1967nian，xiamo，beifangmoucheng，qingzhuanhutong。
huaishudeyezizaiwuhouyangguanglishaixiaxisuideguangban，luozaijigetiaopijindehaizishenshang。
xiangzilihuidangzheqingcuidetongyao：“xiaopiqiu，jiajiaoti，malankaihuaershiyi……”qizhongzuixianyande，shineigechuanzhesuihuaxiaoqunzi、zhazheyangjiaobiandexiaoyatou。taliandanyuanrun，pifuxuebai，yishuangheiputaosidedayanjinghushanhushan，tiaoqilaixiangzhilingqiaodexiaolu，yindezhouweidexiaohuobandouqiangzheyaohetayibianer。
“tanying，gainile！kuaitiao！”
“tanyingtiaodezuihaokanla！”
xiaonuomituanzisidetanyinggegexiaozhe，zhengyaojieguopijin，xiangkouchuanlaijiaobusheng。
tizhemanmanyilanzijidandeguihuashenerkuazhelanzizouguo，qiaojiantanying，lianshangduiqixiao：“aiyo，yingying，haiwanerni？kuaibietiaole，ganjinjiaqu！nibabahuilaila！gangjinhutongkou，woqiaojianla！”
hua！guihuashenerdehuaxiangzaipingjingdeshuimiantoulekeshizi，haizimenshunjianzhakaileguo。
“tanyingbabahuilaile？”
“shineigechuanlvjunzhuangdetanshushuma？”
“wa！tanyingbabashijunren！zhenlihai！”
xianmu、chongbaidemuguangqishuashuajujiaozaixiaoxiaodetanyingshenshang。zaizheige“yirencanjun，quanjiaguangrong”deniandai，junrenshihaizimenxinzhongzuishanliangdeyingxiong。nengyougejunrenbaba，shihutonglisuoyouhaizimengmeiyiqiudeshiqing。
raner，beixianmubaoweidexiaotanying，lianshangneimingmeidexiaorongquexiangbeifengchuisandepugongying，shudixiaoshile。neishuangqingchededayanjingli，meiyoujingxi，zhiyouyisiyunianlingjibuxiangfudechenzhongheleran。
babahuilaile？tanguodonghuilaile？
meiyourenbitagengqingchu，zheigebeilinliyanxiandejunrenfuqin，zheicihuilaiyiweizheshenme。
tashitanying，queyoubushineigemengdongdewusuitanying。tadelinghunlaiziweilai，taichuanchengleyuanzhu。tazhidao，fuqintanguodongzheicifengchenpupudiguilai，bushiweileyongbaoqinv，ershidaizhebinglengdejuexin，tayaolihun。
muqinyunduoshicengjingdezibenjia**。zaizheigeteshudeniandai，zheigeshenfenshitabeifudeyuanzui。dangchutanguodonglipaizhongyiquleta，rujin，taqueqianlitiaotiaodehuilailihun。
anzhaoneibenshulixiedeguiji，lihunhou，muqinyunduoyinwei“zibenjia**”deshenfenhelihunde“wudian”，henkuaijiuhuibeiboji，shiquyiyuanhuijidegongzuo，zuizhongbeixiafangdaopianpideniupeng。shulishuo，muqinhuizaineilishoujinquruhebingtongzhemo，zuizhongzaiyigehanlengdedongtian，qiaowushengxidibingsi，lianzhangguoshendecaoxidoumeiyou。
而她自己……
fuqinhenkuaijiuhuiyingquneigekebodewaishi，tahuibeihoumashiweiyanzhongding，dongzhedama，chibubaochuanbunuan，xiangkewurenwenjindeyecao。ranhouzaijinianhou，weilejiuneigesuoweide“yuanshunvzhu”，tahuishizudiejinbinglengdeheshuili，xiaoxiaodeshengmingjiaranerzhi，liangexiangyangdeshuihuadoubuhuijianqi。
linjumenhaizaiqizuibashedigongxita，xianmutayougejunrenbaba。
guihuashenerhaizaicuicu：“shayatou，lengzhegansha？kuaihuijiaya！nibakendingjinidaihaodongxile！”
tanyingtaiqitou，wangzhehutongjintouneigeshuxideyuanmen，yangguanghuangdetayouxiezhengbukaiyan。jia？neigedifanghenkuaijiubuzaishitadejiale。
tashenxiyikouqi，xiaoxiaodexiongtangqifuleyixia，zaitaiqitoushi，lianshangyijingjichuyigeshuyuwusuihaizide、tiantiandequemeishenmewendudexiaorong。
“ng！wozheijiuhuiqu！”tacuishengshengdiyingzhe，songkaipijin，xiangzhibeijingdongdexiaohudie，chaozheneigejijiangxianqifengbaode“jia”paoqu。
tabunengzuoyidaibi。yuanshudejieju，tahemuqindecansi，juebunengzaishangyan！xiaoxiaodequantouzaishenceqiaoqiaowojin，neishuangguofenchenjingdedayanjingli，ranshaoqiyunianlingbufudehuoyan。
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tanyinggangzoudaojiamenkou，neikeyiyadiqueyiranqingxichuanchudeshengyin，yijingxiangbingzhuiyiyangcichuanletadeermo。
“yunduo，qingkuangjiushizheiyang。weiguoshiweilejiuwodangdezidan，talinsiqianjiushengyikouqi，zhuazhewodeshou，rangwoyidingyaozhaoguhaotaxifuer。”fuqintanguodongdeshengyindichendexiangyibenpanjueshu。“xiulanyigerengukulingding，jingshenbengkui，jiciyaoxunduanjian！wobunengyanzhengzhengkanzheweiguojuelehou，kanzhetadaizhehaiziqusi！woshiweiguoweiyidetuofule！”
duanzandechenmo，kongqininggudefangfonengningchushuilai。
jiezhe，shimuqinyunduoyayide、posuidechuoqisheng，“guodong，feiyaolihunbukema？”yunduodeshengyindaizhenongzhongdebiyin，meiyigezidouxiangshizaiqixue，“womenyingyingcaiwusui，lihunletazenmeban？qishihaiyoubiedebanfabangtamende，wokeyimeigeyuejigongzijita。”
“yunduo！”tanguodongdeshengyindouranbagao，daizheyisibuyichajuedefanzao，suijiyouyalexiaqu，“nizenmebumingbai？xiulanyaodebushiqian！tayaodeshiyigeyikao，yigemingfen，yigenengrangtaanxinbahaizishengxialaiyangdadejia！taxianzaiqingxujidubuwending，renzhunlezhiyouwoquta，tacainenghuoxiaqu，cainengbaozhuweiguodehaizi！woyaoshixiushoupangguan，tazhentiaolehe，wozheibeiziliangxinnenganma？wozenmeduideqiweiwosideweiguo？”
tadunledun，sihuxianghuanheyuqi，“wozhidaoduibuqiniheyingying。nifangxin，lihunhou，womeigeyuehuianshijinimenjishenghuofei。yunduo，niyixiangzuimingshili，yezuishanliang，jiudangshibangbangwo，bangbangweiguoneimeichushidehaizi，xingma？suanwoqiunile。”
hehe，zhenhuidaodebangjia！
死渣男！
tanyingxiankailemenlian，xiaoxiaodeshenyingchuxianzaimenkou，lianshangguazhewusuihaiziteyoudedexiaorong。tabengbengtiaotiaodipaojinlai，mubiaomingquedipuxiangmuqinyunduo，xiangzhixunqiubihudexiaoniao，jinjinbaozhuleyunduodetui。
yunduoxiayishidiwanyaoxiangbanverhudegengjinxie。
tanyingyangqixiaolian，dayanjingqingchedexiangyiwangquanshui，haoqidikanxiangliansetieqing、meitouningchengyigechuanzidetanguodong，shengyinyoutianyoucui，daizhehaitongteyoudebuanshishi：“neigexiulanayihaokeliane！guihuashenershuo，jingshenbengkuiderenlianzijishisheidoujibuqingla，xianggebihutongfengledewangnainai，lianerzidouburendela！”tawaizhetou，xiaolianshangxiemanlechunzhendeyihuo，“neixiulanayidoubengkuile，zenmehainengneimeqingchudishuofeiyaojiajibabaniya？tazenmezhidaobabayidingnengjiutani？haoqiguaie，shibushixiulanayiqishimeibingya？”
“hushuobadao！”tanguodongxiangbeicaileweibademao，mengdiyishenglihe，“zheishisheijiadehaizi？darenshuohua，xiaohaizichashenmezui？meiguiju！”
“guodong！”yunduozheicifanyingjikuai，jihushibennengdijiangtanyingzhenggeerzangdaozijishenhou，shouruodejibeitingzhilexie，suiranshengyinhaidaizhekuqiang，queduoleyisibaohuyouzaidemuxingliliang，“tashiyingying！womendenver，nizoulewunian，tadouwusuile。”
buguo，tanyingneijukansitongyanwujidehua，zaiyunduoyuanbenbeibeishanghe“dayi”chonghundetounaoli，jiqilecengcenglianyi。
shia，jingshenbengkui，yigechuyuzheizhongjiduanqingxuxiadenvren，siweiyinggaishihunluande，shenzhishiposuide。takenengxiesidili，kenengmamuburen，danzenmehuiruciluojiqingxidi、mubiaomingquedi“zhiding”tanguodong，bingqie“feijiabuke”？zheizhendefuheyige“bengkui”zhedezhuangtaima？