baoandelianseshunjianchenlexialai，yanshenlichongmanlejingtihebiyi。tashangxiadaliangzhewozheishenyuzhouweishehuahuanjinggegeburudexingtou，yuqigengjiashengying：“duibuqi，xiansheng，zheilishisirenhunli，meiyouyaoqinghanyilvbuderunei。qingnimashanglikai，fouzewoyaojiaorenle。”
zhouweijigezhengzhunbeiruchangdebinkeyetingxialejiaobu，haoqidiwangguolai。tamendemuguangxiangtanzhaodengyiyangsaozaiwoshenshang，daizheshenshi、haoqi，haiyouyisikanrenaodexingfen。woshenzhinengtingdaoxiweideyilunsheng：
“zheirensheia？chuanchengzheiyangyeganlaixingyaozhuangyuan？”
“kanyangzibuxiangshiyouqingjiande，zhaochadeba？”
“jintiankeshizhaozonghesu**dedarizi，kebiechushenmeluanzi。”
wowushineixiemuguangheyilun，zhishipingjingdikanzhebaoan，shengyintigaoleyixie，quebaogengduorennengtingdao：“wojiaolinfeng。woxiang，xinlanghexinniang，yinggaihaijidezheigemingzi。”
“linfeng”lianggezixiangyikuaishitoutourupingjingdehumian，zaizhouweiyixiaoquanrenqunzhongjiqilelianyi。youjigenianjishaozhang、kanqilaishishangyequanderenshilianseweiweiyibian，jiaotoujieerqilai。
“linfeng？nagelinfeng？buhuishisannianqianneige……”
“tabushijinqulema？tingshuo……”
“tiana，tazenmechulaile？hailaizheili？”
baoanxianranyetingdaoleyilun，liansebianlejibian，sihuyouxienabudingzhuyi。tazhishigedicengbaoan，bingbuqingchushangliushehuidezheixiemixin，dan“linfeng”zheigemingzixianrandailaileyidingdeweisheli。
jiuzaizheishi，yigechuanzhedeti、xiangshihunlizhuguanderenkuaibuzouleguolai，taxianrangengqingchuneiqing。kandaowo，tatongkongmengdiyisuo，danhenkuaihuifulezhiyexingdexiaorong，zhishineixiaorongyouxiejiangying。
“lin……linxiansheng？”tashitanzhewen，yuqidaizhebuqueding。
“shiwo。”wodandandao。
zhuguanejiaosihuyouxihanshenchu，tayadishengyin：“linxiansheng，nin……ninjintianguolaishi？jintianzheigechanghe，kongpabutaiheshi……zhaozonghesu**tamen……”
“zhengshiyinweizheigechanghe，wocaibixulai。”wodaduanta，muguangruilidikanxiangzhuangyuanshenchu，neiliyijingxiangqilehunlijinxingqudeqianzou，“fangxin，wozhishilaisongfenliwu，shuojijuhuajiuzou，buhuidanwutaijiu。”
zhuguanyilianweinan，lanzaiwomianqianbushi，fangwojinqugengbushi。taqiaoqiaoduizheermaishuolejiju，xianranshizaixiangshangjiqingshi。
hunlijinxingqudeshengyinyuelaiyueqingxi，youyangdipiaodangzaizhuangyuanshangkong。binkemenkaishiluxuxiangyishicaopinghuiji。shijidaole。
wobuzailihuijintuiliangnandezhuguanhebaoan，jingzhichaozheyinlechuanlaidefangxiangzouqu。wodejiaobuhenwen，meiyibudoutazaisongruandecaopingshang，quefangfocaizaisuoyourendexinjianshang。suoguozhichu，renmenzidongrangkaiyitiaodaolu，jinge、haoqi、tanjiudemuguangrutongjuguangdengyiyangdazaiwoshenshang。qieqiesiyushengxiangchaoshuibanzaiwoshenhoumanyankailai。
“他真进去了！”
“kuaikan！shilinfeng！tajuranlaile！”
“zheixiayouhaoxikanle！”
“zhaoleihesuqingzhidaoma？zheikeshijingtiandaguaa！”
wochongerbuwen，muguangchuanguorenqun，laolaosuodinglecaopingjintouneigeyongwushuxianhuahebaishazhuangshidedianlitai。
yangguangzhenghao，touguogaodadeshuguansaxiabanbodeguangdian。suqingchuanzheneishenwocengzaiguanggaopingmushangkandaode、shehuazhijideyedihunsha，toushabanyan，wanzhezhaoleideshoubei，zhengyanzhepumanhuabandehongtan，yibubuzouxiangshenfu。zhaoleiyishenbaiselifu，yingjundelianshangyangyizhezhideyimandexiaorong，bushicetoushenqingdikansuqingyiyan。
haoyifulangcainvmao、tianzuozhihedejingxiang！
zheiyimu，xiangzuifenglidedaoren，henhenwanzhewodexin。sannianyuanyu，tiechuangbingleng，**zheduitadesinianhechuyutuanjudexinniankukuzhicheng。erta，quezaiwochengshoukunandeshihou，zaoyitourutarendehuaibao，rujingengshifengguangdajia，fangfowozheigerencongweicunzaiguo。
chouhendehuoyanzaixiongzhongxiongxiongranshao，danjizhidefennufanerrangwoyichanglengjing。
wojiakuailejiaobu，jihushicaizhehunlijinxingqudezuihouyigeyinfu，tashangleneitiaoshuyutamendehongtan。
“kaca！”“kaca！”xianchangfuzepaishedesheyingshimenbennengdijiangjingtouzhuanxianglewozheigebusuzhike，shanguangdengkaishishanshuo。binkemendeyilunshengdouranbianda，wushudaomuguangjujiaozaiwoshenshang，zhenggehunlixianchangdeqifenshunjianbiandeguiyierjinzhang。
suqinghezhaoleiyechajuedaoleyiyang，tingxialejiaobu，zhuanguoshenlai。
dangtamendemuguangluozaiwoshenshangshi，shijianfangfoninggule。
suqinglianshangdexingfuxiaorongshunjianjiangzhu，xueseyirouyankejiandesuducongtalianshangtunqu，biandecanbairuzhi。tadeyanjingdengdejida，tongkongyinweijizhidejingkongershousuo，shentirouyankejiandikaishizhandou，ruguobushiwanzhezhaolei，tajihuyaozhanlibuwen。neiyanshen，xiangshihuojianlegui。
erzhaolei，lianshangdexiaorongyeshunjianxiaoshi，querdaizhideshijidudezhenjingheyisibuyichajuedehuangluan。dantabijingshizaishangchangshangmopagundaguode，xunsuqiangzizhendingxialai，danyanshenshenchudejinghaiquewufawanquanyanshi。taxiayishididangzailesuqingshenqianbangeshenwei，zheigebaohuxingdedongzuo，zaicikekanlaigengshifengci。
“lin……linfeng？”zhaoleideshengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou，tanulirangzijideyuqitingqilaizhishijingya，“ni……nizenmechulaile？shenmeshihouchulaide？”
womeilihuizhaolei，wodemuguangshizhongluozaisuqinglianshang，yibubuzoujin，zhidaojulitamenzhiyoujibuzhiyao。wonengqingxidikandaotayandidekongjuhenanyizhixin，kandaotahunshaxiaweiweifadoudeshenti。
wotingxiajiaobu，conglianjiaxizhuangdeneicekoudaili，huanhuannachuleneigexiaoqiaodeupan，dangengzhongyaodeshi，wonachuleshouji，dakailelimianweiyideyiduanyinpinwenjian。
woanxiabofangjian，jiangshoujideyinliangdiaodaozuida。
xianshiyizhencaozadedianliuhemohudehuanjingyin，ranhou，yigeqingxi、lengjing，daizheduteyunweidenvxingshengyinchuanlechulai，suiranjingguoluyinshebeiyouxieshizhen，danzaichangbushaoshuxishangjiederendounengtingchu——neishishenbingdeshengyin！
yinpinlishijianduandeduihua：
【shenbing（lengjingdi）】：“zuijinzenmeyang？”
【沉默】
【shenbing】：“haishibuxiangshuohua？meiguanxi，woxiacizailaikanni。”
【录音结束】
bofangdaozheili，woanlezanting。
xianchangyipiansiji！suoyourendoujingdaile！baokuozhaoleihesuqing！tamenxianranmeiliaodaohuiyouzheiduanluyin！gengmeiliaodao，zheishengyin……shishenbing？！
womuguangsaoguoliansecanbai、yaoyaoyuzhuidesuqing，zuijiaogouqiyimobinglengdaojizhidehudu，shengyinqingxidichuanbianzhenggejijingdecaoping：
“suqing，zheisannian，wozailimian，meigeyueshiwuhao，doupanzheninenglai。kexi，yicidoumeiyou。”
wodunledun，muguangzhuanxiangzhaolei，youhuidaosuqinglianshang，yuqidaizhekegudechaofeng：
“woganggangchuyu，yujinglaozhanghaipaizhewojianbangshuo，‘linxiansheng，niqizisuqingburongyi，meigeyuedoulaitanjian’。wodangshijiulengle，yinweiwozhidao，nimeilaiguo，yicidoumeiyou。”
“wohenhaoqi，suoyiquchale。”wohuanglehuangshouzhongdeshouji，“jieguofaxian，meigeyuedingzhenidemingzi、nideshenfenzhenghao，fengyuwuzuquchengxijianyukanwode，shizheiwei——”
woguyilazhangleshengyin，muguangsaoguoquanchangzhenjingdebinke，yiziyidundi：
“沈冰，沈总。”
“hong！”xianchangchedizhakaileguo！
“shenbing？binghejituandeshenbing？”
“tazenmehuiqukanlinfeng？tamenbushisiduitouma？”
“wodetian！zheidaodishizenmehuishi？”
“suqingjuranyicidoumeiquguo？neitazheisannian……”
“zhaoleizhidaoma？zheihunli……”
yilunshengrutonghaixiaobanyongqi，suoyourendemuguangdoujujiaozaihongtanshangneiduiyiranjianghuadexinrenshenshang，chongmanlezhenjing、biyi、tongqinghekanxidexingfen。
suqingdeshentihuanglehuang，jihuyaoyunjueguoqu，quankaozhaoleisisizhuazhetadeshoubei。zhaoleidelianseyebiandejiqinankan，qingyizhenbaiyizhen，takanxiangwodeyanshenchongmanleyuandu，dangengduodeshiyizhongshiqingwanquantuolizhangkongdekonghuang。
womanyidikanzhetamendefanying，jixuwodebiaoyan，yuqibiande“chengken”erdaizheshenshende“ganji”：
“suoyi，suqing，‘laopo’……”wokeyijiazhonglezheilianggezideduyin，chongmanlefengci，“suirannimeiqinzilai，dantuoshenzongde‘fu’，wozheisannian，zaiyuli，yesuanshi‘ganshou’daonide‘guanxin’le。zheifen‘xinyi’，wojintiantedilaixiexieni。”
shuowan，wohaiweiweiqianleqianshen，zuoleyigejiqifengcide“ganxie”dongzuo。
“putong”yisheng，shijiubeiluodideqingcuishengxiang。
zhongrenxunshengwangqu，zhijianzhaoleishenbian，yigedagaishibanlangdenanren，shouzhongdexiangbinbeidiaozailedishang，huposedejiuyejianshileangguidehongtan。erzhaoleibenren，wozhesuqingshoubeideshouzhiyinweiyonglierguanjiefabai，lingyizhichuizaishencedeshouyejinjinwochenglequantou，weiweizhandou。
suqingzhongyuchengshoubuzhuzheijudadexiuruhekonghuang，yanleiduokuangerchu，dantazhangzhezui，quefabuchurenheshengyin，zhishijuewangdikanzhewo，youkankanzhaolei，zhenggerenrutongfengzhongcanye。
zheituruqilaidejingtianfanzhuan，rangzheichangyuanbenlangmanshehuadeshijihunli，shunjianbianchengleyichangchetoucheweidechouwenhenaoju！suoyourendezhuyilidoucongxinlangxinniangshenshang，zhuanyidaolewozheige“sierfusheng”deqianfushenshang！
erzhei，jinjinzhishikaishi。
wokanzhemianrusihuidezhaolei，manmanzoujinyibu，coudaotadeerbian，yongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingdaodeyinliang，binglengdi、yiziyijudi，touxialedierkezhadan：
“e，duile，zhaolei，wode‘haoxiongdi’。”
“nifeijinxinji，xianzaichunfengdeyidezheige‘xinghe’xiangmu，yongzhehenshunshouba？”
“nijiumeixiangguo，tadehexindaimahedicengjiagou，weishenmeneimeyanshuma？”
“yinwei，neibenlaijiushiwodedongxi。shisannianqian，beirencongwozheili，‘na’zoude。”
zhaoleimengdiniutoukanxiangwo，yanzhongdekonghuanghenanyizhixinjihuyaoyichulai！tazhanglezhangzui，xiangshuoshenme，queyigeziyefabuchu。
wozhiqishen，xinshangzhetashunjiancanbaidelian，rutongxinshangyijianyishupin。
全场死寂。
suoyourendoupingzhulehuxi，dengdaizhejiexialaidefengbao。
wozhanzaihongtanzhongyang，zhanzaisuoyoumuguangdejiaodian，rutongyigeguilaifuchoudejunwang。wohuanhuandi，zaicijuqileshouji，pingmuliangqi，xianshizhelingyigeyinpinwenjian。
wohuanshisizhou，kanzheneixiezhenjing、haoqi、kongjudemiankong，zuihou，muguangdinggezaizhaoleihesuqingneiliangshuangxiemanjuewangdeyanjingshang，luchuleyigebinglengercankudeweixiao：
“geweiyidinghenhaoqi，sannianqian，woweishenmehui‘zuiyouyingde’dijinqu？”
“meiguanxi，wozheili，haiyouyiduangengjingcaideluyin。”
“shiguanyuyichang，jingxincehuade……‘yiwai’。”
wodehuayinrutongbingzhui，cipolezhuangyuanshangkongxujiadexianghe。
kongqininggule。fangcaiyinweishenbingtanshiluyinerxianqidexuanran**，cikebeiyizhonggengshenchen、gengkongbudejijingsuoqudai。ruguoshuozhiqiandejielushisikailexuweidexingfumiansha，neimewocikedeanshi，zezhizhisannianqianneichangjiangwodarudiyudeyuananhexin！
“yiwai？”zheilianggezixiangguimeiyiyangzaijijingdecaopingshangpanxuan。
suoyourendemuguang，congzhenjing、biyi、kanxi，shunjianzhuanbianweijizhidejinghaihenanyizhixin！ruguosannianqianlinfengderuyubushijiandandeshangyezuian，ershi……yichangcehua？ercehuazhe，henkenengjiushijintianfengguangwuxiandexinlanghe（huo）xinniang？
zheiyijingchaochuleputongchouwendefanchou，zheishifanzui！shizuyidabaizaichangsuoyourenrenzhidekongbuzhenxiang！
zhaoleidelianseyijingbushicanbai，ershifanzheyizhongsihui。tayanzhongdekonghuangjihuhuaweishizhi，sisididingzhewoshouzhongdeshouji，fangfoneishiyitiaoxushidaifadedushe。taxiangchongshanglai，xiangzuzhiwo，dantadeshentixiangshibeiwuxingdeshengsuokunfu，dongdanbude。etoushangshenchuximidelenghan，zaiyangguangxiashanzhebinglengdeguang。
suqinggengshichedibengkuile。tafachuyishengduancude、beiqiazhubozibandewuyan，shuangtuiyiruan，zhenggerenchaodishangtanqu。hualidetoushabeichewai，angguidehunshatuozaidishang，zhanmanlenituhecaoxie。zhaoleixiayishidixianglazhuta，dantazijiyezhanlibuwen，liangrenjihutongshiliangqiangleyixia，quankaopangbiandebanlangbanniangshoumangjiaoluandifuzhu，caimeiyoudangchangshuaidaozaidi。neichangjing，langbeidaolejidian，nalihaiyoubanfengangcaiwangzihegongzhudemoyang？
“bu……bukeneng……nihushuo！linfeng！nixuekoupenren！”zhaoleizhongyuzhaohuilezijideshengyin，siyadihoujiaozhe，shituzuozuihoudezhengzha，danneishengyinlichongmanlewaiqiangzhonggandexuruohekongju。
“hushuo？”woqingxiaoyisheng，neixiaoshengzaisijidexianchangxiandegewaicier。wodemuguanglveguota，luozaitanruanzaibannianghuaili、yanshenhuansan、rutongposuiwanoubandesuqingshenshang。
“suqing，haijidesannianqian，wochushiqianyizhou，womenyiqiqunanshandujiama？”wodeshengyinbugao，quedaizheyizhongqiyidechuantouli，qingxidichuanrumeigerendeerzhong，“neitianwanshang，nishuonixiangkanxingxing，womenqulebieshudelutai。nihelebushaojiu，kaozaiwohuaili，shuolehenduohua……”
suqingdeshentimengdiyizhan，huansandeyanshenlishanguoyisijizhidejingkong，tapinmingyaotou，zuichunduosuozhe，quefabuchushengyin。
wojixuyongpingjingde、xushubandeyuqishuodao：“nishuo……nihenhaipa，nishuozhaoleizhaoguoni，shuoyouyigenengranggongsixunsujueqi、nengrangwomenguoshangrenshangrenshenghuodejihua，danxuyao‘chuli’diaoyixie‘zhangai’……nishuonidangshijujuele，nihenbuan……”
“nibizui！linfeng！niweizaoluyin！nixianhaiwomen！”zhaoleichedihuangle，xiangyitoubeikundeyeshou，hongzheyanjingpaoxiaoqilai，shituchongguolai，quebeijigeyishidaoshiqingyanzhongxing、pachangmianshikongdenanbinxiayishidilanzhu。
xianchangdebinkemenyijingchedihuaran！suiranwohaimeiyoubofangluyin，danzheijijuyindaoxingjiqiangdehua，jiehewozhiqianpaochude“yiwai”hecikexinlangxinniangjidufanchangdefanying，jihuyijingrangsuoyourendouzaixinlidechulejielun！
“tiana！nandaosannianqianlinzongshibei……”
“shizhaoleihesuqinghehuo？”
“weilegongsidezhuanli？weileshangwei？”
“zheitaikepale！zheishimoushaa！”
“baojing！yinggaibaojing！”
yilunsheng、jinghusheng、daoxilengqideshengyinciqibifu。jizhemen（suiranzheichanghunlibingweizhudongyaoqingdaliangmeiti，danruciguimodeshijihunli，biranyouguanximiqiedemeitirenzaichang）rutongxiudaoxuexingweideshayu，fengkuangdiandongzhekuaimen，jiluzhezheijingtiannizhuandemeiyizhenhuamian。baoanhehunlizhuguanyijingwanquanshikong，buzhisuocuodizhanzaiyuandi。