musonglinximanyilikai,kanlexiagongzuobiao,jintianmeiyouxiaoshouyuekehuguolaigongsi。
yejiushishuo,jiexialaideshijianwokeyiziyouanpai。
danweileyufangtu***kuang,birukehuturanyoukong,xianggaishijianzhileide,suoyiyibanqingkuangxiawohaishihuizaigongsidaidaoxiabanshijiancailikai。
genqitatongshijiusuanyoukong,yeyaozhuangmozuoyangdijiazhuangmangliujieranbutong,womeihuogandeshihou,keyiguangmingzhengdadimoyushuajukanxiaoshuo。
xiaoshoubuxiangchuleliuniandetongshiduicimeiyourenheyijian,haihuijingchangjiwotuijianhaokandexiaoshuodianshiju。
jiupawozaigongsidaizhewuliao,natianjiuturanbuxianghuangfeishiguang,xiangkaoshilifendou,cizhibuganzourenle。
yikaishitamenyeshiyouguobufuqide,danzuizhongdoubeixianshidalian,xinfukoufudirenzhengwodandeqijixiangwuzheisangezi,jianzhishishizhiminggui。
yinweiwozaishangbandediernian,juedezheifengongzuotaiwuliao,youbuxiangganxiaoshou,qiulaobanbawodiaoquyanfabu。
laobanjingbuzhuwoderuanmoyingpao,songkourangwoquyanfabu。
jieguowoyizou,qipadeshijiufashengle,benlaitandehaohaodejigekehu,momingqimiaodijiujujuehezuo。
xiaoshoubudetongshiyikaishihaimanzhelaoban,renweizheizhishizhongqiaohe,xiaoshounengqiandankaodeshitanpanjiqiaogengongsichanpin,genwozheigerenkemeiyoubandianguanxi。
tamenbusixindijixulianxikehu,qiturangkehuhuixinzhuanyi。
kehuquequyiyijue,bijingwomengongsinengzuodechanpin,biejiagongsiyenengzuo,jiageyeyiyang,danqitagongsiguimobiwomengongsida,mingqigenggao,youtianranyoushi,womengongsihaizhenyoudiannanjingzhengdeguodagongsi。
yankanzhekehujiuyaobeiqiaozoule,xiaoshoubudetongshibuxiangtongshidingdanticheng,zhaoshanglaobanbaqingkuangjishuole。
laobanzhennuzhiyu,bagangzaiyanfabuganshangshoudewodiaohuixiaoshoubuzuozhen。
shenqideshijiuzheimefashengle,yuanbenyijingyaogenlingyijiagongsiqianyuedekehu,zaiqulingyijiagongsiqianyuedelushangchadianchulechehuo,tashoulejinghezhiyu,juedingbantugaidaodaowomengongsilaiqianhetong。
jingciyishi,laobanhexiaoshoubudetongshidouduiwodexuanxuetizhixinfukoufule。
jiulianyuanbenxinlihaiyouyidiandianqitaxiangfadelaoban,zaineizhihou,duiwogengjiadehaole。
chuleburangwohuiyanfabu,shuoshenmedouburangwoquyanfabu……
我心虚啊!
我心里没底啊!
woduiwozijizheizhongjixiangwutizhihenmeianquangan。
laobangentongshikanchuwoyikexinchunchunyudongdexiangzou,neigeyue,tamenlunfanshuofuwo。
xiaoshoubudetongshimaozulejingdezhaokehutankehuqiandingdan,haidoushineixiebeilierunangaomingdanpaixingqianbaidekehu。
yuebuchulaikehu,jiurangwodaidadianhua,yiyueyigezhun,yitanyigeqian。
neigeyuegongsiyejichuangxingao,zheishilaoban、tongshihewodesanying。
laobanzhuanqianle,tongshinatichengle,woyegenzhegongzishangzhangle。
congneizhihou,wojiuanxinzaixiaoshoubudaixia。
gaichichi,gaihehe,gaiwanwan……
laobanmeiyijian,tongshimeiyijian……
xinlaidexiaoshouzongjian,youhendadeyijian。
zhaowenzaoshangcaigangzhuazhuwochidaozheijianshifalewodegongzi,zheihuijingguowodegongwei,kandaowodiannaoshangfangzhedianshiju,jingguowoshenbiandejiaobuyizhuan,zoudaowopangbian。
tazhoumeibanlian,gouqishizhiqiaoleqiaowodezhuomian,「shangbanshijianjinzhikanjuyule,zheinibuzhidaoma?」
wozhaixiawuxianerji,taitoukanta:「nigangcaishuoshenmele?womeitingqing。」
tadeliansegengheile,nudao:「shangbankanjujinggaoyici,kouliangbai,sancijinggaonijiujiwozidonglizhi,wodeshouxiabuyunxuyounizheizhongbusijinqudeyuangong。」
zhaowenzheihuashuodehendasheng,likebaancuocuoguanchazheibianqingkuangdetongshijishuohuangle。
wozeshiqidezhanqilai,gentaduizhi:「wokanjushilaobanyunxude,laobandoumeishuoshenme,nipingshenmekouwogongzi,haijinggaowo。」
zhaowenqidingshenxiandifanbowo:「jiupingwoshinidedingtoushangsi,zhiyaonizaixiaoshoubu,wojiuyouzigeguanni。」
youtongshizhanchulaibangwoshuohua:「zhaozongjian,lelebuyiyang……」
tongshidehuahaimeishuowan,jiubeizhaowenbukeqididaduan:「meiyoushenmebuyiyangde,zaiwozheimeiyoutequan,yaoshixiaoshoubudeyuangongdouxiangtazheiyang,gongsihaizenmezuodazuoqiang?nizhanchulaititashuohuashihenxianma?youzheigeshijianhaibujikehuduodajigedianhua,duokaifajigexinkehu,doulengzheganma?buganhuodengzhehexibeifenga?」
zhaowendeyijuhua,zhijiejiurezhongnule。
yourenxiaoshengdiguleju:「lelezhishianjingdizuozaineizhuiju,youmeidaraodaoshei。」
yourenfuhezhe:「woyaonengxiangtayiyangnengdangjixiangwu,xinbuxinwobitahaizhangkuang?」
yourenshenbiaozantong:「jiushima!yaoshibawodecaishenyeqipaole,wogentaji……」
zhaowentingdaole,youbuzhidaoshisheishuode,qidehouchusheng:「sheizaishuohua?youbufudejiuzhanchulaidangzhewodemianshuo。」
youjigenianqingqishengdedangchangyaozhanchulaigentachao。
chuzaifengbaozhongxindewojianzhuang,zhidaozhaowenmingxianshibuhuaihaoyi,danxinmeiyoulaobanchengyaodetongshi,huibeitashajijinghouchaoyouyu,wozhihaozanqieyanxiazheikouqi,renxiazheigefakuanhejinggao。
zhaowenjianwoditoutuoxie,lianshangnanyandeyi,「bierangwozaikandaonishangbanshijianzuoxieyugongzuowuguandeshi,jirannixiandemeishigan,neijiubangqitatongshizhengliziliao。」
「neixie,xiabanqiandouzhenglihao。」
zhaowenzhizhewendangguanliyuanzhangtingdeweizhi,tagongweishangduizhehaimeizhenglihaodegezhongwenjian。
zhangtingturanbeigetdao,yilianmengbidigenwoduishi。
zaizhaowenzouhou,wogentakanzheneiduiwenjian,tayukuwulei:「zheixieshiwoyizhoudegongzuolianga,jintianxiabanqianzenmegandewan?」
wo:「tianshadezhaowen……」