第一章我死了
qizideqingrenjiaosuofensi，chaowoposanong**。
shihouhaizhuangshouhaizhe，hewoyitongjinleyiyuan。
zaiwoshengmingchuiweishi，qiziquelazhuyisheng，yaoqiuxianjitabeihedaodeqingrenjiancha。
jishiyishenggaozhita，wosuishidouyoukenenghuisi，yezhishidedaotabunaifandeyiju。
“sileyeshihuogai，yaobushita，achengzenmehuishoushang！”
keshi，wosihou，nizenmeyouhongleyanni？
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我死的很突然。
turandaowoshangyimiaohaizaiyinweinong**dezhuoshaotongkuhaojiao，xiayimiaojiulaidaolewodeqizihuangyashenbian。
ercikedewo，ziranyemeiyoucuoguotaneiyiju“sileyeshihuogai，yaobushita，achengzenmehuibeishoushang！”
lianshangshiyirujiwangdeyane。
jiehunsannian，wocongweizaitalianshangjianguoqitadebiaoqing。
worenshouzhenong**zhuoshaopifuheshenjingdewubitongku，zhiweizaijiantayiyan。
ercike，woxinxinniannianderen，queshouzaibierendebingchuangqian，manliandanyou。
xiangdaozheier，wodexinxiangshibeishangbaigenzhenzhaleyiyang，tongdewodoukuaiwufahuxile。
erdengtazhuantoukanxiangchuangshangliansecangbaidenanrenshi，youshunjianhuanshangleyifuxintengdebiaoqing。
yishuangtaohuayanlijinshiwomeijianguodejinzhanghedanyou。
“yishengni！yisheng，haibukuailaikankanacheng！”
huangyadejiqiedesangyinyinlaileyisheng。
danyishengkanleyiyanchuangshangderenhou，shuoleju“meishenmedashihou”jiuyaozou，quebeihuangyayibalazhu。
napayishengzaisanqiangdiao，gebidewowobeinong**quanshenzhongdushaoshang，mingzaidanxi；erzhouchengzhishishoushangbeijianqide**zhuoshaoleyigexiaopao，genbenmeiyoudashi。
danshihuangyahaishiyaoleyaotou，dizailemenqian。
“buxing，nimenbixuxianxianjiachengzhiliao！neige**silecaihao，zhenghaojiachengpeizuile。”
yitiqiwo，huangyadeyuqishunjianjiubianle。jiuhaoxiangwoshitadeshafuchourenyiban，henbudedanqirouheqixue。
wunai，yishengzhidexianjizhouchengchulishangkou。buguoyifenzhong，shangkoujiuchuliwanbi。
huangyabenhaixiangzherangyishengjizhouchengzuogequanmianjiancha，quebeizhouchengyibalazhule。
“suanle，xiaoya。haishirangyishengxianqukankanchengangeba，womeishide，kekeke…”
zhouchengyirujiwangde“shanjierenyi”，zheikeranghuangyaxintenghuaile。
tahongzheyan，kuaibuzoudaochuangqian，wozhulezhouchengdeshou。
“nijiushitaishanliangle。tadouneimeshanghainile，nijingranhaizaiweitazhexiang。”
“woshizhenmeixiangdao，chenganzheimeedu！shangyicitahainishiwuzhongduzhuyuan，zheiyicihainibeipo**，yaoshiyaobujitadianjiaoxun，xiayicihaibuzhidaotanengzuochulaiduoedudeshini！”huangyayaoyaqiechidao。
“meishide，kenengshiwozuijinhenizoudetaijinle，suoyichengangecaihuizheiyang。douguaiwo…”zhouchengjiamojiayangdekuleqilai，zhishizhanzaipangbiandewoquemeiyouhushitayanzhongyishanerguodedeyi。
“qingwenshichengandejiashuma？chenganxianshengganggangyijingqiangjiuwuxiaoqushile…”
“gaosuta，yaosiganjinsi，bielaoxiangzheyongzheizhongzhuoliedeshouduanlaiyinqiwodezhuyi！”
menkouxiaohushideshengyindaduanlehanqingmaimaideliangren，huangyadelianseshunjianjiubiandebunaifanleqilai。
“rangtayaosiyesiyuandian，shengderangachengzhanranshanghuiqi！”
shuoba，huangyajiuqichongchongdiguanshanglebingfangdemen。
晦气？
woheta，xiangshishiqinian，xianglianwunian，jiehunsannian。
zheimeduoniandeganqing，daozuihou，wojingranzhidedaolehuiqierzi。
程安啊，程安。
你可真失败啊。
xiangdaozheier，wobujinzichaodexiaoleqilai。
只是笑着笑着，
yanjiaodeleijiuliuchulaile。