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gentaxiangbi,wodexinqingqueshiruzaoleipi!

tazenmeneng,tazenmegan!!

zheishiwohualejihusuoyoudejixuherenmaijiguanminzhunbeidelianaiqizhounianliwu,zheilidefangzishianzhaowomenganglianaimeiqianshihuanxiangdejiademoyangzaode。

woxiwangdengyihouwomenlaole,keyihehaiziyiqizaizheilianxiangwannian。

zheibujinjinshiyizuodao,gengshiwomenaiqingdejianzhengheyueding!

可她现在在做什么?

bujinjindaibiedenanrentazuzheili,haiyunxutasuiyichuru?

taotiandefennujiangwoyanmei,danshirenpingwozenmehouzenmejiao,doumeiyouyong。

毕竟,我已经死了。

yangqixingfendigenzheguanminjiangzhuangyuandoucanguanlebian,zuihouzaiyigexiaofangjianmenkoutingxia。

他疑惑道:

“jiejiezenmebukaimen,zheishishenmefangjian?”

guanminshenmidixiaolexiao,shouxiayishidifumoshanglezijideduzi。

“laizhiqianbushishuoyaojinigejingxidema?jiuzaizheilimian。”

tingdaozheihua,yigehuangtangdecaiceturanjiujijinlewodenaozi。

jibianwoyizhianweizijibukeneng,jueduibukenengde,danxinzangquexiangbeiyishuangdashouyueqiayuejin,yuelaiyuetong。

我根本骗不了自己。

yinweineigefangjianzhengshiwoqinshoushejideyingerfang。

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guanmindakaimen,yuanbenkongdangdefangjianbeitiqianbuzhilexuduolansedeqiqiu。

qiqiuzhongjianhaiyongshengzidiaozheyizhangxiaobchaodan。

yangqizaiyuandilenglehaojiucaifanyingguolai:

“hai,haizi?wode?keshijiejienibushigenshennianan......tazhidaozenmebana?”

guanminpuchixiaoleyisheng,henshiwusuoweidao:

“zhidaojiuzhidaobei,zhenghaoyouliyoushuaileta,nibushiyizhiyaomingfenma,haizibabadeshenfenruhe?”

yangqizheixiazhongyuanxin,chongshangqianjinjindibaozhuguanmin,jidongdidahandao:

“woyaodangbabale!woyaodangbabale!jiejiewoaini,woyaogennijiehun!”

shuozhejiudanxiguilexiaqu,shenzhilianjiezhidoumeiyou,zhishicongshenpangdeqiqiushangchexiayigenpiquan,raozaileguanmindeshouzhishang。

xiangdangchuwoweileqiuhun,tiqianjigeyuebuzhichangdi,haiqupaimaihuimailetaxihuandexiyoubaoshi,guanmindoumeitongyi。

kerujindaizhezheijianlousuibiandexiangpijin,tajurangandongdetongkuliuti。

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7nianqianyudaoguanmindeshihou,tazhengzaijuzubeiyigedaoyanshanbazhang。

tingshuoshitadaideyanyuanbeizifangsaijinlaiderenjihuanle,taqibugoulaililunde,suiranbeiqifudehencan,dantaquehaobuditoushenzhifangxiahenhua:

“zongyouyitianwohuirangniqiuzheyongwodeyirende!”

suoyourendouchaoxiaotabuziliangli,kewoquebeitayanzhongdezhiaoheqiangdashenshenxiyin。

biyehou,wojujueledagongsideyaoqing,yiranjuerandijiaruletadeqixia。

weiletadeneijuhua,zaikuzaileidegongzuowodoujie,weileyigexiaojiaosebaweihechuankongwoyejixuhe。

zhengzhengwunian,wojihumeihuiguojia,zhengtiandouzhanzhuanzaigezhongjuzupaixi。

jiuzheiyangwoyibuyibudipadaoleyingdideweizhi,yezhongyuyouzigexiangguanminqiulehun。