第4章
womeiyoupianni......woshi......woshizhendeyizhiaizheni......
dangbaoguobeimanmandakaishi，yishukuweidemeiguihuachuxianzaizhongrenyanqian。
meiguihuabanyijinggankufahei，huajingshanghaidaizhexiexuanhongsedehenji。
qinyuliansecangbai，shuangshouzhandouzhenaqineishukuweidemeigui。
yizhangzhanranzhexuejidekapianconghuashuzhongdiaoluo。
shangmianxiezhe：qinaide，jiehunjinianrikuaile。duibuqi，wokeneng......zaiyebunengjinimaihuale。
wokanzheqinyumanmandunxiashen，jianqineizhangkapian。
"zheishi......zheishitadebiji......"qinyunannanziyu，shengyinzhongchongmanlenanyizhixin。
woduomexiwangnengyongbaota，gaosutawoyouduoaita。
dancike，wozhinengwuzhudikanzhetabengkui，kanzhetazhongyuyishidaotakenengyongyuanshiqulewo。
qinyu，nizhongyumingbailema？wocongweitingzhiaini，jishizaishengmingdezuihouyike......
qinyukanzhezheizhangkapianyidongbudongliangjiu。
wangduizhangzhinengxiaoxinyiyidijixudakaibaoguo，dakaibaoguodeneiyike，turandaoxiyikoulengqi,lianseshunjianbiandecanbai。
taliangqiangzhehoutuijibu,yanzhongmanshinanyizhixindekongju。
"zhei......zheishi......"wangduizhangdeshengyinzhandoudejihuwufachengju。
qinyujianzhuang,gubushangnanyizhixin,lijishangqianchakan。
dangtakanqingbaoguolidedongxishi,zhenggerenruzaoleiji,jiangzaiyuandi。
那是一颗头颅。
yikeshuxidebunengzaishuxidetoulu。
qinyudeshuangtuizaiyezhichengbuzhu,zhongzhongdiguidaozaidi。
tadeyanjingdengdejida,zuichunbuzhudizhandou,quefabuchurenheshengyin。
"bu......bukeneng......"tazhongyujichujigezi,shengyinquexiangshicongyaoyuandedifangchuanlai。
bangongshilideqitatongshimenyezhuyidaoleyichang,fenfenweileguolai。
dangtamenkanqingbaoguolideneirongshi,zhenggebangongshixianrulesiyibandejijing。
yourenwuzhuzuiba,qiangrenzhebushigan;
yourenjingkongdihoutui,zhuangdaoleshenhoudebangongyi;
haiyourenlijitaochushouji,zhunbeishangbao。
danqinyusihuduizhouweideyiqiedoushiquleganzhi。
tazhandouzheshenchushou,xiangyaochupengneiketoulu,queyouzaibankongzhongtingzhu。
"haohui......zenmeshini？"qinyuqingshengninan,leishuibushoukongzhidiyongchuyankuang。
woduoxianggaosuta,shide,shiwo。
wojiuzaizheili,yizhizaikanzheni。
qinyudeshouzhiqingqingfuguoneizhangcengjingrucishuxidemianpang。
tadedongzuoxiaoxinyiyi,fangfoshaoyiyongli,yanqiandeyiqiejiuhuihuaweipaoying。
"bukeneng......bukeneng......"qinyudeshengyingengyandejihutingbuqing,"bukeneng......zenmehuishini......"
wangduizhangzhongyuhuiguoshenlai,lijizhihuitongshimenfengsuoxianchang,lianxifayi。
danzheixieshengyinzaiqinyuerzhongdoubiandemohubuqing。
tadeshijiefangfozhishengxialeneiketouluheshouzhongdekapian。
cengjingdetianmihuiyiyucankudexianshijiaozhizaiyiqi,rangtajihuwufahuxi。
"weishenme......weishenmehuibianchengzheiyang......"qinyunannanziyu,yanleizhibuzhudiluoxia。
wokanzheqinyubengkuideyangzi,xinrudaoge。
woduoxianggaosuta,buyaonanguo,zheibushinidecuo。
qinyudeshouzhiqingqingfuguowodemeiyan,fangfozaiquerenzheishifouzhendeshiwo。
turan,taxiangshixiangqileshenme,mengditaitoukanxiangbangongshidemenkou。
"bu......buhuide......zheiyidingshiezuoju......"qinyudeshengyindaizheyisifengkuangdexiwang,"haohuiyidinghuituranchuxian,gaosuwozheizhishigewanxiao......"
wokanzheqinyutongkuzhengzhadeyangzi,xinrudaoge。
ruguokeyi,woningyuanchengshouqianbaibeidetongku,yebuyuankandaotarucibengkui。
"duibuqi,qinyu......"wodelinghunwushengdininan,"wobenxiangjiniyigejingxi,quemeixiangdaohuibianchengzheiyangdejieju......"
qinyudemuguangzaiciluozaineiketoulushang,tadeyanshenzhujiancongbuganxiangxinbianchenglejuewang。
taqingqingfumozhewodelianjia,yanleiwushengdihualuo。
"weishenme......weishenmeyaozheiyangduiwo......"qinyudeshengyinjihuweibukewen,"nizenmebujingguowodeyunxuxianzouni?"
wodelinghunqiaoqiaokaojinqinyu,xiangyaojitayigeyongbao,quezhinengchuanguotadeshenti。
zheizhongwunengweilideganjuerangwogengjiakuijiu。
"duibuqi,qinyu......wobugaiyongzheizhongfangshilikai......"wozaixinlinahan。
"wozhishixiangrangnizhidao,zhidaozuihouyike,wodoushenaizheni......"
qinyuturanjinjinbaozhuneiketoulu,fangshengdaku。
tadekushengsixinliefei,fangfoyaojiangsuoyoudetongkudoufaxiechulai。
"haohui......haohui......"qinyubuduanzhongfuzhewodemingzi,shengyinlichongmanlewujindebeishangheaohui,"nihuilai......nihuilai......"
kanzheqinyubengkuideyangzi,wodelinghunyegandaowubitongku。
danwozhinengwushengdikanzhe,kanzhewozuiaiderenxianruwujindebeishanghezizezhong。
zhenggebangongshixianruleyipianhunluan,danqinyufangfochengleyizuogudao,yuzhouweideyiqiedougejuekailai。
tademuguangshizhongmeiyoulikaineiketoulu,fangfozaixunzhaoyigeyongyuanyedebudaodedaan。
wangduizhangqiangpozijicongzhenjingzhonghuifuguolai,tazhidaoxianzaibushiganqingyongshideshihou。
zuoweiyimingjingyanfengfudejingguan,tabixulijikaishisoujizhengju,zhuichazheigekepabaoguodelaiyuan。
"suoyouren,zhuyi!"wangduizhangdeshengyinhuifulewangridezhending,"womenxianzaijiushiyigefanzuixianchang。liming,nilijilianxifayihejianshike。zhanghua,qudiaoqubangonglousuoyoudejiankongluxiang。xiaozhou,nifuzexunwenmenwei,lejiebaoguosongdadejutishijianhejingguo。"
bangongshilidunshimangliuqilai,meigerendoudaizheyisijinzhangkuaisuxingdongzhe。
wangduizhangzoudaoqinyushenbian,qingqingpailepaitadejianbang。
"qinyu,wozhidaonixianzaihennanguo,danwoxuyaonilengjingxialai。nishiwomenzuiyouxiudejingguanzhiyi,womenxuyaonidezhuanyesuyang。"wangduizhangdeyuqijiandingerwenhe。
qinyumeiyouhuida，zhishidaidaidikanzhezheiketoulu。
tadeyanshenkongdong，fangfolinghunyijinglikailequti。
guoleliangjiu，tacaimunedidianlediantou。
qinyuhuanhuanzhanqishen，dongzuojiangyingdexianggejiqiren。
tayongxiuzihuluancashizhelianshangganhedeleihen，liuxiayidaodaohongsedeyinji。
wodelinghunjingjingdizhushizhezheiyiqie，buduandihuixiangshisheibawosongdaozheilide。
我死后发生了什么？
wonulihuiyizheshengqiandezuihoushike，danjiyirutongwuzhongfengjing，mohubuqing。
wangduizhangqinzinaqineigezhuangyouwotouludehezi,xiaoxinyiyidichakan。
"zheigehezikanqilaihenputong,dan**gongyixiangdangjingxi，yinggaishihenjiuzhiqianzhunbeide......"tanannanziyu,"yexuwomenkeyicongzheilizhaodaoyixiexiansuo。"
jiuzaizheishi,zhanghuacongcongpaolehuilai。"duizhang,woyijingdiaoquleguoqu24xiaoshidesuoyoujiankongluxiang。danshi......"
"danshishenme?"wangduizhangzhuiwendao。