第五章
8.
“nizaipianwo！nikendingzaipianwo！”
“liyuanni？rangtagunchulai！tazenmenengjiuzheimesile？“
shenyufengleyiyangzhiwenyaoyao。
yaoyaodeyanzhongmanshibeiqi：“jieshouxianshiba！liyuanjiushisile，beinihaisile！”
ruguowomeiyouweishenyusichubenzouluoxiayishenjibing，ruguowomeiyouweishenyuguoliangchouxue，ruguowomeiyoubeisongjinjianyu，wojiubuhuisi。
kexishijieshangmeiyouruguo。
shenyusisiyaozhexiachun，budebujieshouzheigexianshi。
tanannanziyu：“wobuzhidaohuizheiyangde，wozhishibatasongjinlejianyu，womeixiangrangtasi......”
yaoyaodelianshangchuxianleyisichaofeng：“zheiyangbushizhenghaoma？nihenidexiaochengzhongyukeyizaiyiqile！”
“xiaocheng？”shenyumengrantaitou，shenqingbiandejiweikepa，“shia，liyuanzenmenengsi？tasilesheilaijiuxiaocheng？”
napazhidaolewodesixun，tadiyigexiangdaodehaishilicheng！
kelichengzhishigepianzia！
shiwangxijuanneixin，wobuyuanyizaikanshenyu。
yaoyaoyerenwukeren：“shenyu，ayuanzainihuanyiyuzhengdeshihouyizhipeizheni，nibuganjiyejiusuanle，weishenmejicisanfandishanghaita？”
shenyuxiayishidifanbodao：“bukeneng！peiwodeshixiaocheng！liyuancongmeizaiwomianqiandanguogangqin，tagenbenbuhui！”
yaoyaodeleishuiconglianjiashangmanmangunluo。
taleiliumanmiandiwen：“nizhendebuzhidaoayuanweishenmebuzainimianqiandangangqinma？”
沈雨彻底愣住了。
9.
congxiao，wojiubeifumuxianqi。
suoyourendougengxihuanlicheng，dougenglianxilicheng。
woweiyideweijie，jiushigangqin。
jiaowogangqindelaoshicengjingmanlianzantandishuo：“ayuan，nishiwojianguozuiyoutianfudehaizi。qucanjiabisaiba，nikeyizhanshangshijiejidewutai。”
neishihouwoyehuanxiangzhezijinengchengweigangqindashi，zaijuguangdengxiayiyifaguang。
keshiheshenyujiehunneitian，tabeijialijidutayijiudebiaojietuixialelouti。
wofenbugushendichongguoqujiezhuta，daozhishouyanzhongguzhe。
wozaiyebunengxiangyiqianneiyangdanchuyoumeidequdiaole......
wozaiyebunengshixianwodemengxiangle......
congneiyihou，wozaiyemeiyoupengguogangqin。
yinweilichengheshenyuzhengchaodeshihou，woyeshitugaosuta：“lichengbushineigeweinidangangqinderen，wocaishi！”
shenyunaonudishuo：“neinixianzaidanjiwokan！”
我沉默了。
wozaoyibushidangnianneigebeilaoshishengzanderenle，huibuzijuezhandoudeshouzhigaosuwowozuobudao。
taziyiweichuopolewodehuangyan，lenglengdijinggaowo：“biezaixianggexiaochouyiyangshitupianwole。niyuezheimezuo，woyuejuedeniexin！”
zhidaoxianzai，shenyucaixiangqilejiehunneitiandeshi。
wonianshaoshidemengxiang、wowuyulunbidetianfuhecaihua，douyinweishenyuerxiaosanlea！
shenyuxiangshiyixiazizaoshoulejudadetongku，jibeikaishizhandouqilai。
tadeshuangmushiqujujiao：“zenmekeneng，zenmekeneng，jiwodangangqindezenmekenengshiliyuan......”
“wobuxin，wobuxin......”