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jiuhoushikong，woyucunlidexiaocungufashengleguanxi。
fumumawoshizhananchusheng。
qiziliuzheleizhiwenwoweishenmeyaobeipanta。
erzizineizhihoudeshinian，meigenwoshuoguoyijuhua。
weileshuzui，wofangqiqiantushiye，jitamendangniuzuoma，pinmingranshaoziji。
zhidaojintian，woyiwaidezhizheishiqiziweileguangmingzhengdahebaiyueguanglaiwang，guyixianhaiwode。
erwodefumu，erziquandouzhidao。
womeizuomeinao，toutoushenqingjiaruleguojiahangtianbaomijihua。
nimenbuxuyaowo，neiwojiujiangzijixianjizuguo。
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1980nian，guojiahangtianyanjiuzhongxin。
“shaokang，niyoujiatingqier，zheicirenwushibaomide，zhishaoshinian，shenzhijishiniandoubunenghewaijieyourenhelianxi，nigenhongmeishanglianglema？”
woxiaolexiao：“linlaoshi，zheishiwozijideshi，buxuyaogentashangliang。”
laoshizaisanquanwoxiangqingchu，“neibianhuanjingbuxiangzanmenshengcheng，tiaojianfeichangjianku，henkeneng...”
wozhidaohenjianku，wodetongxuejiushicanjiashangyipibaomijihuadejishuyuan。
kejinjinsangeyuejiubeijiduaneliehuanjingzhemochengleyipouhuangtu。
ertadeqiziernvxianzaihaizaidengtahuijia。
baomijihuazhidaochenggongdeneiyitiancaihuigongbu。
wozhidaowoyekenenghuixiangwodetongxueyiyang，buguowobupa。
cengjingwoshebudeqier，kerujinwoyijinglewuqiangua。
weiguojiajiansheerxisheng，sideqisuo。
laoshijianwoxinnianjianding，bianmeizaishuoshenme。
chuleyanjiuzhongxin，wokanjianyuhongmeiheyangshaofengqizhechecongwoshenbianjingguo。
yuhongmeilouzhetadeyao，toutiezaitadebeishang，weifengfuguotadefashao，rangwokanjianletalianshangmingmeidexiaorong。
hewozaiyiqitaconglaimeiyouzheimexiaoguo。
woqizhechezaitamenhoumian。
yilushang，tingzhetamendehuanshengxiaoyu。
心里一阵阵钝痛。
wogaosuziji，meiguanxi，shijianhuichongdanyiqiede。
daolejiamenkouerrencaifaxianwo。
yuhongmeikanjianwo，fangcaihaiyangyizhexiaodelianshunjianlengxialai，yuqilengliedao：
“nineiyoushishenmeyanshen？naozilizhengtianzhuangxiewochuoxialiudezangdongxi，niyiweibierendouheniyiyang？”
womingmingjiushizaizhengchangbuguodeyanshen，xinxuderencaihuiyongshengyingaolaiyanshi。
buguopingshikandaotamenruciqinmi，woqueshihuiyongwushilaibiaodawodebuman。
danzheiciwozhishiqingmiaodanxiedao：
“womeiyouwuhui，neishiwoqindidi，wozenmehuiwuhui。”
shuobawojiuzhunbeiyueguotamenjinmen，quebeiyuhongmeizhuaizhushouwan。
“yangshaokang，ninengbunengbuyaozheiyangyinyangguaiqi，nizuoduishenmelepingshenmezheiyang？”
wogangzhunbeishuoshenme，bamachulaile，womalvxianwen：“chaoshenmeni？”
yuhongmeihenhenjiwokouleyidingmaozi：“qiahaoheshaofengpengjian，jiudaleyixiatadecheeryi，shaokangyoubugaoxingle。”
womaliansedunshibianhei，yuqiyanlidao：“shaokangniyeshijishisuiderenle，xiwangnihaoziweizhi，buyaozaizuorangwohenibadiuliandeshile，nizuochuneizhongshihongmeidouduinibulibuqi，erqieshaofenghaiyouyiyuzheng，takeshiniqindidi，wodoubuzhidaozenmeshuonile，ai....”
tatanleyikouqi，manlianshiwangdijinwuqule，erbabazaojiumeilerenying，zineijianshihou，babajiubawodangchenglekongqi，zhengzhengshinianmeigenwoshuoguoyijuhua。
jiuhouluanxing，hecunlidexiaocungushuizaiyiqi，queshiyoushangfenghua。
rangfumutaibuqitou，shangtouleqizidexin。
woyiqianshishourenzunzhongdecunliweiyidedaxuesheng，weiguojiazuodagongxiandekexuejia，keneijianshifashenghou，woshoujinbaiyanhechaofeng。
ruguozhenshizheiyang，neiworenle，bijingshiwozizuozishou，huogai。
kezheiyiqiedoushitamenjingxinbianzaodehuangyan。
jintianzaoshangwoyiwaitingdaoleyuhongmeiheerzideduihua。
“ma，weishenmebugancuizhijiehebabalihunni？woxiangrangshaofengshushudangwobaba。”
“buxing，xianzaizheiyangyetinghaode，lihunhuirangrenjiaxiaohuade，neijianshinijiniyeyenainaidingzhu，qianwanbuyaoshuolouzui。”
wodaizuozaidi，zenmeyexiangbumingbai，yuhongmeipianwoyejiusuanle，jiulianwopengzaishouxindeerzi，shengwoyangwodefumuyeyaozheiyangpianwo。
zheimeduonian，woxinhuaikuijiu，fangqilezijizuireaidehangtianshiye，jilimibuduitamendeshanghai。
wokusedixiaochusheng，xiaozhexiaozheyanleidoudiaoxialaile。
renshengnengyouduoshaogeshiniana，tamenjuranzheiyangxinanlideshuawo，rangwohuochenggexiaohua。