第一章恢复视线
wozaihuilaijibiaogeqingshengdelushangfashengleyiwai。
lianhuanchehuochanshengdedabaozhazhafeilewodezuoyoushou。
jidudetengtongzhong，woyanzhengzhengkanzhediaozaidishangdeshoujixiangleliangfenzhong，zhongyuzaizuihouyimiao，pinjinquanliyongxiaehuadongpingmujieqi。
“mama......”
wohailaibujishuoshenme，dianhuaneitoujiuxiangqibaonudeshengyin：
“jiangpingan，wojinggaoni！zaibuhuilainijiujiwosizailushangba！”
电话被挂断。
neiyishunjian，wosangshilesuoyoudeqiushengyu。
mama，runisuoyuan，zheiyiciwozhendesile。
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zaiduhuifushixiandeshihou，woyijingpiaozaibingfangbankongle。
woqinyankandaomamaqifenzhijidiguaduandianhuahou，zhuanshenyoubiaoqingyuyuedijishenyanzhidedangaoshangxiaoxindichashanglejipailazhu。
“yanzhi，zhunishengrikuaile。”
wenyan，shenyanzhineizhangyinweilihuanbaixuebingerchangniancangbaixuruodelianzhongyuyoulejifenxuese。
yinweishenyanzhiyouchuanguzhuangdeaihao，shengrizheitiantameiyouchuanbinghaofu，ershihuanshanglewomatedimaidehanfu，xizhewodenvpengyoujiyuxijingxintiaoxuandebaiyuguan，bizheyanduizhelazhuxuyuan。
zhidaoyishijieshu，wobacaizaiwomaerbianqingshengwenleyiju：
“平安呢？”
“死了！”
yitingdaowodemingzi，womadelianlimachenlexialai。
wobadengshijiubushuohuale，ziguzizouguoqujishenyanzhiqiedangao。
tayiguanshizheigexingzi，zhiyaowomayishengqi，tajiuhuibasuoyouyaoshuodehuadoubiehuiduzili，ranhoudangzuoshenmedoumeiyoufasheng。
wojidexiaoxuebiyeneinianneinian，woyaoqucanjiagangqinshijikaoshi，lufeifuzhuangfeikaoshifeijiaqilaiyigongxuyaoxiaoliangqiankuaiqian。
neishihoumamazhengtianzaiyiyuanlipeizheshenyanzhi，suoyiwozhinengyangqiubaba。
babashuotashoulimeiyouqian，yaoquzhaomamashangliangyixia，yushijiudaiwoquleyiyuan。
jieguotagangyizhangkou，jiubeimamagaoshengdulehuilai：
“yanzhidouzheigeyangzile，nimenhaixiangzhegangqinkaoji，nimenfuziliangdaodiyoumeiyouliangxina？”
“我没钱！”
babazhanzaimamamianqian，jiuxiangyizhishoujingdeanchun，zaiyebuganshuorenhehua。
zhidaochulebingfangcaixiaoshenggenwojieshi：
“yanzhibingdeyanzhong，jialideqiandounajitazhibing，shizaibushengshenmeqianle。kaojideshiyihouzaishuoba。”
ranerdiertian，womajiuyinweishenyanzhishuoleyijugebichuangyoudianchao，batahuandaolevipdanrenbingfang。
erwokaojideshizaiyemeiyoubeitiqiguo。
shenyanzhichuiwanlazhuxuwanyuan，yeshunzuitiqilewo：
“pinganmeiniandouhuipeiwoyiqiguoshengri，jintianzenmehaimeilai？”
womabianzhezuimeishuohua，wobagengshibabozidousuoqilaile。
xianchangweiyoujiyuxibunaiditanleyikouqi：
“wozaoshuoguorangtatiqianliangtianqingjiahuilai！taneifenpogongzuonandaoyouyanzhigegeershiqisuideshengrizhongyaoma？”
meicuo，yuwoxianglianqiniandenvpengyouzairenshishenyanzhizhihouzaiyebuhuixiangzhewo。
tashenzhiweilejishenyanzhisongyidingzuiduyiwuerdebaiyuguan，lazhewopaolejishijiashangchang，hualelianggeyuedegongzicaizhongyumaidao。
taqujiezhangdeshihou，shouhuoyuandouxianmudikanzhewo：
“ninvpengyouduiniyetaihaoleba！paolezheimeduodianjiuweilenijimaiyigeliwu，nimenliangdeganqingyidinghenhaoba？”
我只能尴尬笑笑。
youshihouwodouzaixiang，jiyuxidaodishiwodenvpengyou，haishishenyanzhide？