beiqinshengfumuconggueryuanjiehuizhoujia，jiashaoyedidijiangwodusi。
yuanlaitapawogentazhengduojiachan。
wobingweihenta，fanerweilinghunnenggoutaolizheigejuewangdejiatingerqingxing。
kedaomeideshi，wofaxianjiusuanwosile，yiranwufalikaizheigaisidezhoujia！
houlaiwozhongshengzaibeitamenzhaohuiquneitian。
我选择不爱他们。
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yuanbenwoyiwei，zhishaowosihou，qinshengfumuhuidiaoxiayiditongqingdeyanlei。
kedangwodelinghunpiaodangzaiyitishangshi，quekanjiangandaoyiyuandefumubiaoqingjibunaifan。
“caishibasuijiucusi？baiyangtasannianle！”
woneijiashaoyedidizhouchengcheng，cishiquezhuangmozuoyanganweifumu：“ba，ma，sigemingbuhao，zhiqianyizhizaigueryuan，yingyangyebugou，shentibuhaozoudezao，ai。”
benyiweizheigepingriliyiqifuwoweiledejiadidi，cishizhongyuliangxinfaxian，quebuxiangtahuafenghuranyizhuan。
“buguogaiqingxing，tameisizaijiali。”
fuqinzhouhaocishiyeheichenyizhanglian，tashizhoujiaqiyededongshizhang，pingrishuohuadaizheyiguziweiyan，jianyizhangbaibugaizaiwodeyitishang，tadao：“anpairenbayitisongquhuozangchangba，chengchengshuodemeicuo，meisizaijialisuantadongshi。”
“zanglijiubiebanleba，dajiadoutingmangde，nishuozheijiangutou，zaobusiwanbuside，mingmingguojitianjiushichengchengshengrile，tazheibushitianmeitouma？！”muqinliruofenghurankaikou，tasihuxiangqiangxingjichuyidiyanlei，yitixiantazuoweiqinmudebeiai，kelianbiedetonghong，yemeiyanleimaochu。
“tabijingshiwozhoujiadegurou！”fuqinyuqiyanli，wotaitouwangxiangta，xinlimomingqidai。
“huohuale，anpaibinyiguanderenzhaodifangfangzhejiucheng！wozuijinhenmang，zheishiniqubanba。”
“ze，wozuijinyehenmang，haiyouyifenxiangmumeiqianxialai！jiaojinimishuqunong。”liruofengfanlegebaiyan。
hai，rendousile，wohaizaiqidaishenmeni？！
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18suidewo，yigerenyaoyanulishengcun，quexiangbudaofuqinzhouhaoweiyiyicikuawodongshi，juranshiyinweiwosizaihuijiadelushang。
zhengxiangzhe，shanshanlaichidesanjiezhoumanling，tazhangxiangtianmei，duirenheaikeqin，shidajiakouzhongqinqiedongshiqieshanliangdetianmei，ketakanjianbaibuhou，quebaoyuandao：“huiqi！”
wojingjingkanzhe，xinzhongzaoyimamu，mingmingwohetamenliutangzhexiangtongdexuemai，quehebeilingyangdezhouchengchengyouzhetianchadibiededaiyu。
woxiang，yaoshitamenyangdegousile，kongpadouhuibiwosidiaonanguobaibei。
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wochangshiwangtamenfanfangxiangzou，quefaxianwufalikaitamenwumizhiwai。
weishenme？weishenmewosile？doubunengtuoshenyuzheijiaren？！
wokuxiao，ruguotamenzhidaowodehunpowufayuanli，yizhigenzaitamenzhoubian，buzhidaotamenxinlihuizenmexiang。
chexianglifenweiyayi，zhidaozhouchengchengdehuadapozheifenanjing。
“妈，我饿了。”
liruofenglimabiaoshi：“chengchengmashanggaokaole，bunengyinweizheijianshifenxin，madainiquchiriliao。”
zhouchengchengyanzhuyanzhongxiaoyi：“ma，sigeshengqianzuixihuanchihuoguo，woxiangchidunhuoguo，jidiansige。”
huoguo？wozheibeizicongmeichiguozhenzhengdehuoguo，fanerchenglezhouchengchengzuichandejiekou。
wozhijide，zaigueryuandeshihou，wogenzhepengyouzaicaishichangjianlebushaolancai，zaigueryuandehoushandaguoshenghuo，jianglancaiyezhuruqingshuizhong。
neishiwozheibeiziweiyichiguodeyici“huoguo”。
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shengqianneizhongjieganyouzaiciqinxi，wodiyicijianshidaozhenzhengdemeiwei。
kexiwoshengqianmeiyoufuqi，sihouyezhinengyanbabakanzhe。
fumuyujiadididakuaiduoyi，sanjiezhoumanlingdaoshimeizenmechi，jiusuandidijiangshiwujiajintawanzhong，zhoumanlingyezhishiyaoyaotoushuomeiyouweikou。
zhouchengchengquegenfumudao：“ba，ma，youdianla，nengbunengjiwoquduimianchaoshimaipingsuannai。”
fumulimadaying，duiyuzhouchengchengrenheyaoqiu，tamencongweiyouguojujue。
erzhouchengchengyezaifumulikaidedangkou，yihuodixunwenzhoumanling：“sanjie，nigaibuhuizaiweisigedesishangxinba？”
zhoumanlingqueluchuyifuxianqideshense：“tasilecaihaoni！”
wodunjuexinzhongyiliang，wohetayouwushenchoudahen，bumingbaizhoumanlingweihehuishuochuzheizhonghua。
zhouchengchengyanzhongyixi，quehaishiguzuobeitongdidao：“sanjie，sigerendouzoule，jishiyouenyuan，gaifangxiahaishifangxiaba。”
xiangbudaozhoumanlingqueyilianfenkaidimadao：“yaoshitaheniyiyangdongshijiuhaole，neizaiziganghuilaishi，zongchanzhewomensige！hailaosaoraobama！rangrenyanfan，yidianjiaoyangyemeiyou，nizhidaoma，tajuranhai！”
shuodaoci，zhoumanlingdunshilianhong，quehaishifennudixiaoshengdao：“tajuranhaidaowodefangjian，bawoneiyitouzou！yaoshibeibamazhidao，feibaletapibuke！zheigebiantai！sidedakuairenxin！”
tingzhoumanlingzheimeyishuo，woxiangyaojieshi，yinweiwokewangqinqing，suoyicaiduitamenjiuchanbuxiu，nazousanjiexuyaohuanxideyifu，youbushizhinazouletadeneiyi，shiyinweikantapingritaimang，meishijianxiyifu，xiangbangtabayiwuqingxiganjing，yinweizaigueryuan，womenbicijiushizheiyanghuxiangbangzhu，wokuxiaopianke。
woyishilinghun，tamengenbentingbujianwoshuoshenme。
erqiezaitamenyanzhong，wojiushigezhazi，ruguobushiyinweitineiliuzhehetamenxiangtongdexuemai，tamenlianhuadoubuhuihewodoushuoyiju。
“wozhishijuedeexin！tashenshangdechouweiheyiyuandexiaodushuiwei，zaiwobizilihuisanbuqu，daorenweikou！”
chouwei？suiranwozhiyousantaoyifu，kemeitianwodouhuihuanxiganjing，erqiezhiyaochuhan，wohuijiahoudiyijianshijiushixizao。
yinweiwoyongyuanjideqinmuliruofengwuzhebizi，bishiwodemoyang。
“nalilaidesuanchouwei，nishibushiqulajiduijianlajile？womenzhoujiameijiniqianma？kuaidiangunquxizao。”
mingmingwocaicongyushichulai，shenshangtoufahaimeigan，tamenquejuedewoshenshangshizhongyouyiguhetamengegeburudechouwei。
renxindepianjianshiyizuodashan，duitamenlaishuo，woshiconglajiduilipachulaidedongxi，shenshangdaizhenanyixiaomodelajiwei。
cishizhoumanlingquehaishiwuzhubizi，youxiebunaifandishanshanfengdao：“niwendaomei？neiguzichouweihaoxianghaizai，siledouburangrenxiaoting！zhenshide！chousile！”
wodelinghunxianghoupiaoqu，likaizhoumanlingwumi，miandewode“chouwei”rangtafannao。
zheishiwocaifaxian，wokeyisuiyixuanzezhoujiarengencong。
却也只限于周家人。