chenmoxuandeliansehennankan。
"wenya，nizainaoshenmepiqi？"tazoudaowomianqian，yadishengyinshuo，"zheifenhetongduiwenshiyouhaochu，nibierenxing。"
"renxing？"wokanzhezheigenanren，huranjuedehenmosheng。
jiyizhongdechenmoxuanwenwenerya，duiwosuiransuanbushangreqing，danzhishaokeqi。xianzaikanlai，neibuguoshiweizhuang。
"chenzong，mafanningaosuwo，zheifenhetongduiwenshiyoushenmehaochu？"wozhizhezhuoshangdewenjian，"shibawomenjiazhishiyideyingshijidiyisanyidejiagemaijinin？haishibawenshiyulezuizhuanqiandeyirenjingjibumengongshourangren？"
陈墨轩的表情一僵。
tameixiangdaowohuizheimezixidiyanjiuhetongneirong。
"shichangjiagebenlaijiushizheiyang，zaishuowenshixianzaizijinjinzhang..."
"zijinjinzhang？"wodaduanleta，"neiqingwenchenzongshizenmezhidaowenshizijinjinzhangde？womendecaiwubaobiaoshenmeshihouduiwaigongkaile？"
huiyishilianjingdekepa。
linshiyudelianseyijingchedibianle，tameixiangdaowohuiwendezheimejianrui。
"jiejie，niwuhuile。"tazhanqilaixiangyaojieshi，"shiwogenchenzongtiqigongsizuijindekunnan，tacaizhudongtichubangmangde。"
"e？"wozhuanxiangta，"neinidaoshishuoshuo，wenshijituanyudaoleshenmekunnan？"
linshiyuzhanglezhangzui，yishijianshuobuchuhualai。
yinweiwenshijituangenbenjiumeiyouzijinkunnan。
shanggejidudecaibaoxianshi，jituanbudanmeiyoukuisun，faneryinglipofeng。
"wo..."linshiyuqiujiubandikanxiangchenmoxuan。
"goule！"chenmoxuanzhongyurenbuzhule，"wenya，nijintianshizenmele？pingshibushihentinghuama？xianzaizenmebiandezheimeduoduobiren？"
听话？
我差点笑出声来。
yuanlaizaitamenyanzhong，wojiuyinggaishigetinghuadebaishe，renyoutamenbaibu。
"chenzong，woxiangwoxuyaozhongxinrenshiyixiaziji。"wokanzheta，yiziyijudishuo，"lingwai，wojuedewomendehunyueyexuyaozhongxinkaolvle。"
"nishuoshenme？"chenmoxuanlengzhule。
"woshuo，woyaojiechuwomendehunyue。"wozhongfuleyibian，"wojuedewomenbutaiheshi。"
会议室里炸开了锅。
linshiyulianshangshanguoyisibuyichajuedexingfen，danhenkuaijiubeidanyoudebiaoqingfugaile。
"jiejie，nibuyaochongdong。"tazouguolaixiangyaolawodeshou，"nihechenzongdeganqingyizhihenhao，zenmenengyinweiyidianxiaoshijiu..."
wobikailetadeshou："shenmexiaoshi？lianhewairentaokongzijijiadegongsi，zheisuanxiaoshi？"
"womeiyou！"linshiyujile，"woshiweilegongsihao！"
"weilegongsihao，suoyiyaobagongsizuizhiqiandezichanlianjiachushou？"wolengxiao，"linshiyu，niyiweiwohaishineigeshenmedoubudongdewenyama？"
她愣住了。
congxiaodaoda，woconglaimeiyouzhihuguotademingzi，gengmeiyouyongguozheizhongyuqihetashuohua。
"wenya，ni...nibianle。"tadeyanzhongyouleishuizaishandong，kanqilaichuchukelian。
zheizhaoduinanrenhenyouxiao，danduiwomeiyong。
"renzongshihuibiande。"woshouqilianshangdexiaorong，"tebieshizaijinglileyixieshiqingzhihou。"
比如死亡。
"zheifenhetongwobuhuiqian，chenzong，henbaoqianlangfeilenindeshijian。"wonaqizhuoshangdewenjian，"lingwai，guanyuwomendehunyue，wohuiranglvshiquchuli。"
说完，我转身就走。
"wenya！"chenmoxuanzaishenhouhanwo，"nijiwozhanzhu！"
我没有回头。
chulehuiyishi，wozhijiequlefuqindebangongshi。
wenjianguozhengzaidadianhua，kandaowojinlai，ganjinjieshuletonghua。
"yaya，nizenmelaigongsile？tingshuozuotiannizaigongsiyundaole？"
hechenmoxuandexuweibutong，wenjianguoduiwodeguanxinshizhenchengde。suiranbugourelie，danzhishaoshifazineixinde。
"ba，womeishi。"wozaitaduimianzuoxia，"danwoxianghenintantangongsideshiqing。"
wenjianguozhoulezhoumei："gongsideshiqing？nixiangtanshenme？"
"guanyuchenshichuanmeidetouzihetong。"
tadebiaoqingshunjianyansuqilai："nizenmezhidaozheijianshi？"
"wogangcaizaihuiyishiyudaolelinshiyuhechenmoxuan。"wobagangcaifashengdeshiqingjiandandishuoleyibian。
wenjianguotingwan，liansechenlexialai。
"tazenmenengsizihechenshitanpan？zheimedadeshiqingyebugenwoshangliang？"
"ba，ninzhunbeizenmechuli？"wowen。
wenjianguochenmoleyihui，tanlekouqi："yaya，nizhidaonimuqinduishiyudeganqing。tacongxiaobashiyudangqinshengnveryangda，xianzairangtajieshoushiyubushiwenjiaren，tazuobudao。"
我明白他的难处。
wenfurenchengmeiyunzheixienianbalinshiyudangchengqinshengnver，xianzaiyaorangtachengrenzijide"nver"shijiade，tadeqinshengnvershibieren，queshihencanku。
danzheibushilinshiyukeyisiyiwangweideliyou。
"ba，ganqingshiganqing，gongsishigongsi。"wokanzheta，"ruguonindasuanranglinshiyujichengwenshijituan，neiwomeihuashuo。danruguoninhaixiangbagongsichuanjiwo，neijiubunengrangtajixuzheiyanghunaoxiaqu。"
wenjianguokanzhewo，yanzhongyoujingyayeyouxinwei。
"yaya，nizhangdale。"tashuo，"yiqiandeniconglaibuhuihewotanlungongsideshiqing。"
yiqiandewenyaqueshibuhui。
tazibeiqienuo，juedezijibupeijichengjiaye，juedelinshiyubizijiyouxiu。
danwobushiyiqiandewenya。
我是死过一次的人。