第四章

zheilianaiyouxi,qishiwanqilaiyebunan。

ruguowomenshiyiduizhengchangdewangyewangfei,neiwomenyidingshiguozhemeirishenbiandougenzheshangbaigepuren,qianhuhouyongderizi。

danxianzaiwomenzhishiyiduifeichangpinqiongdewangyewangfei。

tashidaizuizhishen,wangfucaiwudouyichonggong,shenshangzhiyoudangjinhuangshang,tadehaoxiongdi「qinqingzengyu」debailiangbaiyin。

bailiangbaiyin,zaiguanglingjunjiaowai,zhileshijimutiandi,jijianwashe,yejiusuoshengwujile。

wozhishihuangshangzhihundegongnv,daidejiazhuangbuguozhishichongmianzidejixiangbuliao。

neixienian,woyuguxingzhiguozheijinbabaderizi。

meiyoupuren,yijianfang,shijimudidouxuyaowomendongshou。

kaichunshi,guxingzhiqujieleyitoushuiniu,chuanzheyishendazhebuding,juanqiyixiuhekutui,qushizheniuqianjin,wojiugenzaishenhousazhongzi。

jiuxiangzaixunchangbuguodenongcunfufu。

zhongwushi,jiujiangjiuzuohaodeluobing,juanzhexiancai,dalieliedizuozaitiangengshangchi。

jielaideshuiniuhenguai,buganhuojiumomodidaizaiyipangchicao。

jianwomubuzhuanjingdewangzhe,guxingzhiwenwo:

「要不要坐坐?」

haibudengwojujue,tajiujiangwojuqi,fangzaihuangniudebeishang,

jumuwangqu,chunyiangran,caozhangyingfei。

xiatian,jiamenkoudehehuachijielelianou,wobalianzizhaixia,lianouduntang,lianzizuozhou。

gudaideyekong,xingguangmantian,guxingzhichangyouxingqu,lazhewotangzaiyuanzhongdezhuyi,erbiantingzhewajiaochanming,chuizheyewandeqingfeng,shuzhexingxing。

qiutian,tianyiweiliang,guxingzhishouhaodaogu,shaodaimailexieli,huijiazhuchengbingtangdunxueli。

dongtian,yuanzaiqianlizhiwaidehuangshangzhongyuxiangqilewomen,zhaojianwomenhuigong。

suiranzhidaoqizhongjueduimeiyouhaoshi,danhuangmingbukewei。

lijiashi,wojiangsuoyouzhiqiandedongxidaishang。

haozaihuangshanghaishiyoudianliangxin,dangdijunshoupairenhusongwomenqujingcheng。

dongridejingchenghaishiyichangfanrong,lushangdejixuezaoyisaoqing。

wangzhelubian,yigehuatangrendetanfan,qiaozheyouxiexiqi。

guxingzhilazhewodeshou,nachujimeitongban,「jiwomenyehuayige......」tanfandeshouhenqiao,buguosuiyiqingnianjixia,yigehuolinghuoxiandebaituzichuxianzaishouzhong。

houlaiwowenguxingzhi,weishenmeyaogetuzi,tadiaokandao:「zhishijuedehenxiangmouren。」tuziguaiqiao,buguowoconglaibushizheiyangderen。

wenyan,wozhishixinranjieshou。

huangdizaigongzhongdabaiyanxi,jingchengzhongdedaguanxianguidoudaochangle。

坐在宴席的角落。

wobuzizaidichelecheshenshangdeyingbaisedehuafu,bushitajiaoqing,ershizheiyifushizaiyoudianjin。

zheijianyifuhaishineiwufucongcangkunachudeguojikuanshi,yebuheshen。

coujinwenwenhaiyouyigumeiwei。

zaizuoweishangwoyizhixiaodongzuobuting。

guxingzhikanchuwodeyiyang,kaikoudao:「zenmele?」

wogangzhunbeikaikou,jiutingdaorukouchuxianleyiduiren,buguoxianranzhujiaoshiqizhongdebeibaoweidenvzi。

shenzheehuangsedecixiuhuafu,chengdezhenggerenshifenwenwan。

buguogenlingwojingyade,shitayuwojiweixiangsidemeiyan。

buguotaxianranshiyigebiaozhundedajiaguixiu,furuningzhi,jiebairuyu。

kanlekanhuafuxiacucaodeshou,shengpingdiyiciyoulexiezibeideganjue。

kanleyanguxingzhi,suiranyeshichuanzhesanfameiweideyifu,buguotaquehaishiqiyubufan。

changniandelaozuobingmeiyouzaitadeliuxiashenmehenji。

nvziyezhuyidaozheibiandeshixian。

liangrenshixianzaikongzhongxiangjiao。

我有些坐立难安。

haojiahuo,zheibuhuishiguxingzhidelianrenba。

woyizhidoutingyihuode,huangshangweishenmexuanwo,zaikandaozheiweiyuwomeiyanxiangsideguniang,haiyoushenmebumingbai。

zheihuangdikezhenbuganrenshi,yingshengshengchaisantamenxiaoqinglv。

haipaigetalaiexintamen。

meilaiyoudexiongkoufamen,bitousuanse。

woditoumomochizhedianxin,nulipingfuxinqing,xinlibutingmonian,genwomeiguanxi。

天不随人愿。

suqingcizoudaowomenzhuoqian,zhijiewushiditoudewo,dao:

「xingzhi,zuijinhaihaoma?」

「......」guxingzhiwuyan,zhishimomodehejiu。

xushimeiliaodaotazheibanlengmo,lengleyixia,suijiyoudiaozhengguolaiguolai,「jinwan,laodifangjian。」wo......meishiba,wozheigemingyishangdechuwangfeihaizaizheiba。

jiuzheiyanggongrandiaoqing,daodiyoumeiyoubawofangzaiyanli。

fennubuguosanmiao,wojiuxieqile,kanbuqiwo,younengzenmeban,zijiyemeibenshijiaoxunta。

kanleshenpangdeguxingzhi,haizaiyibeiyibeidehemenjiu。

kanchutadexinqingbutaihao,woyouxieduqidewangpangbianzuo,litayuanyuande。

yewan,wolazheguxingzhideyixiu,shengyinmenmendao:

「xingzhi,jintiannengbunengbiequ。」

「......」

guxingzhihuanhuanchouchuyixiu。

jiuzaitazhuanshenlikaishi,wocongshenhouhuanbaozhuta。

「zhende,biequhaoma?woyigerenzhendehaopa。」

「.......」

zhitingzhangtanyisheng,tadeshoufushang,qingqingbaikai。

menzhiayisheng,chediguanshang。

kongqizhongmimanzheichuijinlaidefengxue。

wodailengzaiyuandi,chuizhetou,yanleizhibuzhubanzaiyankuangdazhuan,buyihuiwuyandekushengchuanlai。

zhendeganjuehaonanguo,weishenme,zhishizuoxieryi,weishenmexinhaotong。

......

dangwan,guxingzhiyiyeweigui。

dierri,guxingzhifengchenpupudeguilai。

dakaimenjiukanjianyandiyuqing,shenqingpibeideguxingzhi。

kanjianwohongzhongdeyanjing,lenglejimiao。

turanbaozhuwo,zaierbianshuozhe。

「对不起。」

wobishangyanbukanta,jibujujue,yebufankang。renyoutabaozhewo。

woyizhimeiyougaosuguoguxingzhi,tazheibeizizuitaoyandeyijuhuajiushi「duibuqi。」neitianguohou,liangrendoumoqidebutineiwandeshi。

yiqiedoufangfohuidaoledangchu。

guxingzhiduiwogenghaole,danqizhongbaohandekuijiu,shenshendecitonglewo。

「ali,nixingle,kuailaichangchangwoqinshouzuodeshourouzhou。」

wodazhehaqian,roulerouyan,kanjianguxingzhizhengduanzheiyiwanzhoujinlai。

wojiweizijuedezuozaiweizhishang,zuodengkaifan。

dengcaiquanbushangqi,wolvxiandongkuai,jialeyidakuaizidecai,zhuangdaowanli,jiulangtunhuyandechileqilai。

yebuguanshenmexianliang,zishiyaodeti。

zuijinjitian,guxingzhizongshizuohenduohaochide,xianrantashixiangweidangchudelikaizuobuchang。

youhaochidebuchi,shiwangbadan。

jianwozheijitiantaiduhuanhe,guxingzhiyesonglekouqi,kaishigenwoshangliangqiletadexiangfa。

离京。

woduicimeiyoushenmeyijian,zheigehuanggongfanzhengtayedainile。

woyouxieyiwai,tahuigenwoshuozheixie,bijingwomingmianshangshigehuangdideren。

meiguojitian,guxingzhijiujicongcongdidaizhewobaibiehuangdi。

woshuduyeshi,xiaoshuo,wozhidao,guxingzhizheizhonggaoaoderen。

kendingbuhuiganxinzuoyigeyongyuandefeiren。

xushigaoxingwomenshiqu,huangdishanglewomenjibailiangbaiyin。

shangdejibailiangbaiyin,haiburuhougongniangniang,suiyishangdeyijianshoushi。

wokanleyanguxingzhidebiaoqing,yilianganjitilingdeshenqing,shenzhihaizaigenhuangdirelietanlundangchutamendeguoqu。

dazhangfunengqunengshen,shuoshihuaxianzaidewoqueshiyoudianpeifutadeyanji。