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woaizhengfufa，qiqiuzhangfusongwoquyiyuan。
ketaquequpeitadebaiyueguang，linzoushizhiliuxiayiju。
“nideyanjiyuelaiyuebizhenle。”
shinianzhenqinghuanlaiyishenshang。
houlaitadebaiyueguangjixushoushu。
weilechengquantaliang，wojiangxinzangjilebaiyueguang，kelaogongquefengle......
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shenye，woyongshouwuzheyinyinzuotongdefubu，congchuangshangjiannandipaxialai，wotengdeetoudoushilenghan，woxiangquyiyuan，danyizhenzhendechouteng，rangwoyouxiezhanbuwen。
menwaichuanlaishuxidejiaobusheng，shiwenjiucheng。
wobuzhinalilaideyongqi，shousisidiwozhumenbashou，dakailemen。
“久成。”
guangshihantademingzi，jiulingwoxintong。
wenjiuchengtingzhujiaobu，huitou，lengdandekanzhewo。
“nihuilaile，youmeiyouchifan？”wodeshengyindaizhexiaoxinyiyidetaohao，yuqijinliangpinghewenrou。
kewenjiuchengmeimuqingleng，haoxiangmeitingjianwodehuayiban，zhuanshenjiuzou。
tazheiyang，wodexinjiuxiangshibeichuochuanleyiyangdetong。
woliangqiangdezhuishangta，zhuaizhutadexiuzi，chunkuaibeiyaochuxue，fubudechoutongrangwojihuchuanbushangqilai。
“放手！”
wenjiuchengyanzhongliqishennong。
wosonglesongshouzhidelidu，zhiganzhuazhutayidianyijiao。
wodeshengyinfadou“jiucheng，woduzitengdelihai......taiwanle，ninengbunengsongwoquyiyuan？”
ruguoshibaitian，wobuhuimafantade。
wenjiuchengzhuanshen，ditoudingdingdekanzhewo。
modelengxiao，“zuoda**，nideyanjizhendeyuelaiyuebizhen，weilezheichu，youpailianleduojiu？”
shuozhe，tayidiandianjiangxiuzicongwodeshouzhongchelechulai。
taishou，niezhuwodexiaba。
“congnibeipanwodeneitianqi，wobianfashi，zheibeizidoubuhuiyuanliangni，chufei......”
wenjiuchengluchuyigecanrendexiaoyi，“nisi。”
wohunshendexueyesihudouzaizheiyiketingzhu，fadoudegenbentingbuxialai。
erwenjiuchengzaiyebukanwo，jingzhihuifang“peng”deyishengguanshanglemen。
duzilixiangshiyoubadaozaijiao，wotengdeguizailedishang。jiannandimochushouji，boda120。
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shizhongxinyiyuan，menkoucheshuimalong，meigerendoushijiaobucongcongde。
wonazhejianchabaogaozuozaiyiyuanzhangyishang，shuangmufangkong。
jianchajieguochulaile，changaiwanqi。
wobuxin，laizhaohaoyoucuizhengzhi。tashiwodedaxuexuezhang，yeshiyiweichangweikedezhuanjia。
woshuangyantonghong，mianqiangchongtajichuyigexiaorong。
“zhengzhixuezhang。”wozuanjinlejianchabaogao，“yishengshuowoshichangaiwanqi......”
woqiqiudekanzhecuizhengzhi，“nizaijiwojianchayixia，shibushi......tamenpanduancuole？”
cuizhengzhiganjinjieguojianchadan，yibianzixikanzhe，yibianqingshenganweiwoshuo“nixianbieji，xiaotang，wozaibangnijianchaquerenyixia，biezheji，tuiyiwanbu，wanyijieguobuhao，haiyouwoni，nibieji”
henkuai，wozaicibeituidaojianchashi。
erjianchajieguochulai，hechuzhenyiyang。
肠癌晚期。
wodaidaidezuozaineili，chunbanxidong，“wohainenghuoduojiu？”
cuizhengzhidunxialai，muguanghewopingshi，gujiefenmingdeshouanzhuwodejianbang，“xiaotang，wohuijiunide。”tadeyanlimanshijianding，kewodeyanleihaishibushoukongzhidediaoxialai，“aizheng，zheishiaizhenga”
wowuzhezijidelian，yayidekuqilai，cuizhengzhitaishoufushangwodetou，wushengdianfuzhewo。
wozheibing，jiuxiangshiwohewenjiuchengdehunyinyiyang，yijinglandaoguzili，buhuihaole。