心里没有一丝自己的位置

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shenwanqingbukezhixindidengdashuangyan,“ni,nishuoshenme?”

yuzeyanbachabeishuaizaizhuozishang,yaoyadao:“sucinijiwobizui!”

sucixuanzexiangshenwanqingtanpai,jiusuantahaiyouyizhoushijianjiuhuiheyuzeyanlihun,yebuxiangrangshenwanqingshutan,guaijiuguaizaishenwanqingbuyinggaishanglaitiaoxin。

shenwanqingzhuazhusucijianbangdashengzhiwen,“nishuoshenme?jiwoshuoqingchu。”

“kanlainidexiaozhumashenmedoumeigaosunia,neiwojiumingmingbaibaigaosuni,woheyuzeyanyijingjiehunsannianle,woshitamingzhengyanshundeqizi。”

shenwanqingruzaoyidaoqingtianpili,xianxiezhanbuwen,kanxiangyuzeyan。

“tashuodedoushizhendema?”

yuzeyanyezuobuzhule,guolaifushenwanqing,“qingqing,zheijianshiqingbushinixiangdeneiyang,nitingwojieshi。”

“jieshishenme?nibeizhewohebiedenvrenjiehunle?neinizheixienianduiwodehaoyoushishenmeyisi?nizaishuawoma?”

“yuzeyannidaodiaibuaiwo?”

“我......”

yuzeyanjingranyuchi,buzhiweihemeiyouzhijieshuo“ai”。

shenwanqingqidehunshenzhandou,ehenhendingxiangsuci,zhijieshenchushouyonglituita。

sucimeifanyingguolai,xianghoushuaidaoshibapangbianxiaozhuoshangdepenzaipengdiaole,taocisuilieyidi。

“啊!”

shenwanqingjingjiaoyisheng,tadejiaohuaibeisuizhahuachulexue,yuzeyanwenshengganjinbaozhuta。

“qingqingniyoumeiyoushi?”

“womashangsongniquyiyuan。”

yuzeyanmuguanghenli,“suci,naochengzheiyangnimanyilema?qingqingbukaixinshuoniliangju,nijiuzheiyangbaofutama,wozenbuzhidaonijingzheimehendu。”

“qingqingshiyixianmingxing,shenshangyaoshiyinweiniliuxiabahen,wojueduibuhuifangguoni!”

sucizhengzhengkanzheerren,beituidaodeshita,tadezhangxinyebeizhachuxuele,yehenteng,keyuzeyanbuguantadeshangkou,diyishijianbaohushenwanqing。

zheijiushitaaileshiniandenanren,xinlimeiyouyisizijideweizhi。

yuzeyanjiangshenwanqingdahengbaoqi,yuqijiaoji,“womenquyiyuan”,ranhoudaizhetacongcongmangmanglikai。

sucijiangzhangxindeyigexiaosuipianbachulai,henteng,tajingrankubuchulai,haoxiangxinzangyijingmamule。

tahuidaozijiwuli,nachuyiyaoxiangqinglishangkou,baozhahaohoukaishishoushidongxi。

suciheyuzeyansuiranjiehunle,yizhifenfangshui,bingwufuqizhishi。

fangjianlidongxibusuanduo,yemeishenmezhidedaizoude,weiyirangtazhenxideshiyijianguazaiyijulichihuidehunsha。

zheijianhunshashimuqinzaita22suishengrishisongdeliwu,sumushuoxiangqinyankanjiannverfengfengguangguang、piaopiaoliangliangdechujia。

kemuqinbuzaile,tahoulaiheyuzeyanzhiqiaoqiaolinglezheng,lianhunlidoumeiyouban,gengmeiyoujihuichuanshangzheijianhunsha。

sucidaizuolexujiu,ganjueetouyouxiefatang,xiangquchufangdaobeiningmengshui,zouxialoutipengqiaoyushangyuzeyanhuilai。

yuzeyanyibachezhuta,lishengzhiwen,“sucinidaodixiangganshenme?”

“womenzhijiandeshiweishenmeyaoqianchedaobieren?”

“qingqingbenlaijiuyouyunxuezheng,tadouhekule。”

sucishuaikaitadeshou,yuqibingleng,“jirannineimedanxinta,jiuqupeitahaole。”

yuzeyanzhengzhu,zheihaoxiangshisucidiyicibatawangbiedenvrenneilitui,danmodebiaoqingjingrangtayouxieyiwai。