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hunlidangtian，wohenanyoutichufenshou，shanchutadeyiqielianxi。
houlaiwoqiongkunliaodao，tagongchengmingjiu。
weilejimuqinzhibing，woguixiaqiqiutajiewoyibaiwan。
taxinrandaying，rangwojitadangyongrenduiwobaibanzhemo，yaoyaqiechidezhiwenwo：
“shibushihouhuidangchuhuihunle。”
tabuzhidao，wodelehemuqinyiyangdeyichuanbing，jiuyaosile。
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“jiniershifenzhong，laijiewo。”
shoujilishoudaogutingzhidexinxishi，wozaiyiyuangangjishoushuwandemuqincaxiwan。
wojimuqinyehaobeiru，gaosutayoushiqingyidingyaoanling，jiuhuiyourenlaichakantadeqingkuang。
dingzhuwan，wojiujimangpaoxialou，daleyiliangchuzucheqianwanggutingzhifadejiubadizhi。
ruguochaoguoershifenzhong，gutingzhiyouyaoxiangfazichengfawole。
shangcijinjinchaleshijimiao，tajiurangwozaimenkoushuileyiye，ganranlefenghanhaidewoyigexingqicaihao。
wozaimenkouhuanlejimiaocaituikaibaojianmen，gangjinqu，jiutingjianyidaoyinyangguaiqideshengyin：
“yuanlaishitingzhijiadeyongrenlaile，woshuozenmeyouyigusuanchouwei！”
wowenshengkanqu，shuohuaderenshishenhao，tashigutingzhizuihaodepengyouzhiyi。
yiqianwohegutingzhizaiyiqideshihou，daoshihetashichangjianmian，shuohuayehenkeqi，rujinduiwoshipoyoubuman。
shenhaobianshuohaibianniezhebizi，lianshangshiyifuxianqideshenqing，redezhongrenhongtangdaxiao。
womianhongerchidezhanzaiyuandi，kanxiangzuozaizhongjianyiyanbufadegutingzhi。
gutingzhizuoshouqingdazaishafashang，youshoudianleyizhixiangyan，yanquanzaishangkongmanmanhuanrao。tadehuailihaikaozheyiweinvsheng，yinweidengguangdewentikanbuqingzhangxiang。
“buhaoyisiraoledajiadexingzhi，wozhanwaimiandengniba，guzong。”
wofushangmenbashou，zhunbeichuqu。
“等等。”
gangcaikaozaigutingzhihuailidenvshengchaowozoulai，yizhangfengziyelidelianyingruwodeyanjing，shichenfangfei。
wodelianseweiweifabai，shouzhibuzijuedeshoujin，tajingranzhendehegutingzhizaiyiqile。
xiangduiyuwodejinzhang，chenfangfeibiaoxiandeluoluodafang。
“haojiubujiana，yumeng，guodehaihaoma？”
tazuihuizhuangzuoyifuhaoxiangchudeyangzi，beidiliquexinhenshoula，shifenyinxian。
wobuxiangyutayoutaiduoqianche，duitahanshouhoujiuyaochuqu，jieguotazhijiejiangmenfansuozhu。
“laidoulaile，zhijiezoukebulimaoe。”
taliangqiangdibawozhuaidaozhuoqian，zhizhezhuoshangbaileliangpaidebaijiudao：
“yiqianwomenjianmiannicongbuhejiu，zheicibazheixiejiuhelejiudangshinipeizuile，kebiesaoledajiadexingzhi。”
wochongtabaishou：“wobuhuihejiu。”
chenfangfeimiexiao，zhuanshenpudaogutingzhidehuaili，duitaqingshengsajiao。
“tingzhi，kanlainijiayongrenhaoxiangbutingwodeni。”
gutingzhiwenyanqingxiaochusheng，chongnidenielenietabizi。
“nishiwodeweihunqi，yumengyejiushinideyongren，yitiaogoueryi，zhurenrangtaganshenmetajiugaiganshenme。”
“zhiyaonengrangnikaixinjiuhao。”
gutingzhiliangbodesangyinshunjianlingwoquanshenjiangying，woerantaitou，duishangtazenghendemuguang，neixindunganqiliang。
他就如此恨我吗？
yiqianwohetacanjiajuhui，tazongshishiwujuxidezhaoguwo，congburangbierenqifuwo。
zhiqianyourenshuoleyijubiandiwodehua，tayidianmianzimeijizhijiebataganchuqu，haidangzhongxuanbusheizhaowodemafanjiushihetaguobuqu。
jingguoneijianshi，quanliderendouzhidao，tachongworugu，buyunxuwoshoudaoyisishanghai。
xianzaidetazhuanshuchongaiyijingjilebieren，zaitayanliwozhishigebeiweidijian，weileqiankenguizaitajiaoxiadetanmuxurongdenvren。
chenfangfeixiaodehendeyi，yanzhongduiwodeqingmiegengzhongle，shenhaoyebangqiangdao：
“tazheiyangdijianderen，yibeiziyehebudaozheimehaodejiu，bianyitale。”
wokuxiaochusheng，naqiyipingjiuwangzuiliguan，jiujingdaijiwodeshaozhuodibuguoxindidetongku，leishuibanzhejiuyiqiwangxiatunyan。
jianchizhu，haiyouyigeduoyuejiujieshule。
我在心里默念。