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没日没夜的发烧。
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kexianzaipangbiandeweizhizaojiumeilewendu。
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wobeitadeshengyinhedeyijiling,qingxingle。
zheicaifaxianbuzhidaoshenmeshihoujieqileshouji。
woqiangchengzheganliedesangzikaikou,“wojintianbutaishufu,guojitian?”
taxiaodehenfengci,“nizheimetuozheyouyisi?”
“chuchushijianzhendebuduole,nijiubunengrangtakuaikuaileledelikaizheigeshijiema?”
qiaochuchushijianbuduole,nandaowodeshijianjiuduoma?
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“womenshisanniandefuqiqingfen,zenmenengshuoduanjiuduan,nishedema?”
“nidejiarenwunianqianyinweiyichangdahuodousiguangle,chulewo,ninahaiyoujia?”
yuanlai,tayezhidaozheigeshishangchuletawozaimeiyourenheqinrenlea!
tazirenweiwolibukaita?
suoyicaihuibugujiwodeganshou,renyi**woma?
woqiajinzhijian,tengdefazhan,“mingmingshinixianbuyaowode!shinibuguzheishijiniandeqingfen,niyoushenmezigeshuowo?”
wokudesangzidouyale,huashuodeduanduanxuxu。
gujinzeduizheshoujiyibianbianshuotabuhuipaoxiawo。
更不会不要我。
tashebudewoyigerengulinglingde,zhendezhishibaqiaochuchudangmeimeidanchundemanzutadeyuanwangeryi。
可他骗我。
tabuhuiheqiaochuchufashengdianshenme。
可我看到了。
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wodangshidanaodoushidangjide。
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gujinze,zuorenbunengjiyaoyouyaode。
爱你太累了。
wozaiyebuxiangainile......