neitian，wocaizhidaotazhenzhengaideshishei。ta，neigewotidaileliangniandenvren，turanhuilai，tadeyanlishanzhetiaoxindeguang，woxindidekongjuxunsumanyankailai。zhidaowokandaotajinjinlazhuwodeshou，wocaiganfangsongyidian。shide，tabuhuizaifangkaiwole，napataguilai，woyebuhuituisuo。
yanhuitingdeshuijingdengcuicanduomu，woquejuedemeiyishuguangdouxiangzhenyiyangzhazaipifushang。
gujingzhoudeshouhaidazaiwodeyaojian，wendutouguobobodelifuchuanlai，quenuanbulewobingliangdexin。liangnianlai，zheishiwodiyiciyigutaitaideshenfenpeitachuxirucizhongyaodechanghe，queyeshizaijintian，wozhidaolezhenxiang。
“neiweijiushisuqingwan？”shenpangyourenqieqiesiyu，“bushishuotazaiguowaijiehunlema？zenmehuilaile？”
“guzongdangniankeshizhuitazhuidehonghonglielie，kexisu**xuanzeleshiye...”
wozuanjinleshouzhongdexiangbinbei，zhijiefabai。
suqingwan——zheigemingzizaiwohegujingzhoujiehundediyitian，jiubeiwowuyizhongzaiguanjiakouzhongtingdao。liangnianlai，woxianggeshaziyiyang，yiweigujingzhouxuanzewo，shiyinweiwoyoushenmetebiezhichu。
zhidaojinwan，kanjiansuqingwandeshunjian，wocaimingbai。
tongyangdejiyaozhangfa，xiangsidemeiyanlunkuo，lianxiaoqilaizuijiaodehududoujihuyiyang。
我只是个替身。
suqingwanduanzhejiubeixiangwomenzoulai，yixihongqunchendetajifushengxue。tademuguangqingpiaopiaodilveguogujingzhou，ranhoudinggezaiwolianshang，daizheruoyousiwudetiaoxin。
“jingzhou，bujieshaoyixiama？”tashengyintianni，yanshenquexiangcuilebing。
gujingzhoudeshoubeiweiweijiangying，woshenzhinengganjuedaotashunjiandeshishen。zheiyike，wodexinchendaolegudi。
“wodeqizi，linwei。”tashengyinpingwen，danlanzhewoyaodeshouquebuzijueshoujin。
suqingwantiaomei，shangxiadaliangwo，hongchungouqi：“yuanlairuci。lin**...henmianshuni。”
woqiangpozijiyangqidetideweixiao：“changtingjingzhoutiqisu**，jinriyijian，guoranfengcaifeifan。”
huangyan。gujingzhoucongweizaiwomianqiantiguota，yigezidoumeiyou。
suqingwandexiaoyigengshenle，tazhuanxianggujingzhou，yuqiqinni：“jingzhou，wohuilaile。zheicibuzoule。”
kongqininggule。woganjuedaosizhoutoulaidemuguang，tongqing，haoqi，xingzailehuo。zaizheichanghaomenyouxizhong，woshizhongshigewairen，yigeturanchuangrudemaopaihuo。
gujingzhoumeiyoulikehuiying，tademuguangzaiwohesuqingwanzhijianliuzhuan。neiyike，wojihunengtingjianzijidexintiaosheng，kongjuxiangtengmanyiyangchanraoshanglai。
liangnianhunyin，qibaiduogeriye，nandaojiuyaozaizheiyikewajie？
jiuzaiwojihuyaozhixideshihou，yizhiwennuandeshouturanjinjinwozhuwodeshou。wojingyaditaitou，duishanggujingzhoushensuideyanmou。
“huanyinghuilai。”taduisuqingwanshuo，shengyinpingjingwubo，“xiwangnizaiguoneideyewushunli。”
bushi“nihuilailewohaogaoxing”，bushi“womenzhongyuzhongfengle”，ershiketaoershulideshangyezhufu。
suqingwandebiaoqingyoushunjiandejiangying，danhenkuaihuifuruchang：“xiexie。woxiangwomenhuiyouhenduo...hezuojihui。”tademuguangyouyiciluozaiwoshenshang，“yexiwangyoujihuiduohelin**juju，bijingwomenkanqilaizheimetouyuan。”
touyuan？wojihuyaolengxiaochusheng。
gujingzhouweiweiceshen，dangzaiwomianqian：“weiweizuijinzaimangjijinhuideshi，kenengmeishenmeshijian。shipeile，libuzhangzaidengwomen。”
taqianzhewodeshouzhuanshenlikai，zhangxinwennuanerjianding。worenyoutalazhechuansuozairenqunzhong，xinliluanchengyituan。
weishenme？ruguotaaideshisuqingwan，weishenmeyaozaitamianqianweihuwo？ruguotabuaita，youweishenmezhaoyigerucixiangtadetishen？
“nihaihaoma？”zoudaolutai，gujingzhoutingxiajiaobu，ditouwenwo。
yefengchuisanlewoeqiandesuifa，wotaiqitou，zhishitadeyanjing：“tajiushinishufanglineizhangzhaopianshangderen，duima？”
gujingzhoudeyanshenshanshuoleyixia，meiyoufouren。
wodexincitongqilai。neizhangfangzaitashufangchoutilidezhaopian，youyiciwozhaowenjianshiourankandao。zhaopianshangdenvhaixiaoyeruhua，yiweizainianqingshidegujingzhoushenpang。dangshiwowentashishei，tazhishuoshiguoqudeyigepengyou。
原来如此。
“wozhangdexiangta。”woshuo，bushiyiwen，shichenshu。
gujingzhouchenmoliangjiu，zhongyukaikou：“weiwei，shiqingbushinixiangdeneiyang。”
“neishizenyang？”wozhuiwen，shengyinweiweifazhan，“niquwo，shiyinweiwoxiangta，duima？”
tashenchushouxiangpengwodelian，woxiayishidihoutuiyibu。
“kanzhewo，gujingzhou。woyaotingzhenhua。”
yefengzhongyouhuaxiangdeqixi，yuanchuchuanlaiyanhuideyinlesheng，langmanqianquan，quefengcizhiji。
gujingzhoushenxiyikouqi：“zuichushide。danxianzai...”
tadehuabeituranxiangqideshouji**daduan。takanleyiyanlaidianxianshi，meitouweicu，youyuleyixiahaishijieleqilai。
“qingwan？shenmeshi？”tadeyuqibuzijuerouhexialai。
wozhuanguoshen，buxiangtingtaruhewenroudiyulingyigenvrentonghua。yekongzhongxingxingdiandian，woquejuedewubiyayi。zheiliangnianlaidediandiandidizainaohaizhongshanxian——tazongshizaimouxieshikechushendikanzhewo，xianzaixianglai，takandebushiwo，ershitouguowozaikanlingyigeren。
neixiewenroudeshunjian，qinmideshike，nandaoquandoushiduilingyigenvrendesiniandetoushe？
“hao，womashangguoqu。”gujingzhougualedianhua，miandaiqianyi，“weiwei，qingwanneibianchuledianzhuangkuang，wodequchuliyixia。worangsijixiansongnihuijia。”
wodexinchenlexiaqu。zheijiushitadexuanze？zaiwomenganggangkaishitanlunzheigezhiminghuatideshihou，taxuanzepaoxiawoquzhaosuqingwan？
“shenmezhuangkuang？”wonulibaochipingjing。
“tadechebeizhuiweile，duifangtaidubuhao，tayoudianhaipa。”gujingzhoujieshidao，yijingnachushoujizhunbeidadianhuajiaosiji。
wojihuxiangxiao。suqingwan，neigezaishangchangshangyiqiangyingzhuchengdenvren，huiyinweiyigexiaochehuohaipa？zheizhongzhuoliedejiekou，tajingranxiangxin？
huozheshuo，tayuanyixiangxin。
“niquba。”wotingjianzijishuo，shengyinyaoyuandexianglingyigerenfachude。
gujingzhousihuxiangshuoshenme，danzuizhongzhishidiandiantou：“huijiadengwo，womenxuyaotantan。”
tazhuanshenkuaibulikai，meiyouhuitou。
woduzizhanzailutaishang，wanfengchuidewosesefadou。bolichuangyingchuwodeshenying，zhangfapijian，meiyanjingzhi，huotuotuoyigesuqingwandefuzhipin。
zheiyike，woqiansuoweiyoudiqingxing。
wulungujingzhouxianzaiduiwoshishenmeganqing，zuichutaxuanzewojiushiyinweizheizhanglian，zheizhangxiangtaaierbudedenvrendelian。
erxianzai，zhengzhuhuilaile。
我该何去何从？