第一章

humiandefenghanlengchegu,chuidelianjiashengteng。

“你在这等着。”

qiyanlinzouqianshuodehuahaizaierbianhuixiang,tarangtadengzaizheili,tahentinghua。

tinghua……jiunengshaoshouzhemo……

shenhouchuanlaizaluandejiaobusheng,buxiangqiyande。

wenqianjingtidihuitou,yizhicucaodedashouturansisiwuzhuletadezui。

lunyidaozailubian,ertabeiqiangxingtuojinlelinzili。

houbeicazaidimianshang,yizhenzhenzhuotongchuanlai,sangekanbuqingliandenanrenweileshanglai。

“zheiniupiaolianga,zheibozhuandale,ze,zenmeshigequezini?”

“suanle,ganjinwanchengrenwunaqianqu。”

jigenanrenxiexiaoyitong,pobujidaidiyaleshanglai。

wenqianshuangshouzaikongzhonghuluanhuidazhe:“biepengwo!”

xianxideshouwanquebeirenmengdizuanjin,bieguotouding,pinmingdizhengzhayewujiyushi,kongjudeleishuixiongyongerxia。

“不要……”

yilingbeiculudichekai,niukoushunjianbenglie,***dejifubaoluzaibinglengkongqili,sesefadou。

一切就像一场噩梦。

kesixinliefeidetengtong,quegewaiqingxidezaitashentilimanyan。

buzhiguoleduojiu,zheiwuzhijingdezhemocaijianjiantingzhi。

wenqianpitousanfadecongdishangpaqilai,suiliedelianyiqunshangzhanmanlenitu,hunshenshangxia,daochushicashangheyuqing。

“真脏。”

qiyandeshengyincongtoudingpiaolai。

wenqianjixieditaitou,muguangwushendikanxiangyingmianzoulaidenanren。

“weishenme?”kongdongdeshuangyanlizhishengxiajuewang,wenqiansangyinsiya,yishuangyanjingkudetonghong。

“niwenwo?”qiyanlengyanpiezheta,yandimanshibiyi:“shuoqilai,yaoshinizheishuangtuihainengzou,gangcaideshiyeweibihuifasheng。”

“nizizhaode,bushime?”

nanrenshibuguanjideshuozhe,wanxiayao,mengdeyibajiuqitadeyiling,yanshenlihaoxiangzangzhefenglidedaoren,guadetatiwuwanfu:“zheidoushinidebaoying,haisixiayaodebaoying。”

“wenqian,niyoushenmebumanyide?haodainihaihuozheni。keshi,nipeima?”

“gaiside,bugaishinima?”

……

tadeshengyinrutongmozhou,zaitanaohailihuizhibusan。

夏瑶,夏瑶,夏瑶。

xiayaosilesannian,zheigemingziyebeitanianlesannian。

tameiyoushaxiayao,kezhongmukuikuixia,xiayaoquebeita“tui”shanglecheshuimalongdegonglu。chulejingcha,meiyourenxinta。

wuzuishifang,taquehuochengletayanliyongyuandezuiren。

sannianlai,tadejieshihefankangzhihuijitadailaigengbaolideshanghaihezhemo,suoyitajianjiandongdelefucong。

jishizheiyang,tahaishibumanyime?weishenmeliantazuihouyidianzunyanyeyaoduozou?

yefengfuguo,hanchexinfei。

wenqianhunshensesuozhe,tiaojianfanshedezhichengqihaowuzhijuedeshuangtui,putongyishengguidaozaiqiyanmianqian,jixiemamudeyibianbiankezhetou。

“shiwo,doushiwodecuo,duibuqi……”etouzhongzhongdekezaishikuaishang。

“qingniyuanliangwo……”jianruideshikuaishangjianchuxuehua。

……

qiyanshuoguo,taguidebushita,ershixiayao,takedetoubushiweita,ershiweixiayao。

zheisannianlai,zhiyoubutingdeketoudaoqian,cainengduanzandepingxitadenuhuo。

daotoulai,tayeshuobuqing,taduibuqidejiujingshixiayao,shita,haishitaziji。

“wogaisi……”dong,wenredexueyeyanzhenaomenliulemanlian。

yuanbenyiwei,tahetajiehun,shixiangxintale,buguaitale。sheizhijiehunneitian,caishitazhuirushenyuandekaishi。

xinhunye,tahedelanzui,cheyebuhui,tazhaodaotashi,tazaimaluzhongjianqiusi。

neiwantaweilejiuta,shiquleshuangtui。

zhidaozaibingchuangshangzhengkaiyanduishangtadeshixian,tadeyanshenli,zhiyouxianqihebuchi:“wenqian,zheishinidebaoying。”

……

“nishigaisi。”toudingshang,nanrendeshengyinshiguanyoudelengmo,yinyuetouzhebunaifan。

zhemoletasannian,dagaitayeyanfanleba。

“buguo,nidehuozhe,jiuzheimesi,taibianyinile!”

laibujifanying,wenqianbeinanrenyibacongdishangjiuqilai,zhongzhongderengzailunyishang。

piankesijihou,wenqianxiaoxinyiyidizhuazhunanrendeyijiao。

“……qiyan,sannianle,niyegaixiaoqile。woqiuni……fangwohuijiaba?”

siqichenchendeshuangyanli,meiyousihaoshencai:“woxiangwobamale……”

“he。”qiyanmanlianchaofeng,chixiaozhe:“niyiwei……nihaiyoujiama?”