beiyibeidujiucisihou，wozhongshengle。chenglexiandaiyigebeizhangfupaoqi、zhichangshourudenuoruonvren。kexiaodeshi，
wodezongcaiqianfu，jingshidangniancisiwodeneiweijunwang。kanzhetadilaidecituixin，woxiaole。bixia，
sanbainianqiandehougongwodounengwanzhuan，niyiwei，rujinzheigexiaoxiaodebangongshi，nengkunzhuwo？zheiyici，
wobujinyaonixi，haiyaorangnichangchang，shenmejiaoqiuerbudedeziwei。1zhongshengzhihen“sujin，qianleta，
ranhougun。”binglengdeshengyin，xiangcuiledudebingzhui，henhenzhajinwodetaiyangxue。womengdizhengkaiyan。
yanqianshiyijianguofenmingliangdewuzi，zhangzhangdezhuozi，liangbianzuomanleren。tamendemuguang，xiangwushugenzhen，
qishuashuadicizaiwoshenshang。ershengyindeyuantou，zuozaizhuweishangdeneigenanren——guyanchen。
tachuanzhejiancaijingliangdeheisexizhuang，meiyanlengjun，bochunjinmin。neizhanglian，neishuangyan，
neifenkezaiguzilideliangboyumoran。he。huachenghuiwodourende。sanbainianqian，jiushizheigenanren，
chuanzheyishenminghuangdelongpao，gaogaozaishangdikanzhewo，shuoleju。“suguifei，cizhenjiu。”woyikouyinjin，
liehuozhuoxin，sibumingmu。meixiangdao，yincaodifumeiqucheng，daoshizaisanbainianhou，youjiandaoleta。
wode……bixia。tacikezhengjiangyifenwenjiantuidaowomianqian，shangmian“cituitongzhishu”wugedazi，
xiaozhangyouciyan。“tingbudongrenhua？”guyanchendeshengyinli，manshibunai。wochuixiayan，shixiansaoguozhuomian。
chulecituixin，haiyouyitahouhoude“zuizheng”——woxielugongsijimi，jiduishougongsizaochengjudasunshi。
pangbian，yigechuanzhebaiselianyiqundenvren，zhengyongyizhongshenglizhedezitai，rouroudikaikou。“yanchen，
nibiezheiyang，sujinjieyebushiguyide。”tajiaobaitingting。guyanchendebaiyueguang，xinjianchong。yeshiqianshi，
zaiwosihou，caizhewodeshigu，zuoshanghouweidenvren。zhenshi……haoyichangdaxi。sanbainianqiandeenyuan，
sanbainianhouhaizaijixu。woyaxiaxindifanyongdehenyi，taiqitou，xiaole。bushiyuanzhuneizhongweiweinuonuodekuxiao。
ershiyizhong……kantouyiqiede，daizheyisibeimindelengxiao。“bixia……ebu，guzong。”woqingqingkaikou，
shengyinbuda，queqingxidichuanbianlezhenggehuiyishi。“zheizuiming，woren。danzheizi，wobuqian。
”2zhenxiangdabaimanshijiejing。suoyourendouxiangkanfengziyiyangkanzhewo。baokuoguyanchen。tademeitouhenhenzhouqi，
neishuangshensuideyanmouli，diyicichuxianlechuleyanezhiwaideqingxu——kunhuo。“niyouzaishuashenmehuayang？
”baitingtingzuixianfanyingguolai，tazoudaowoshenbian，chuchukeliandiquandao：“sujinjie，wozhidaonixinlinanshou，
danzuocuoleshijiuyaochengdanhouguoa。”“nizheiyang，zhihuirangyanchengengtaoyanni。”wokanzheta，
xiangzaikanyigetiaoliangxiaochou。hougonglizheizhongduanweidehuose，lianjiwotixiedoubupei。“bai**，”woqingshengshuo，
“nishibushiwangle，xiemiyoujianfachudeneigeshijiandian，wozhengzaichashuijianbeini‘buxiaoxin’poleyishenkafei？
”baitingtingdelianse，shunjianbaileyifen。“wo……woneishiweilebangnitishen，
sheizhidaonibulingqing……”“shia，”wodiandiantou，muguangzhuanxianghuiyishidejiankongshexiangtou，“powoyishen，
zai‘haoxin’dilazhewoquxishoujian，qinglilezuzushiwufenzhong。”“zheishiwufenzhong，wodediannao，
kejiuneimedalaladichangkaizaigongweishangni。”wodeshengyinhenpingjing，xiangzaichenshuyijianyuwowuguandeshi。
danmeiyigezi，douxiangyibaxiaochuizi，qiaozaibaitingtingxinshang。tadeyanshenkaishihuangluan。“ni……nihushuo！
sheizhidaonishibushizaojiugenduifangchuantonghaole，guyiyanzheichuxi！”“yanxi？”woxiaole，xiaodegengshenle。
“bai**，nizhidaogongli……ebu，gongsili，zuijihuideshishenmema？”“shichun。”“xianhairen，
queliuxialezuizhijiedeshijianzhengren，hewuchubuzaideyanjing。”wozhilezhijiankong。“nishuo，zheisuanbusuanchun？
”baiting-tingdelian，yijingcongbaibianchengleqing。taqiuzhudikanxiangguyanchen。“yanchen，nitingtahushuobadao！
tafengle！”3qijunizhuanguyanchenmeishuohua。tazhishikanzhewo。neiyanshen，
xiangshizaishenshiyigewanquanmoshengdewujian。woyingshangtademuguang，haobuweiju。sanbainianqian，
wojiushiyinweitaizaihutazheishuangyanjinglideqingxu，caishudeyibaitudi。xianzai，buhuile。tadeqingxu，
yuwohegan？tazhishiyige……xuyaowozanshiyingfude，shangsi。yige，wocengjingde，fujun。woshouhuishixian，
mantiaosilidizhanqishen，zoudaobaitingtingmianqian。“bai**，nijishenme？”wocoujintaerbian，
yongzhiyouwomenlianggerennengtingdaodeshengyin，qingshengshuo：“yimoyiyangdeshouduan，sanbainianqiannijiuyongguo。
”“neici，nixianhaiwonongdiulebixiadeyupei，yeshizhaolezheimegeyoutouzhikaiwo。”“kexia，
neicirangnidechengle。”“nicaizheici，haihuima？”baitingtinghunshenyijiang，tongkongzhouranshousuo，
xiangjianleguiyiyangkanzhewo。“ni……nidaodishishei？！”wozhiqishen，duitaluchuyigewenhezhijidexiaorong。
“woshisujina。”“yige，nirebuqide，ren。”shuowan，wobuzaikanta，ershizhuanxiangguyanchen，
weiweiqianshen。“guzong，jiranshiqinghaimeichaqingchu，zheicituixin，woshibuhuiqiande。
”“ruguoninzhiyiyaoyigejiaodai，buru，xianchachagongsineibudejiankong？
”“kankanzaiwolikaigongweideneishiwufenzhongli，youshei，penglewodediannao。”wohuashuowan，
zhenggehuiyishiyaquewusheng。suoyourendemuguang，douxiayishiditouxiangleliansecanbaidebaitingting。guyanchendeshixian，
xiangdaoziyiyang，luozailetashenshang。wozhidao，zheidiyiju，woyingle。yingdehenqingsong。yinweiwodeduishou，
tainenle。shiqingdejieguo，haowuxuannian。jiankongluxiangli，baitingtingguiguisuisuideshenying，
qingxidexiangyichuzhuoliedemoju。tabeitingzhidiaocha。erwo，guanfuyuanzhi。tongshimenkanwodeyanshen，doubianle。
congqiandetongqinghebiyi，bianchenglejingweihetanjiu。wobuzaihu。yiqunquyanfushideqiangtoucaobale。
zhenzhengrangwojuedeyouqude，shiguyanchen。tameiyouzaizhaowo，querangmishujiwohuanlejianbangongshi，
jiuzaitabangongshidexieduimian。gezhejudadeboliqiang，woyitaitou，jiunengkandaota。tayeyiyang。
takaishipinfandikanwo。bushineizhongyanede、bunaifandepieshi。ershiyizhong……daizhenongnongtanjiuhekunhuode，
shenshi。fangfoyaojiangwozhenggerenbokai，kankanlimiandaodihuanlegeshenmexinzi。wotanranziruodijieshoutadeshenshi。
shenzhizaitakanguolaideshihou，huiduitajuyijushouzhongdekafeibei，luchuyigebiaozhunde、shulideweixiao。
meidangzheishi，tajiuhuilangbeidiyikaishixian，ergenchu，huifanqiyisikeyidehongyun。he。zhenyouyisi。
zheiweijiuwuzhizun，sanbainianbujian，jingran……xuehuihaixiule？zheitian，shichangbuzongjianbaozheyiduiwenjian，
choumeikuliandilaizhaowo。“sujin，zheishi‘xingchenjihua’deziliao，nikankan。”“xingchenjihua”，
gongsizuitangshoudeshanyu，yigejihubeisuoyouhezuofangfangqidelantanzi。sheijiesheisi。“wangzongjian，
zheixiangmubushilijinglifuzema？”womingzhiguwen。“bietile，”wangzongjianbaibaishou，
“lijinglilanweiyanzhuyuanle，gongsixianzaimeirenganjie。guzong……guzongdianmingrangnishishi。”woxinzhonglengxiao。
dianmingrangwoshishi？shixiangkanwochuchou，haishixiangjiejibawotichugongsi？zheiweibixia，
xinyanhaishigenzhenjianyiyangxiao。“hao，wojiele。”**cuililuodiyingxia。wangzongjianrumengdashe，
bawenjianwangwozhuoshangyidui，taoyesidezoule。wonaqiwenjian，suiyifanlefan。queshishigesiju。
hezuofangyouyanbujin，xuqiufangbaibandiaonan，yusuanhaibeikanleyiban。dan……zaiwoyanli，zheisuoweidesiju，
buguoshiyipan……bugoujingmiaodeqijubale。zhiyaozhaodaoneigeguanjiandeqizi，jiunengmanpanjiehuo。
“xingchenjihua”zuidadezuai，shihezuofang“huachuangkeji”delaozong，zhanghua。yigechulemingdelaowangu。
ziliaoshangshuo，tajujuelegongsipaiqudesuoyoushuoke，youyanbujin。wokanzhezhanghuadezhaopian，wushiduosui，
mianxiangguzhi，danyanshenli，zangzheyisibuyichashideluomo。wobatadeziliaofanlaifuqukanlesanbian。ranhou，
worangzhulibangwodingleyizhangqulinshidepiao。bushiqujianzhanghua。ershiqubaifangyiweizaoyituixiude，suxiudashi。
santianhou，wotizheyifenbaozhuangjingmeideliwu，qiaokailezhanghuadebangongshimen。taguoranhenbunaifan。
“youshigushideren？wodoushuole，‘xingchenjihua’miantan！songke！”womeiyouzou。wozhishijiangshouzhongdeliwu，
qingqingfangzaitazhuoshang，dakai。limian，shiyifusuxiu。xiudeshiyifushanshui，yijingyouyuan。danzhenzhengtebiede，
shiyouxiajiaoneigexiaoxiaodeluokuan——yige“lan”zi。zhanghuadetongkong，mengdiyisuo。
tasisididingzheneifuxiupin，shouzhiweiweizhandou。“zhei……zheishi……”“zhangzong，”woweixiaozheshuo，
“lingtangshiyiweilebuqidesuxiudashi，zhikexi，ershinianqianfengzhen，buzaiyouzuopinwenshi。
”“woqiahaorenshiyiweitadegujiao，tingwentalaorenjiajinlaishentibushi，teyiqiulezheifuzaoniandezuopin，
xiangrangtakanlegaoxinggaoxing。”zhanghuadeyankuang，hongle。taxiaoxinyiyidifumozheneifusuxiu，
xiangzaichumoyijianxishizhenbao。“jiamu……tazuijinzongniantao，shuozheibeizizuidadeyihan，
jiushimeinengjiangzheimenshouyi，fayangguangda。”“suoyi，”woshunshijiekou，“nincaihuizaihuachuangneibu，
bujichengbenditouruneigebinlintaotaide‘suxiuaihaiyuan’xiangmu，duima？”zhanghuamengditaitoukanwo，
yanshenlimanshizhenjing。“nizenmezhidao？”“wozhidaode，haihenduo。”wojiangyifenxindejihuashu，
tuidaotamianqian。“gushikeyibujiqianxian，yisanbeidejiage，shougouninde‘suxiuaihaiyuan’xiangmu，
bingjiangqizuowei‘xingchenjihua’dehexinjishujinxingtuiguang。”“women，keyibanglingtang，wanchengtadexinyuan。
”zhanghuachedilengzhule。takanzhewo，yanshenfuza。“ni……nihezhiqianneixieren，buyiyang。
”“nalibuyiyang？”“tamenzhigenwotanqian，tanliyi。”tanannandao，“zhiyouni，
kandaolewoxinlizhenzhengxiangyaodedongxi。”woxiaole。“zhangzong，shengyichangshang，gongchengweixia，gongxinweishang。
”“zheishiwomenguzong，jiaowode。”wohaobukeqidi，bagonglaotuijileguyanchen。
4gongxinweishang“xingchenjihua”qisihuisheng。xiaoxichuanhuigongsi，zhenggeshichangbudoufeitengle。
wangzongjiankanwodeyanshen，xiangzaikanshenxian。erguyanchen，tayizhengtiandoubazijiguanzaibangongshili。wonengganjuedao，
tadeshixian，yiciyouyicidiluozaiwoshenshang。daizheyizhong，tazijidouwufalijiede，zhuore。xiabanshi，
wojiedaoletadeneixiandianhua。“daowobangongshilaiyitang。”shengyinshaya，touzheyisipibei。wotuimenjinqushi，
tazhengzhanzaijudadeluodichuangqian，beiduizhewo。xiyangdeyuhuijiangtadeshenyingladehenzhang，xiandeyouxie……guji。
“guzongzhaowo，youshi？”wogongshihuadikaikou。tazhuanguoshen，shensuideyanmoujinjinsuozhewo。
“nishizenmezuodaode？”“yunqihaoeryi。”wodandandishuo。“yunqi？”tachixiaoyisheng，
yibubuxiangwozoulai，“sujin，niyiqiankebuhuizheimegenwoshuohua。”“shima？”wotaiyankanta，