第一章我死了。
baixueaiai，kuzhishangzhanrezhediandianyinhong，jizheiqinglengdedongripingtianleyisisecai。
keranhongtade......shiwodexue。
我死了。
死在了花楼里。
wohaiqingxidejide，daizhedaocidebianzichouzaibeishangshizenyangdeganjue。
痛！
四肢百骸都在痛！
tongdewohenbudeshaleziji！
可......
kezaoduorenlingnve，youbeiqiangxingguanleyao，wogenbenmeiyouliqifankang。
xuezhufeijiansikuangwudekuye，shenshangdanbodebaishazaoyibeixianxuejintou，chumujingxindeshineizonghengjiaocuodebianhenhefankaidexuerou......
shibaozhebuzhecunlv，shenqingdiankuangkanzhewo，suihoujiangbianzirengdaoledishang。
“yigebeichengxiangshouyangdegunv，zhendangzijishishenmejinzhiyuyele？he！”
“haijingdoudiyicainv，jingyebuguoshigeyanzhisufenbale......”
李如安......
镇西侯府世子爷。
shirenjietantalangyandujue，rusongrubo，yihoubinengfuyaozhishang，chengweidazhoudongliangzhicai。
kewozaozhidao，tawenrunruyudewaibiaoxia，zangzhezenyangdeshexiexin。
wojiaoshenqingchao，shichengxiangshenlanshouyangdegunv。
我是胎穿的。
yinqinshengfumuxiangyaogeerzi，jiubagangchushengdewodiudaolehebian。dangshijiangzhoushanfeihengxing，haishijiangnandaozongbingdeshenlanjiaofeihuichengjiandaowo，congciwojiuchengleshenjiaxiaojie。
yiwodeshenfendiwei，yuanbenhaixiangzaizheishidaochuangchuyifantiandi，kehoulaicengyuwojiaohaodeshilangjiaerxiaojieyintiaozhanquangui，changdaorenrenpingdengbeimosha，wobianrulvbobing，buganzairenqianbiaoluchurenheyichang。
houlaichengxiangfuyuzhenxihoufudingxiahunyue，woxiangzhidaoliruanshifoushigenengtuofuzhongshengderen，bianqiaozhuangdabanqiaoqiaogenzongleta，zheicaikanqingcirendezhenmianmu。
他......
yongwoyuanlaishijiedehuashuo，neijiushigetianshenghuaizhong。
tachengwaizhaiyuandekujingli，quanshibeitanveshazhisideguniang，youdezaoyihuaweikugu......
woyuanshixiangzhaogejiekouqingfuqinxiangbanfayuzhenxihoufutuihun，naxiangdaozheishifuqinhemuqinzhaodaoleshisanshiwuniandeqinshengnvershenqingyun。
shenqingyunyinzhezheishijinianshoujinkuchu，feiyaorangwojiangzheihunshirangjita。
wobuxiangtagangganghuifujiutiaojinhuokeng，queyoupataduiwoshengyanzhinengmanzhecishi，yudieniangshuozaizhenzhuo。zongguizheijulihunqihaiyoudabannian，woyoudeshishijianmousuan。
哪成想......
zaiwohaimeiwanquananpaituodangshi，liruanjingchenzheyueheifenggaojiangwoludaolejingzhongzuidadehualouli，yujigeshenfenbumingderenzhengzhengzhemolewoyiye。
因为......
tazhidaoleneitiangenzongtadaochengwaiderenshiwo。
tiankuailiangdeshihouliruanxushileile，zhongyutuikaiwotanruandeshenti，lengmodechaowaibailebaishou。
“lairen，rangtazaikuaihuokuaihuo。”
快活......
wojuewangdekanzheta，zhijueshentiyuelaiyueliang，xiayikejiubeirenjiaqiguadaolepangbiandejiazishang，shenshangneijianxianxueranhongdebaishaluozailedishang。
wodeshuangshoubeishengsuoshufu，jiaoxiajihuxuankong，shenqianbeigudingzailejiaziloukongdedifang，yourenquledaizhejuchidetiezhimafangzailewoshenxia......
shunjian，shenxiachuanlaidetengtongrangwochedishiquleyishi。
huanghujian，woyoukandaoledieniangmanshiciaidelian，kandaoleshenqingbinglengdeshenqingyun。
tazongshineiyangbinglengdekanzhewo，kanzhechengxiangfudesuoyouren，shenqingzhongbudaibandianganqing。
kewomingmingjide，neiciwoyuniangqincongchengwaijinxianghuilaiyudaojiedaode，tachuxianshishenqingjiaoji，jibianshoushang，zuihoumanshenxuewuyebucenghoutuiyibu。
我好像......
听到她喊我。
“qingchao......”