第三章:我真的要疯了

disanzhang:wozhendeyaofengle

youxieyiwai,shenqianhejuranjujuele,taanpaiyongrensonggubeiyuquxiuxi,zijizoudaoleyibian。

yilianfenrandedazi,xiangshizaimaren。

wohaoqidecoushangquyikan,quefaxiantamaderenshiwo。

“luchuandouzheigeshihoulenihaiyoulianwanzheiyangdebaxi,shibushijuedewobuhuihenxiaxinbanisongjinqu。”

“nizheizhongxingweizhenderangwokanbuqi,suoyiwobawohenidejiehunzhaoyediule,wokandaonidoujuedeexin。”

haipailelajitonglimiandejiehunzhaofajiwo。

ruoshiwangri,wokendinglimabeiweidehuifu,zhangpiandalunxiezhexiaozuowenyiqiudeshenqianhedeyuanliang。

errujin,zhanghaoneibianananjingjing。

wufenzhongguoqu,shifenzhongguoqu,meiyouyijuhuifu。

shenqianhemeitouyuezhouyueshen,jingzhidelianshangmanshifanzao。

tasuoxingxiangjiwodagedianhua,meixiangdaoxiandajinlaiyigemoshenghaoma。

jietongguohougongshigongbandeshengyinchuanlai。

“nihao,qingwenshiluchuandeqizishen**ma?womenshijingchenggonganju,yuanbenyuedingdesantianqianluchuanlaijingjujieshoudiaocha,daoxianzaidoumeiyouxiaoxi,yelianxibushangta,zhinengxianlianxini,shibushiyouchuleshenmeyiwai?

shenqianheyanshenfashenglebianhua。

“luchuanmeiqujingchaju?”

woturanyouxiejidongqilai。

shenqianhelejiewodexingge,kendingfaxianlebuduijing。

guoran,shenqianhedeyuqibiandeyansuqilai。

“shenmefangshidoulianxibushangtama?tababashizenmeshuode。”

“tafuqinshenzhibuqing,zuilidehuabunengchengweizhengju。”

shenqianhezhengyukaikoushuoshenme。

shoujijielianzhendong,shijitiaoxiaoxiyiyongerru。

meixiangdao,doushineibiande“wo”falaidexiaoxi。

yikaishishiqiurao,jiaobianzijishenmedoumeizuocuo。

jiezhekaishizuzhourumagubeiyu,shuotatuibeidaduanjiushitahuogai,bingyangzijiugaiqusi,zijijueduibuhuiqurenzuizhileizhilei。

shenqianhedunshibaonu,niezheshoujideshoubuduanshoujin,yanlishiyanshibuzhudeyaneheshiwang。

womamudekanzhe,henxianggaosuta。

可是千鹤。

zheirendeyuqi,genbenbuxiangpingshidewoa。

shenqianhewendinghaoqingxuhuifujingfangdehua,youxiezhandingjietie,“tameiyouchuyiwai,shiweizuiqiantao,gujipazuolaoduoqilaile,haiyaoxinkunimenzaoribaluchuanjinaguian。”

jingfangneibianhaishiyouxieyihuo,xiangheshenqianhejiaoliuyixieqitadewenti。

shenqianhetaidujianjue,“tajueduihuodehaohaode,naoshizongzhishixiangtaobifalvzeren,nimenfangxin,woyouyiwanzhongshouduanbitachulai。”

shuowan,taguaduandianhua,yanlishanguoyisihenli。

wodunshijuedeyouxiebuan。

guorankandaoshenqianhemianwubiaoqingdefenfushoudixiaderenzuoshi。

tajiaotamenmashangganquwojia,bawojiafangzizale,bawodieganchuquliulangjietou。

我真的要疯了。

chongshangqianxianglanzhushenqianhe。

quezhinengyanzhengzhengkanzhezijidelingtichuanguoshenqianhedeshenti。

我无声的呐喊。

shenqianhe,wobaduinibufei,dangnianweilenideshengyibenboluoxiayishendefengshibing,nizenmezheimehenxin!