tamenyiweimaizangdeshiwodeshigu,quebuzhi,neishiwofuchoudezhongzi。
tamenyiweiqiequdeshiwodetianfu,quebuzhi,neishiwoguilaideyaochi。
dangwodeguhuibeihunruniantu,zhichengneifutamenmengmeiyiqiudetaluopaishi,youxi,caiganggangkaishi。
我,回来了。
我死了。
yishixiangyilvjijiangximiedeqingyan,piaofuzaibinglengdekongqili。wo「kan」zhewodezhangfuchenye,hewozuihaodeguimilinweiwei,tamenlianshangmeiyouyisibeishang。
wodeshitihaitangzaiwoshideditanshang,tiwenweisan。ertamen,jiuzaiketingli,pobujidaidijinxingzheyichangguiyierxiedudeyishi。
「ayandeguhui,zhendenengchengzaitadelinglima?」linweiweideshengyindaizheyisizhandou,bushikongju,ershijizhidexingfen。tacengshiwoweiyide「lingmeizhushou」,yeshiwozuixinrenderen。
chenye,woaileshinian、jialewuniandezhangfu,cikezhengyongyizhongjinhuqianchengdekuangre,jiangwodeguhuixiaoxinyiyididaoruyigeshengmanbaiseniantudetaopenli。tadecelianzaihunandedengguangxiaxiandewubimosheng,neishuangcengwushuciwenrouningshiwodeyanjing,rujinzhishengxiatanlandehuoyan。
「dangrankeyi,」tadeshengyindichenerduding,「jiangyanzhisuoyinengchengweizuidingjiande『minglitaluoshi』,bushiyinweitadejiqiao,ershitadexuemai,tadelinghuntianshengjiuyuzheixiezhipaigongming。womenshaleta,yongtazuijinghuadeguhui,hunrushengmuniantu,qinshoushaozhiyifuduyiwuerdetaluopai。zheifupai,jiangbuzaishiyucemingyun,ershi……chuangzaomingyun!」
创造命运。
多美的词。
weici,tamenlianshoucehualewodesiwang。yibeijialewusewuweiduyaodehongjiu,jiuzaiyixiaoshiqian,youchenyeqinshoudidaowodechunbian,bansuizheyiju「laopo,xinkule」。
woshiyimingminglitaluoshi,danwocongbuweirensuanming。wodekehufeifujigui,tamenzhaowo,shiweile「shuli」he「bianzhi」mingyundesixian。wonengkandaomeigerenshenshangchanraodeyinguoyeli,bingyongyifuteshudegutaluopai,zhaodaoneixiekeyiqiaodongdejiedian。wochengzijiwei「mingyundecaifeng」,erfei「weilaideyuyanjia」。
zheixiangtianfuweiwodailailejudadecaifuhediwei,yeweiwozhaolaileshashenzhihuo。
chenyehelinweiweijiyude,bushiwodeqian,ershiwodenengli。tamenyiwei,zhiyaoyongwodeguhuizhichengtaluopai,jiunengxiangduosheyiyang,jichengwoyushengjulaidetianfu。
duometianzhen,youduomeedu。
wokanzhetamenjianghunhelewoguhuideniantufanfurounie,xiang**yijianyishupin。wodeyishibeiyiguwuxingdelilianglachezhe,juanruneituanhuibaisedenituzhong。jutongchuanlai,fangfolinghunbeiyicuncunniansui,zaiyuneixiebinglengdekeliwuqiangxingronghe。
wowufajianjiao,wufazhengzha,zhinengbeidongdichengshou。wodehenyi,wodebugan,wodeyuandu,xiangcuihuajiyiyang,yuwodelinghunsuipianyitong,shenshenluoyinzaizheituanniantuli。
tamenjiangniantufengechengqishibagexiaokuai,yongjingqiaodemojuyazhichengyizhangzhangkapaidechuxing。ranhou,songrutezhideyaozhong,yongshengmutanhuojinxingzuihoudeshaozhi。
「weiwei,qubataneifujiupainalai,fangzaiyaoding。rangxinpaixishoujiupaidelingxing。」chenyezhihuizhe。
linweiweixingfendipaojinwodegongzuoshi,pengchulewoneifushiruoshengmingdegutaluopai。neishiwocongyiweishenmidejipusainvlangshouzhongjichengde,shiwoliliangdeyuanquan。
dangjiupaibeifangzaiyaoding,liehuoshengtengdeneiyike,woganjuedaoyiguqiangdadexili。jiupaizhongyunhandegulaoershenmideliliang,chuantouyaobi,fengkuangdiyongruneixieyouwoguhuizhichengdepaipizhong。
不,不是涌入。
是共鸣。
shiwocancundelinghun,yuneiguliliangchanshengdegongming!
liehuozhong,woposuideyishifeidanmeiyouxiaosan,fanerxiangshibeicuiliandejinshu,biandejianrenerfengli。wodehenyichenglehuoyan,wodejiyichenglekeyin。daaerkanei,xiaoaerkanei,quanzhang,shengbei,baojian,xingbi……qishibazhangpaideyixiang,rutonggangyin,shenshenluojinwodelinghunshenchu。
我不再是江言。
wojiushizheifupai。zheifuyouwodegu、wodehui、wodehen、wodeyuan、wodelinghuncuilianerchengdefuchouzhipai。
buzhiguoleduojiu,yaohuoximie。chenyedaizhehouhoudeshoutao,manhuaiqidaididakaileyaomen。
yigubinglengdehanqipumianerlai,rangtadalegeduosuo。
taxiaoxinyiyidiquchudiyizhangpai。neizhangpaidezhiganwenrunruyu,queyoutouzhegucibandebingleng。paimianguanghua,meiyourenhetuan。
「zenmehuishi?tuanni?」linweiweicouguolai,yilianbujie。
chenyeyezhouqilemei。tanaqiyizhang,youyizhang,qishibazhangpai,quandoushiyipiankongbai。
「shibaile?」linweiweideshengyinjianruiqilai,「bukeneng!womenwanquananzhaogujishangdeyishilaide!」
「bieji。」chenyeqiangzuozhending,tanaqiyizhangkongbaidepai,huapozhijian,jiangyidixuemozaipaimianshang,kouzhongniannianyouci,kaishiletabiejiaodezhanbuyishi。
jiuzaitadexuejiechudaopaimiandeshunjian,woganjuedaoyiguliliangyongrutinei。
paimianshang,yuanbendekongbaishunjianbeinongyudemoseqinran。fuxianchude,bushishenmeweilaideyuzhao,ershiyifuqingxidehuamian——chenyehelinweiwei,beiwushushuangcanbaideshoucongdidituorushenyuan,tamendebiaoqingyinjidudekongjuerniuqu。
「a!」linweiweijianjiaoyisheng,hedehoutuiyibu。
chenyeyemengdirengdiaoleshouzhongdepai,lianseshabai。「zheishishenme……zheishizuzhou!」
tabuganxiangxin,younaqilingyizhangpai。paimianshangxunsufuxianchulinweiweiqiqiaoliuxue、diaosizaihengliangshangdekongbujingxiang。
「bu!bushizheiyangde!」chenyechedihuangle。tayizhangzhangdifankan,meiyizhangpaishangfuxiande,doushitamenweilaigezhongcanburendudesizhuang。zheifupaifeidanmeiyoujitamendailaichuangzaomingyundeliliang,fanerchengleyuyantamenhuimiedesangzhong。
「zheifupai……zheifupaibeizuzhoule!shijiangyan!shitadeyuanqi!」linweiweibengkuidijianjiao,zhizheneiduipai,xiangshizhizheshenmezuikongbudeguaiwu。
chenyedeyanzhongshanguoyisihenli,tazhuaqineifupai,chongchubieshu,quchelaidaojiaowaideyichufeipinhuishouzhan,jiangzheigeguntangde「zuzhou」,liantongzhuangzhetadejinhe,yiqirengjinleduijirushandelajiduili。
zuowanzheiyiqie,tacaisonglekouqi,fangforengdiaodebushiyifupai,ershiwodeguihun。
tayiweizheiyangjiujieshule。
他错了。
dangjinheluoruheiandeneiyike,wosuoyoudeyishichediyuzheifupairongweiyiti。wo「kan」zhetacanghuangtaolidebeiying,zaixinlifachulewushengdelengxiao。
陈冶,林薇薇。
你们亲手创造了我。
xianzai,youxikaishile。wozhixuyaojingjingdidengdai,dengdaixiayigenengjiangwocongheianzhongshiqideren。
等待我的**人。