第一章

tiezishangdezijijingruqingsong。

sannianqian,woyeshoudaoguoyifeng,shichiyanxiejiwodetuihunshu。

taweilexianguannvlinxian,zhiyiyaotuidiaoxiandizhihun,zaichijiadecitangguileyitianyiye。chifurenxinteng,titashangmendiletuihunshu,weiwanshuodao,shijiazhongxiaoeryanbushimingzhu,qingwofumujianliang。

nazhichiyanquebukenranglinxianshouweiqu,tuihunshugangdichu,bianqizhegaotoudamaquqiuqulinxian。

tashuolinxianshitianxiazuihaodenvzi,quqidangqulinshinv,guogongfudinvyebizhibude。

shengshengyaowozuotailinxianmenmiandefazi。

wodieniangqidefazhan,jiangxiandicidehunshuhechijiadexinwudiuchumenwai,hunyuejiucizuoba。

tamenpawoyujieyuxiong,songwoqujiangnanwaizuchuyouxuesanxin,yizoujiushisannian,fengnianguojiedieniangyequjiangnantuanju,buyuanwohuijingchengzheigeshangxindi。

jiangnanyufeishuimei,wojianshiguohaoyifanfengliurenwu,zaoyijiangsannianqiandejiushifangxia。

qiafengjinniankeju,wohetongmenxiangxiehuijing。

wokanzheshouzhongdetiezi,zijihaishitongyangdeziji,xinjingquezhijuedemosheng。titaditiezideshihubushilangdezhangnv,jiadaolechijiazuotasaozi,cikezhengxiangwochuipeng,

「chiyanzheixieniandalebushaoshengzhang,huangshangqinfengle‘anping’erzi,zaichaozhongposhouqizhong,niyuta,ruobushidangnian……,ai,butiyeba。」

woxiaoleyisheng,jiangtiezisaihuilechijiasaozishouli,「jishibutiyeba,bianbutile。」

qushuiliushang,yuwojiangnantongxingdejiweihaoyouzhengzaipangchuduishi,womeiyoubuguoqudedaoli。

wochaokaiming,chongshangyinjiufushideyaxing,bujuzhenverjia,nannvjiekecanyu。

jianwoguolai,tongmendejiweilangjunhezizitongwozhaoshou,dingyaowoyetianyifenjiujuhebimo,tuicibuguo,wozuozailexiashou。

zuoxiameiduoshi,chajueyourenzuozailewoshenhou,wohuishenqukan。

是迟晏。

chiyanjiangmenchushen,xianglaibuxihuanwuwennongmo,shiyiwobingbucengxiangtabujinjinshixiangwodiletiezi,haihuichuxianzaichunriyanshang。

tabisannianqianyaowenzhongyixie,meimulingli,youzheqitashushenggongzibucengzhanranguodefengshuang。

womenzhijiansixiayoujiuyuan,dantaweiguojinzhong,woxianglaijingpeiyingxiong,buyuantaiguonankan,zhishibudongshengsedijiangweizichaoyuanchunuolenuo,wangtanengyoujifenyanse。

chiyanmeiyou,bujinmeiyou,tahaiyaotongwodahua。

「zhaozhao,nishoulexie。」

jiangnanwennuan,waizujiadechuzishouyiyejihao,shangcinianjie,muqinhaiquxiaowochilesanxiaowansurou,pabushiyaobianchengxiaozhu。

chiyan,buhuidashanyebushifeiyaoda。

「xiejiangjunguanzhao。」wohanshou,yuqishuli。

chiyanbianyebudahuale,zhianjingdizuozaiwoshenhou,shibushihebeijiu。

jiushangdaowomianqiantingzhudazhuan,tongmenhaoyoujizhangxiaodao,jiangshizhaozhao,haibujidajialuyishou。wodafangzhanqi,duidaruliu,xinfudeciwenruanlidaizhejifenruili,zhongrenbuzhujiaohao。shangshoudelangjunshiliunianqiandetanhua,fuzhexiaoanjizhang,chengzanjiangguogongfujiaonvyoufang。

yidaozhiredemuguangcongshenhoudazaiwobeishang,woweicenglihui。

duonianbujiandeshoupajiaoganlaijianwo,jigecongqianwandehaode,chenguaidaowoduonianbuhuijing,yaotamenhaoxiang。datoudeneigeshibanwozhangdadewuhoucinvchenwanwan,womenyiguanyoushuxinwanglai,dangnianchiyantuihun,chenwanwanshimataerrenzuixiongde,tingwenhoulaichiyanchenghun,chenjiadoumeiyouqufuyan,sihaobujichijiangjunmianzi。

wanwandaizheyihuqingmeijiu,beiyiqunxiaojiemeicuyongzhe,xiaochengbidejingtamensanbei,fangnengfangguowo。

wohaimeijieguo,jiubeixianbeishenhoudeyizhishoujiexia。

「zhaozhaojiuliangqian,nimenmoguanta。」chiyanyuqiziran,wanruowomenbucengnaodeneiyangnankan,liujiweiguinvbuzhishishenmeqingkuang,mianmianxiangqu,yebuganlaiwenwo。

「moguanta,nanbuchengnititaheme?」wanwanqiangta。

「ke。」chiyantaishoubianyaoyinxia。tashiwuren,xingshidakaidahe,wairentingwenzuiduoshuochijiangjunxingqinghaoshuang。danwoshiweijiadeguizhongnvzi,duanmeiyourangpangrendefujuntiwohejiudedaoli。

yibiejingnian,chiyanhaishiyiguandewoxingwosu。

wolanzhulechiyan,congtashouzhongjiehuijiubei,keyidianta,

「jiangjunshenjiu,kongjiazhongfurenhuiyouxin。」

chiyanchenmoxialai,bieguotou。

wobuzaiguanta,zitongqitaxiaojiemeiquxujiu。wanwankanwobusishangxindeyangzi,shitandiwen,

「你可还记挂他?」

wowunaiyaotou,「zaoyiwangquele,jinribujian,doubujidemoyang。」

chenwanwansonglekouqi,「neijiuhao,chiyan……」tadunleyixia,「congqianwopanifangbuxia,bucengtongnixietadeshi,chiyanhelinxian,guodebingburuyi。chiyan……douyousanfangqieshile。」