第4章

wodaoleyibeishuijigouzi,qingshengshuo:「ruguonixuyaojiyudeheiliao,woxianzaihaimeiyou。」

tachijingdikanzhewo,shouzhikouzaibolibeishang,yuyanyouzhi。

woxiaolexiao,shengyintigaolejidu:「danshi,guoduanshijianjiuyoule,daoshihouwohuilianxini。」

「jiangxiaojie,nideshou……」

我的手还在流血。

shoushangdeshangkou,zaishenyesuizheshijianzhujianzhixue、jiejia、yuhe。

danxinlideshangkou,queyongyuanxianxuelinli。

shangyishi,wobenlaixiangfangguochuguidejiyu,yeshixiangfangguoziji。

houlaizoushangjuelu,doushitabiwode。

wohejiyuzaiyiqiqinian,wotoutoushiguohunsha,guangguotongzhuangdian。

youyiwuyianshitajianjiazhang,tadourangwodeng。

dengleqinian,denglaitahecengyunzaiyiqibudaobannian,jiudaitajianlejiazhang。

jiyushuotabuailvyou,qinianshijianwomenguangguozuiduodedifang,shijuzudesheyingpeng。

ketadaicengyunqulewozuixiangqudebalidao,haijitapailehenduomeimeidezhaopian。

tamenzaiwozuixihuandexiafanzongyishangdaxiuenai,daozhiwokanzhezongyijiemu,zaiyechibuxiafan。

fensimenkefengle,dakaishejiaoruanjian,putiangaididoushijiyuhecengyundeshipin。

zheimexingfu,zheimegaodiao。

chendewoxiangyingoulidelaoshu,xiangjianbudeguangdexiaohua。

buganxinxiangshengsuoyiyang,ledewochuanbuguoqi。

woxiangyonggongzuomabiziji,kejiyuzheimemang,yebuwangjiwogongzuoxiabanzi,hewoyuehaodegongzuobushituichijiushishuangyue。

woyizhiyinren,zhidaocengyunshengchandeneitian,wokanzhexinwen,faxiantadeyuchanqi,hewodangchudeyuchanqijiuchaleliangtian。

yejiushishuo,wohecengyunjihushitongshihuaiyunde。

shenzhi,tashengchandeyiyuan,jiushidangchuwoliuzheleiwuzhudataidetongyijia。

cengyunzaijiyudexixinzhaoliaoxiashunlifenmian,nvying,qijinsiliang,feichangjiankang。

erwodehaizi,quelianchushengdezigedoumeiyou。

kanzhejiyuzaijingtouqiangandongluolei,gengyandishuo:

「zuomuqintaiweidale,kanzhecengyunjinglizhentong,woxintongrujiao,wozheibeizidouqiancengyunde,yidinghuihaohaoaitahehaizi,ganxiesuoyoumeiti,wohenxingfu!」

wodezhijiahenhenqianjinzhangxin。

季裕说他很幸福?

tadexingfushenshencitonglewo。

weishenmetaqipianwo,chuguibeipan,quehainengminglishuangshou?

weishenmetamingzhidaoyigenvrendangmuqinburongyi,yaoshejiwoqudatai?

woshiqulehaizi,taquechengweisuoyourenxinzhongdehaofuqin!

weishenmeshitadecuo,shoudaoshanghaidequeshiwo。

woqifendilianxijiyu,quefaxiantabawosuoyoudezhanghaodoulaheile。

wotongguojingjiren,jijingzhanzhuanzhaodaota,haimeishuohua,jiyubianlengshengdao:

「jiangsheng,xiwangnifangcongmingdian!

ganweixiewo,pohuaiwodejiating,xiangxiangniyeyoujiaren,wobuhuirangnihaoguo!」

woliansecangbaidixiaolexiao,guadiaodianhua,jiangjiyuhewodezhongzhongguowangfazailewangshang。

jiyuxiangfensianshiwodewangxiangzheng,youzhaolelvshituandui,yijigewuguanjinyaodezuimingqisuwo。

从此,我跌入深渊。