duile，wogenzhoujingrongjiehunle，qunianwomenyouleyigekeaidehaizi，jiaoningning。zheiliangtiantazheliangle，wojiumeidaitaguolai，gaitianwozairangtalaikankannin。”
wogenwobashuohuadeshihou，womazhanzaipangbianxiaoxinyiyididaliangwo，haojicixianggenwoshuohua，wodoumeiyoulihui。
zhidaowozhuanshenzhunbeilikai，womaturanzhuazhuwodeshou，
“jiajia，woshinimaa！nizheihaizi，zenmezheimehenxin，zoulewunian，liangedianhuayemeiyou！wozhidaoniyuanwopianxinnimeimei，wozhidaocuole，nijiubieguaimale，haobuhao？”
我看着她不说话。
womabugankanwo，quesisizuanzhewodeshou，zuilinianniantaotao。
“jirannihuilaile，neijiuhuijiaba。majinizuonihaochide，nizaiguowaikendingchibudaozhengzongdezhongguocai……”
“nizhidaowoaichishenmema？”wozhongyukaikouwenleyiju。
womazhanglezhangzui，zhizhiwuwudao：“jiajia，malaole，jixingbuhao……”
woxiaolexiao，yonglibaikaitadeshou：“ayi，ninrencuorenle。zaijian。”
womadaizhule，lenglengdikanzhewo，yanleiliulechulai。
wohaobuyouyuzhuanshenshangleche，rutongwunianqianlikaineigejiayiyang。
chezikailechuqu，houshijingli，womaturanfengkuangdizaihoumianzhui：“jiajia，jiajia，macuole，maduibuqini……nibiezou！”
wodemuguangcongjingziliyikai，zhuanzhudikanzheqianfang。
cheziyuekaiyuekuai，buyihuier，houshijinglideneidaoshenyingxiaoshile。
congci，wohetajiushimolurenle。