我死后,他们用我的骨灰占卜第1章

tamenyiweimaizangdeshiwodeshigu,quebuzhi,neishiwofuchoudezhongzi。

tamenyiweiqiequdeshiwodetianfu,quebuzhi,neishiwoguilaideyaochi。

dangwodeguhuibeihunruniantu,zhichengneifutamenmengmeiyiqiudetaluopaishi,youxi,caiganggangkaishi。

我,回来了。

我死了。

yishixiangyilvjijiangximiedeqingyan,piaofuzaibinglengdekongqili。wo「kan」zhewodezhangfuchenye,hewozuihaodeguimilinweiwei,tamenlianshangmeiyouyisibeishang。

wodeshitihaitangzaiwoshideditanshang,tiwenweisan。ertamen,jiuzaiketingli,pobujidaidijinxingzheyichangguiyierxiedudeyishi。

「ayandeguhui,zhendenengchengzaitadelinglima?」linweiweideshengyindaizheyisizhandou,bushikongju,ershijizhidexingfen。tacengshiwoweiyide「lingmeizhushou」,yeshiwozuixinrenderen。

chenye,woaileshinian、jialewuniandezhangfu,cikezhengyongyizhongjinhuqianchengdekuangre,jiangwodeguhuixiaoxinyiyididaoruyigeshengmanbaiseniantudetaopenli。tadecelianzaihunandedengguangxiaxiandewubimosheng,neishuangcengwushuciwenrouningshiwodeyanjing,rujinzhishengxiatanlandehuoyan。

「dangrankeyi,」tadeshengyindichenerduding,「jiangyanzhisuoyinengchengweizuidingjiande『minglitaluoshi』,bushiyinweitadejiqiao,ershitadexuemai,tadelinghuntianshengjiuyuzheixiezhipaigongming。womenshaleta,yongtazuijinghuadeguhui,hunrushengmuniantu,qinshoushaozhiyifuduyiwuerdetaluopai。zheifupai,jiangbuzaishiyucemingyun,ershi……chuangzaomingyun!」

创造命运。

多美的词。

weici,tamenlianshoucehualewodesiwang。yibeijialewusewuweiduyaodehongjiu,jiuzaiyixiaoshiqian,youchenyeqinshoudidaowodechunbian,bansuizheyiju「laopo,xinkule」。

woshiyimingminglitaluoshi,danwocongbuweirensuanming。wodekehufeifujigui,tamenzhaowo,shiweile「shuli」he「bianzhi」mingyundesixian。wonengkandaomeigerenshenshangchanraodeyinguoyeli,bingyongyifuteshudegutaluopai,zhaodaoneixiekeyiqiaodongdejiedian。wochengzijiwei「mingyundecaifeng」,erfei「weilaideyuyanjia」。

zheixiangtianfuweiwodailailejudadecaifuhediwei,yeweiwozhaolaileshashenzhihuo。

chenyehelinweiweijiyude,bushiwodeqian,ershiwodenengli。tamenyiwei,zhiyaoyongwodeguhuizhichengtaluopai,jiunengxiangduosheyiyang,jichengwoyushengjulaidetianfu。

duometianzhen,youduomeedu。

wokanzhetamenjianghunhelewoguhuideniantufanfurounie,xiang**yijianyishupin。wodeyishibeiyiguwuxingdelilianglachezhe,juanruneituanhuibaisedenituzhong。jutongchuanlai,fangfolinghunbeiyicuncunniansui,zaiyuneixiebinglengdekeliwuqiangxingronghe。

wowufajianjiao,wufazhengzha,zhinengbeidongdichengshou。wodehenyi,wodebugan,wodeyuandu,xiangcuihuajiyiyang,yuwodelinghunsuipianyitong,shenshenluoyinzaizheituanniantuli。

tamenjiangniantufengechengqishibagexiaokuai,yongjingqiaodemojuyazhichengyizhangzhangkapaidechuxing。ranhou,songrutezhideyaozhong,yongshengmutanhuojinxingzuihoudeshaozhi。

「weiwei,qubataneifujiupainalai,fangzaiyaoding。rangxinpaixishoujiupaidelingxing。」chenyezhihuizhe。

linweiweixingfendipaojinwodegongzuoshi,pengchulewoneifushiruoshengmingdegutaluopai。neishiwocongyiweishenmidejipusainvlangshouzhongjichengde,shiwoliliangdeyuanquan。

dangjiupaibeifangzaiyaoding,liehuoshengtengdeneiyike,woganjuedaoyiguqiangdadexili。jiupaizhongyunhandegulaoershenmideliliang,chuantouyaobi,fengkuangdiyongruneixieyouwoguhuizhichengdepaipizhong。

不,不是涌入。

是共鸣。

shiwocancundelinghun,yuneiguliliangchanshengdegongming!

liehuozhong,woposuideyishifeidanmeiyouxiaosan,fanerxiangshibeicuiliandejinshu,biandejianrenerfengli。wodehenyichenglehuoyan,wodejiyichenglekeyin。daaerkanei,xiaoaerkanei,quanzhang,shengbei,baojian,xingbi……qishibazhangpaideyixiang,rutonggangyin,shenshenluojinwodelinghunshenchu。

我不再是江言。

wojiushizheifupai。zheifuyouwodegu、wodehui、wodehen、wodeyuan、wodelinghuncuilianerchengdefuchouzhipai。

buzhiguoleduojiu,yaohuoximie。chenyedaizhehouhoudeshoutao,manhuaiqidaididakaileyaomen。

yigubinglengdehanqipumianerlai,rangtadalegeduosuo。

taxiaoxinyiyidiquchudiyizhangpai。neizhangpaidezhiganwenrunruyu,queyoutouzhegucibandebingleng。paimianguanghua,meiyourenhetuan。

「zenmehuishi?tuanni?」linweiweicouguolai,yilianbujie。

chenyeyezhouqilemei。tanaqiyizhang,youyizhang,qishibazhangpai,quandoushiyipiankongbai。

「shibaile?」linweiweideshengyinjianruiqilai,「bukeneng!womenwanquananzhaogujishangdeyishilaide!」

「bieji。」chenyeqiangzuozhending,tanaqiyizhangkongbaidepai,huapozhijian,jiangyidixuemozaipaimianshang,kouzhongniannianyouci,kaishiletabiejiaodezhanbuyishi。

jiuzaitadexuejiechudaopaimiandeshunjian,woganjuedaoyiguliliangyongrutinei。

paimianshang,yuanbendekongbaishunjianbeinongyudemoseqinran。fuxianchude,bushishenmeweilaideyuzhao,ershiyifuqingxidehuamian——chenyehelinweiwei,beiwushushuangcanbaideshoucongdidituorushenyuan,tamendebiaoqingyinjidudekongjuerniuqu。

「a!」linweiweijianjiaoyisheng,hedehoutuiyibu。

chenyeyemengdirengdiaoleshouzhongdepai,lianseshabai。「zheishishenme……zheishizuzhou!」

tabuganxiangxin,younaqilingyizhangpai。paimianshangxunsufuxianchulinweiweiqiqiaoliuxue、diaosizaihengliangshangdekongbujingxiang。

「bu!bushizheiyangde!」chenyechedihuangle。tayizhangzhangdifankan,meiyizhangpaishangfuxiande,doushitamenweilaigezhongcanburendudesizhuang。zheifupaifeidanmeiyoujitamendailaichuangzaomingyundeliliang,fanerchengleyuyantamenhuimiedesangzhong。

「zheifupai……zheifupaibeizuzhoule!shijiangyan!shitadeyuanqi!」linweiweibengkuidijianjiao,zhizheneiduipai,xiangshizhizheshenmezuikongbudeguaiwu。

chenyedeyanzhongshanguoyisihenli,tazhuaqineifupai,chongchubieshu,quchelaidaojiaowaideyichufeipinhuishouzhan,jiangzheigeguntangde「zuzhou」,liantongzhuangzhetadejinhe,yiqirengjinleduijirushandelajiduili。

zuowanzheiyiqie,tacaisonglekouqi,fangforengdiaodebushiyifupai,ershiwodeguihun。

tayiweizheiyangjiujieshule。

他错了。

dangjinheluoruheiandeneiyike,wosuoyoudeyishichediyuzheifupairongweiyiti。wo「kan」zhetacanghuangtaolidebeiying,zaixinlifachulewushengdelengxiao。

陈冶,林薇薇。

你们亲手创造了我。

xianzai,youxikaishile。wozhixuyaojingjingdidengdai,dengdaixiayigenengjiangwocongheianzhongshiqideren。

等待我的**人。