第四章表露心意
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liqiangzuizhongxiangwodaoqian，suirandaoqianzhongmeiyoujifenzhenxin，danwohaishimobuzuoshengdijieshoule。
suiranwoyezhidaozijizheiyanghenruanruo，dangaosandeshijianhenbaogui，wobuganjiangtaiduodejinglihaofeizaizheixieshiqingshang。
woyaohennulihennulidixuexi，cainengmianqiangzhuiganshangyibanqitatongxuedebufa。
「xiaomotongxue，zheidaotixuance。」jiangchenganshenchuyigenxiuzhangdeshouzhi，manbujingxindijiangzhijiandianzailewodezuoyebenshang。
zicongneicicongbangongshihuilai，jiangchenganjiubuzaijiaowo「xiaotuzi」，ershiyikouyige「xiaomotongxue」dejiao。
wokanxiangtazhideneidaotimu，faxianwoyuanbenxiededaanshib。
wohaobuhuaiyixuebadeshili，yushiyouzixiyunsuanleyibian，faxiandaanguoranshic。
「xiexieni，shiwobuxiaoxinloudiaoleyigexianzhitiaojian。」
jiangchenganyaoleyaotou，haobukeqidicongwoshouzhongchouguobi，zaicaogaozhishangshuxieqilai。
「nidejietisilujiushicuode，ruguobujiuzhengguolai，xiaciyudaoleisitimuhaishihuijixucuode。」
wohuangrandawu，gantanxuebajiushixueba，dongdeconggenbenshangjiejuewenti。
yexushifaxianjiangchenganbiwoxiangxiangzhonggengpingyijinren，wokaishipinfandixiangtaqingjiaowenti，weilebiaodaganxie，womeitianzaoshangdouhuijitadaizaofan，jiuliantaquqiuchangdaqiu，woyehuigenzaihoubianjishidishangmaojinheshui。
jiuzheiyang，woxiangshiyigexiaogenban，jinjindigenzaitashenhou。
jishizheiyangzuo，huirangwozaitakanbudaodedifangzaoshougengduopaiji。
jianjiande，kaishiyoutongxuehuaiyiwomenzhijiandeguanxi，yourenshuowomenliangzaitanlianai，dangengduoderenzeduizheizhongshuofachizhiyibi，renweiwopeibushangjiangchengan。
wooueryehuitingdaotongxuemendeqieqiesiyu，gangazhiyu，wodeneixinyerenbuzhushengqiyidianweimiaodeqidai——jiangchenganduiwozheimehao，huibuhuizhendeduiwoyounapaneimeyisisidehaoganni？
erzheiyidingdianweimiaodeqidai，zaimoutianbangwanjiangchenganjiangwoladaowurenjiaoluodeneiyike，beiwuxianfangda。
neitiandetayanzhongnandeliuluchuxiusedeqingxu，zheigefaxianrangwodunshixintiaorulei，chadianjiuyaokongzhibuzhudixianyibukaikoubiaoluxinyi。
jiuzaizheishi，wotingdaojiangchengandeshengyincongerbianchuanlai——
「guxiaomo，nikeyibangwozhuiqiuruyuema？」
chaneijian，qidaiposui，worutongbeiyipenlengshuidangtoujiaoxia，hunshenbingliang。
neishihouwocaizhidao，yuanlaijiangchenganxinzhongyizhixiaoxinzangzheyiweibaiyueguang，neijiushibabanderuyue。
ruyuezhangdehenpiaoliang，tashixuetiaowudeyishusheng，qizhihenhao，yishuangtuiyouzhangyouzhi，shiwushurenxinmuzhongdenvshen。
nanguaijiangchenganconglaibuduibabanderenyoupianjian，yinweitadebaiyueguangyezaineili。ertazheiduanshijianbangzhuwo，zhishiyinweiwocengjingshibabanderen，fangbianbangtazhuiqiuruyue。
zaijiangchenganqidaidemuguangzhong，wohunhuneedidianxialetou。
woxiang，zijikezhenshimeichuxia，buganxiangxihuanderenbiaobaiyejiusuanle，jingranhaiyaoxiangbanfabangtazhuiqiulingyigenvren。
kejiranyijingdayingxialai，woyezhinengzunshouchengnuo，kaishibanyanjiangchengandezhugong。
congsongqingshu、songhuazhuangpinzaidaogeshimingpaibaobao，jiangchenganbuduanchuaicezheruyuedexihao，kewulunjiangchenganduomenuli，ruyuequeshizhongbaochizheruojiruolidetaidu，bukendayingtadezhuiqiu。
「nikeshibeibaosongqulelianchengdehuada，kewodechengjizhinengliuzaibendiduyisuozuiputongdeerben，wokebuxiangyishangdaxuejiugennanpengyouyidilian。」
「chufeiniyeliuzaizheili，wocaihuikaolvdayingnidezhuiqiu。」
wotingdaoruyuezheiyangduijiangchenganshuodao。
kelianchengdehuadashiguoneizuihaodegaoxiao，suiranbendiyeyoubucuodedaxue，quedouyuanyuanburuhuada。
wojuederuyuefengle，jiangchenganzenmekenengdayingzheiyangwulideyaoqiu？
kewohoulaicaizhidao，jiangchengancaishizuifengdeneige。
zaitingshuotajuedingfangqibaosongminge、jixucanjiagaokaodeshihou，wojianzhinanyizhixin，shenzhirenbuzhuchongdaotademianqian，wenzheiyangzuozhendezhidema？
neishidetayexushiganghefumuchaowanjia，zhenggerenkanqilaicangbaiyoucuiruo，zuilinannanshuozheruyuexiaoshihoujiuguotademing，shitaxinzhongduyiwuerdecunzai，suoyiwulunyaoweiduifangfuchushenme，tadoujuedezhide。
henxianran，fangqihuadaduitaeryanyeshijiweitongkudeyijianshi，weici，tabujinyaomianduilaizilaoshideyali，gengyaochengshoulaizifumudebujiehefennu。
cengjingbeiyuweitianzhijiaozideta，qingkejianjiuxianruleguliwuyuandejingdi。
kandaotaneishuangyuanbenmingliangdeyanjingbiandeandan，wodexinkouzhenzhenfatong，turanxiangdaoxiaoshihouyecengyudaoguozheiyangyigexiaonanhai，tayanshenkongdongdizuozaihubian，jiuxiangyizunpiaoliangyisuideciwawa。
neishidewoganggangshiqufumu，kandaoyanqiandetonglingrenshenshangsanfachuyuzijixiangsidebeishang，bianrenbuzhucoushangqianqu，dijiduifangyikeshimianshanghenchangjiandeshuiguotang。
「ruguozhendegandaohennanguo，jiuchiyidiantiantiandedongxiba。」
wohuixiangqixiaonanhaineishihoudailenglengdeyanshen，juedetayujiangchenganzaimouxiedifangyouxiexiangsi，queyouwanquanbuyiyang。
yinweiwoyuneigenanhaizaigueryuanxiangyu，erjiangchenganzeyongyouaitadefumu，jiatingmeiman。