第一章
jingquanzhongrendouzhidao，haomengujiagushaoyanyouyiweichongdaoxinjiandexiaoqingmei，qiaowanning。
guqiaoliangjiashishijiao，ergushaoyanzaizhuazhouneitianyueguowushuzhubaolaolaodiwozhuleqiaowanningdexiaoshou。
zicishushinian，zaiweisongkaiguo。
liangjiashunlichengzhangdidingxialehunyue。
tajitasongguoshuqianfengqingshu，bangtazouguoliumanghunhun，weiletaqinziguiqianjieqiupinganfu。
zhidaoqiaowanningbeichachuzhongbing，qiaojiafumujuedingquxiaohunyuedaiqiaowanningquguowaiyizhi。
gushaoyandezhihoujihufengle。
tachongdaoqiaojia，dangzheqiaofuqiaomudemiansisizhuazhuqiaowanningdeshou。
“wobuzhun！wobuzhuntazou！tayaoshizhibuhao，wojuebuhuiyigerenhuozhe！”
“wanning，nixinwo，woyidingnengzhaodaozuishihedegusui……dengnihaole，womenjiujiehun，haobuhao？”
qiaowanningdayingleta，liuzaiguonei。
weilejiuta，gushaoyanbujidaijia。
tadongyonglesuoyourenmai，xuanshangqianwanxunzhaopipeidejuanxianzhe，shenzhipaoshoulezijimingxiadaliangdegushigufen。
dezhiyiweimingjiaoguxueroudenvhaichubupeixingchenggongqueyinhaipaeryouyushi，taqinzimaoyugandaoduifangjianloudechuzuwuwai，guilezhengzhengyiye。
neitiantahunshenshitou、langbeibukandihuidaoyiyuan，quexiaozheduiqiaowanningshuo：
“nikan，woshuoguo，wobuhuirangniyoushi。”
kemanmande，neigejiaoguxueroudejuanxianzhe，zaitashenghuozhongzhanjudekongjianyuelaiyueda。
meicichuchadaihuideliwubianchengleyishiliangfen，quezhishuo“zheishiweilerangtajinijuangusui”；
zaiyiqishinianjinianrineitian，guxuerouyiju“weiteng”，tabugutadewanliu，jiangtayirendiuzaicanting；
wangrishuyuerrendeyuehuishiguang，yebianchenglepeiguxueroufucha，sanxindiaoliderizi。
qiaowanningbushimeiyouganjue。
tacengshizhewenta，gushaoyanfushennietadelian，yanshenquegewairenzhen：
“biexiachicu。wozhenggeren、zhengkexin，douzhinengshinide。”
kedaohoulaitaquerouleroumeixin，yuqidaizhepibeihebunai：
“wanning，nibiezongshihusiluanxiangxingbuxing？xueroucaiershisui，yaoweinizuozheimedadeshoushu，tayehuipa。woduozhaogutayidian，zenmele？”
“hekuang，wodoushiweileni。”
tayakouwuyan，xinliquexiangzhajinyigenxixiaodeci。
直到手术当天。
qiaowanningzuoleduocishuqianjiancha，hunshendoushizhenyan，xuruodelianhuxidouchili。
bingfaganrandaozhitagaoshaobutui、beijinjituiruqiangjiushi，yishengquegaosuta：
“qiao**，womenyizhiweilianxishanggusuijuanzengzhe，nindeshoushubeipozhongzhile。”
乔宛凝心里一顿。
怎么可能？
tacikexuruowuli，quanshendouzaitengtong，zhinengqingqiuyishengdajigushaoyan。
dianhuajietong，tahaiweikaikou，jiutingjiandianhuaneitouchuanlaishuxideshengyin，
“shaoyan，nidedianhua，bujiema？”
是谷雪柔。
tadexindunleyixia，dianhuaneitougushaoyandeshengyinyejingenxiangqi，yuqichongni，tazaishuxibuguo。
“buyongguan，xianzaiwodezhuyaorenwushibanidejiaoyanghao，biedeshiqingdoumeiyounizhongyao。”
“nei……wanningjiedeshoushu……”
neitoutuwudechenmoleyihui，
“zhihaonideshang，yeshiweiletahao……”
yishengzhijieguaduandianhua，yuqiyansu：
“qiao**，bangeyuenei，ninbixuzaicizhaodaoxindegusuijuanzengzhe，fouzejiyoukenenghuiyoushengmingweixian。”
qiaowanningbishangyan，yixingqingleidashizhentou。
gushaoyanduiguxueroujianjianshangxinbushitadecuojue。
ketabeigushaoyanailetaijiu，tayixiangqingyuanjuedezhiyaozuowanshoushu，guxueroujiuhuilikai。
ranerzhidaojintiantacaizhidao，tayichangjiumingdeshoushu，bibushangguxuerouweijiao。
qiaowanningkudejinhutuoli，zhidaohunmiguoqu。
zaicixinglai，gushaoyanzhengzuozaichuangbian。
kandaoqiaowanningzhengyan，gushaoyanyuqizhongmanshidanyou。
“ganjuehaodianlema？shangwugongsilinshiyoushi，chuliwanwojiumashangguolaile。”
jiantachenmo，tadunledun，youdishengjieshi：
“jintiandeshiwowenguole，shixueroudemamaturanbingwei，tayishizhejicaiwangleshoushushijian，nibieguaita。”
qiaowanningchelechezuijiao，meiyouhuiying。
tamingmingbisheidouqingchu，weilezheichangshoushu，tachileduoshaoku、aoguoleduoshaoshengburusidezhunbeiliaocheng。
tayezhidaolinshiquxiaoyiweizheyiqieqiangongjinqi，shenzhikenengrangtazhijiesangming。
dantahaishituoyanle，yinweiguxueroupateng。
那她吃过的痛呢？
mingmingyiqiantacapopigushaoyandouhuixintengdishangyaohongta，huizaishuaidaoyishunjianjitadangdianbei。
huizaidizhenshibuguzijianweichongjinfangjianxianjiangtabaochulai，huizaidayuliguiyiwanshang，qiuzijiliuxialai。
neigecengmanxinmanyandoushitaderen，zenmehui……
gushaoyansihubeitacangbaideliansehedao，shenshoujiangtaloujinhuaili，wenzhetadefadingdishengbaozheng：
“biepa，wanning，woyidingzaibangeyueneizhongxinbangnianpaihaoshoushu，zheicijuebuhuichuyiwai。”
huayinweiluo，tadeshoujixiangle。
gushaoyanfangkaita，kandaoxiaoxidediyiyanjiuxiayishijiangshoujixiping。
“wanning，gongsiyouchuwentile，wodelikequyitang。wandianlaipeini。”
meidenghuiying，tazhijiechulebingfang。
qiaowanningkanzheweibeiguanyandemen，kuxiaoyisheng。
她看见了。
bingbushishenmegongsiwenti，zhishiguxueroufalaidexinxibale。
tayinweiguxueroudeturanshiyuegangcongguimenguanzhengzhachulai，shentizhengshizuiweixuruodeshihou。
gushaoyanqueyinweiguxuerouyitiaoxiaoxijiangtaqizhibugu。
qiaowanningdeshaohaimeitui，cikehunhunchenchen。
tahaosikanjianshiqisuishidegushaoyan，yinweizaolianbeizhuadeshaonianzhangyangdidiudiaoneifenyaoniandejiantao。
dangzhequanxiaoshishengdemian，nazhehuatongduitaxiao：
“wogushaoyanjiushixihuanqiaowanning！wohuiyizhiyizhidouaizheta！”
leizhushunzhetayanweibuduanhualuo，zhizhidianhua**xiangqi。
是顾少言的。
“wanning。xueroudemuqinzhongbing，meiyoujitianshijianle。”
“laorenjiadeyiyuanshixiwangkanjiannverjuxinghunli，xuerouyinweizheijianshihenshangxin……”
qiaowanninglianchushengdoukunnan，cikehunshenyizhan，tuchuyijujiqishayadehua：
“所以呢？”
“taqingxutaicha，huiyingxiangshoushuwancheng，wozhunbeibanglaorenjiashixianzheigeyiyuan。”
“wohuihetajuxingyichanghunli，zhishiweilerangtamamakeyianxinbiyan，zheiyangtacainengjinijuanxiangusui。”
tadeyuqiyirujiwangwenrou，sihaishineiweiaicanletadeshaonian，dantuchudehuazizizhuixin。
“wanning，woxinlizhiyouni，danshiweilenikeyishunlijinxingshoushu，wobixuyaozheimezuo。”
为了她吗？
yaobushitatingdaoneiyitongdianhua，dagaizhendeyaobeirucizhuoliedehuangyanmengpian。
“好。”
neibiandunleyixia，sishimeiyouxiangdaoqiaowanningmeikuyemeinao，jiuzheiyangdayingle。
“wojiuzhidaowanninghuilijiewo，womangwanjiuguolaipeini。”
dianhuaguaduan，lingyitongxiangqi，
“jintianshoushushunlima？”
是妈妈。
qiaowanningsisiyaozhuzuichun，zhizhugengyan，“chuledianxiaowenti，shoushuzuobulele。”
“mama，woxianghuijia。”
dianhuaneitoudunleyishun，huanleyidaochenwendeshengyin，
“neijiuhuilai，womenzaiachengyezhaodaolexindejuanxianzhiyuanzhe，suishikeyishoushu。”
qiaowanningtuchuyikouzhuoqi，gushaoyan，shinixianbeiqileshiyan，neiwoyebuyaonile。
“hao，shitianhouwojiuguolai。”