16suineiniandeshengchenyanshang，wodeqingmeizhumalumingyuan，shengchenyanzhiqian，tazongshihongzhewo，
yaowoshengchenyanshangjiuyutadingqin。fuqinjianggengtiejiwodeshihou，quezhuangjiantaheziyoubeiguaimaidejiejiegouqie。
「nizaitashengchenyanshanghewozheiyang，bupatazhidaoma」lumingyuanshengxianlengdan:「zhidaoyouruhe？
tachulekukutiti，youbunengzuoshenme？」「yeshi」woshouzhongjinwozhezhuqixiaoxia，zhijianyonglidaofanbai，
muxiajianyingdelengjiaoshenshenluojinzhangxin，dailaijianruidecitong。zhuantouwojiusuijixuanleyigerendingqin。
1shiliusuideshengchenyan，fulizhangdengjiecai，kongqilidoufuzhetiannidegaodianhejiuxiang。
fuqinrangwozangqifengmangbihuo。yushi，jingzhong，worouruobunengzilideyaoyansiqi。
wozhengzuozaishuzhuangtaiqian「**，lugongzilaile！」yahuandeshengyindaizhequeyue，「zouba」woyanqumoudiruili，
huanshangguanchangde、daidianqieshengshengdehuanxi，ruoliufufengbanzoulechuqu，
jiukandaolumingyuanzhanzaihuilangxiazicongbanyueqiantasuizhefuqinhuijing，
shoufengdajiangjunhoutaneishuangcengjingwenrouqianquandeyanjingkanxiangwoshixiangmengleyicengbobing，shuliermosheng，
shenzhidaizheyisi……buyichajuedeshenshi。fuqinshuotazaizhanchangzhongduxingle，xingchenglelingyigeren。
「jiangda**」shengyinbusichuzhengqianjiaowoqingyingneibanwenrouwoweiweifushen，
daizheqiadaohaochudexiangxiangguoquyiyangqulatadeyixiutabuzhehenjidiceshenbikai，
dongzuokuaidejihurangrenyiweishicuojue。neicengbobingliekaileyidaofengxi，luchudixiashenzangdeyane。
「renduoyanza，haiwangjiangda**zhuyiyanxingjuzhi」xintouzhehanliang，bushiweiqing，shibeitongheqingman，
wozhidaozheifushentili，bushiwodeshaonianlangzhenzhengdelumingyuan，
zongzaineibiandehaitangshuxiabenzhuodiweiwowanfadaiwocemakuangbendeshaonian，juebuhuiyongzheizhongyanshenkanwo。
「mingyuangege……」wojiaoshengyukudemoyangxinshounianlai，xinliquezailengxiaomeitouyizhou，sihugengbunai「haole，
binkedoudengzhe，zouba」shuowan，tadabulikaiwozhanzaiyuandi，
yongxiuzhehuazhudepazianleanyanjiaobucunzaidelei，zhijianbingliang，huitoujiukandaofuqinzaihuilanglingyitou，
tashoulinazheyigezhuqixiaoxia，lianseyouxieningzhong，chongwozhaolezhaoshouxin，momingchenleyixiawoshiyiyahuanliuxia，
duzizouleguoqu。「qingying」fuqindeshengyindaizhenanyiyanyudefuzaqingxu，
tajiangxiaoxiasaijinwoshouli「zheishi……lujiagangsonglaide，nidegengtie」wotaiyankanxiangfuqin，
tayanzhongyouzheshenqiedepibeiheyisi……tongxi？tatanlekouqi，zhuanshencongconglikai，beiyingdaizhecanghuang。
gengtiebeitui，wobeineigerentuiqinle。woniejinxiazi，
chaozhefuzhongzuiweipijing、kaojinhouhuayuanshuixiedeneichuxiaoshufangzouqu，neili，shiwohelumingyuandemimijidi。
gangkaojinjiutingdaoyishengjiaochuan「……nizaitashengchenyanshanghewozheiyang，bupatazhidaoma？」
shineigebannianqiangangbeixunhuidejiejiedeshengyin，takeyiyadi、quenanyanjiaomei「zhidaoyouruhe？
tachulekukutiti，youbunengzuoshenme？」tadeshengyinbingleng，daizhehaobuyanshideqingmie，
qingxidichuantoubobodemenban「yeshi」jiangyuedeshengyindaizheyisideyiherentonghong——！
naozilixiangshiyoushenmedongxizhakaile，shunjiancongtoudingguandaojiaodi，jiangmeiyicunguxuedoudongdejiangying。
tadianwuleshaonianlangdeshenti。woshouzhongjinwozhezhuqixiaoxia，zhijianyonglidaofanbai，
muxiajianyingdelengjiaoshenshenluojinzhangxin，dailaijianruidecitong。zheitongchurucizhenshi，
xiangshijijiangyaohuanxingzhefuzai「jiaodidi」pinangxiademengshou。wowushengdigouqizuijiao，
yandiqueshiyipianhantanshenyuan。shufangneideaimeishengxianghaizaijixu，wozhuanshenjinruqinshi，jianggengtiefangxia，
yibuyibu，wenwendichaozhexuanxiaodeqiantingzouqu，meiyibu，doucaisuiyifenguowang。woyichuxian，
wushudaomuguangluozaiwoshenshang，daizhetanjiu、haoqi，huoxuhaiyoujifenkanhaoxideyiwei——bijing，
wozheige「zhengzhu」shanshanlaichi，erwodeweihunfu，cikezhengyujiejie「xiangtanshenhuan」
dizuozaiyichuwowushilesuoyoumuguang，pingjingdisaoguomanzuonianqingdeshijiazidi。fuqinsihuxiangshuoshenme，
beiwoyigeyanshenzhizhi。wozoudaozhuweipang，wotaishou，shenchuxianxibaixideshizhi，
yueguoyizhangzhanghuoyingjunhuopingyongdelian，zuizhong，tingzaiyigechuanzhebanjiuqingsejinpao、mianqianzhifangleyibeiqingcha，
qizhichenjingdejihuyaobeitingneixuanxiaoyanmeidenianqinggongzi。
canjiayanhuiderenqieqiesiyu「neishi…xiaojianeigebingyangzipangzhi？」「jiangda**zheishi…qihutule？」
「youhaoxikanle…」jialumingyuandeliansemeishenmebianhua，daoshiwodejiejiejiangyuezhengdaleyan，liuluchucuoe。
jiaoluolideqingshangongzi，neishuangmouzi，kanxiangwodeyanshenwenrouqianquanshita！zhiyouzhenzhengdelumingyuan，
caihuiyouzheiyangdeyanshen！woxiaorongmanmian，danyandimeiyouyisiwendu，woqingxidi、yiziyidundikaikou，
shengyinbuda，quezuyirangzhenggexuanxiaodeqiantingzhouransiji「fuqin，nverjinrishengchen，
xiangtaogezuihexinyidecaitou」「nveryaojiajita」jiaoluolineigeqingshangongzi，zaiwohuayingangluo，
jiukandaotashentiyizhen，tahuanhuanqishen。gezhemantangjingedebinkekanzhewo，
yanshenzuizhonghuazuoyizhongjinhuqianchengde、wushengdehuiying。2sijizhiweichileduanduanyishun，
suijibeiyilunsheng、chouqisheng、beizhanpengzhuangshengyanmei，jiaoderenxinfanyiluan。suoyoumuguangdoujujiaozaiwoshenshang，
zhenjing、biyi、nanyizhixin，haiyou**luode、dengzhekanjiaxiaohuadexingwei。woxiangbuguantashishei，
zhiyaonenghenhenshanzailumingyuanhejiangyuelianshang，jiuzugoule。「hunao！」fuqinmengdipaianerqi，
zhennudeshengyinxiangcheqianting「huyanluanyu，kuaijiwotuixia！」wozhidao，fuqindezhennu，
bujinjinshiyinweiwode「renxing」。jiangjia，huangjiajidanfuqingonggaozhenzhu，suijilibimian，
danhuangjiaduiwomenjiadejidan。wojinrizhiju，shaoyoubushen，bianshishourenyibing，wanjiebufu。
zheiyeshifuqincongxiaoyaowozangqiyishenwuyi，banzuojiaoruowuzhideyuanyinwotaiyanchuchukelian，
shengyindaizheweiquhejueqiang，qingxidifanbo「fuqin……nvershirenzhende」wodemuguang，
saoguolianseshabai、yanshenduoshandejiangyue，yiji……zuozaitashencedeneige「lumingyuan」。chuhuyiliao，
yezaiwoyiliaozhizhong。tameiyoukanwo，xiuzhangdeshouzhizhengmanbujingxindinianzhebaiyujiubeidebianyuan，
chunjiaoshenzhihaiqinzheyisiruoyousiwude、jiqiciyande……jiqiao。
fangfozaikanyichangyujiwuguande、diliedenaoju。「zheibianshibeichonghuailedejiaojiaonv，shaobushunxin，
bianyaonaodetianxiajiezhi。」neiyuqi，neishentai，fangfowozhishiyigewuliqunao、buzhiyitidetiaoliangxiaochou。
「lugongziciyanchayi。」zhijianxiaohenghuanhuanzhanqishen，duizhefuqindefangxiang，gongshou，shenshenyiyi。「daren」
tadeshengyinbugao，queqingxidichuanrumeigerenerzhong，「lingaijinrizexu，suicangcu，danjinkouyuyan，
mantangbinkeyejiekeweizheng。xiaomouchengmeng**qingyan，cinaitiancizhiyuan，yishixiaomouzhixing。ruodarenyunzhun，
xiaomouyuanjikexingpinli，ying**guomen，cishengdingbuxiangfu。」tameiyoufanbolumingyuandeqingman，
zhishijiang**qinkouzedinghemantangjianzhengdeshishibailechulai，wuxingzhonghuajielejifenganga，
fanerxianchujifendandang。fuqindeliansenankan，dankanzhexiaohengneibubeibukangdetaidu，
yanzhongshanguoyisijiqifuzadeqingxu，youshenshi，youyilv，huoxuhaiyouyisi……buyichajuedesongdong？huoxu，
zheishiyanxiazui「anquan」dexuanze？jiuzaifuqinyouyibudingzhishi，yigelvedaijianruideshengyinchalejinlai：「yo，
**haoyanguanga！」shuohuadeshixijianyiweizongshizidi，sulaiyulujiazoudejin，cikezhengyaozheshanzi，
pixiaoroubuxiao。「zheiwei……xiaogongzishiba？tingwenlingzunzhishixiaojiapianzhideyigexiaoxiaozhubu？**jiaguoqu，
pashiyaochikutouge。haishishuo……」tahuafengyizhuan，shanziyaoyaozhixianglianseyinchende「lumingyuan」，
yousaoguofuqin「darenzheishikanbushanglujia，xianglingpangaozhi？zhishizhei‘gaozhi’……weimianyetaiailexieba？」
zheihuazhuxinzhiji！jicailexiaoheng，gengjiangmaotouzhizhijiabeixinqiyiwohelumingyuanzaitachuzhengqiandedingqin，
jingchengrenjinjiezhi「goule！」fuqindaduanleneizongshizididehua，
shengyindaizheyizhongbeibidaojuejingdepibeihehenli。tayanshenfennu、wunai、tongxi，
haiyouyizhongguzhuyizhidejuejueluozaiwoshenshang「wojiangjianver，yiyanjiuding！zheimenqinshi，jiuzheiyangdingle！」
jiaoguanjiajiangtadeyupeiqulaizuoweidingqinxinwu。「fuqin」jiangyueshishengjingjiao，manyannanyizhixin。
qinjiangneimeidaibiaotashenfende、wenrundeyangzhibaiyupei，qinzididaolexiaohengshouzhong。xiaohengshuangshoujieguo，
shenqingsumu，zaicishenshenyiyi：「xiedarenxinzhong，xiaohengdingbufusuotuo！」
jiaohuanxinwudeyishijiandandaojinhuliaocao。woquxiawanshangyizhichengsejihaodefeicuizhuoziyouyahuandijixiaoheng。
zhenggeguocheng，「lumingyuan」zhishilengyanpangguan，zuijiaoneimojiqiaodehudushizhongweibian。tashenzhiduanqijiubei，
chaojiangyueshiyileyixia，fangfozaiqingzhuyichangnaojudeluomu。raner，jiuzaizheihunluande「xiqi」zhong，
wodeyanjiaoyuguangpiejiantingwaihuilangdeyinyingli，yigechuanzhebuqiyanhuiyidexiaosi，
zhengduizheyiweishenzhejinjundeshiwei，dishengeryuzheshenme，yanshenfeikuaidichaotingneisaoleyiyan。wodexin，
mengdiyichen。huangjia……zheimekuaijiudedaoxiaoxilema？3「**……」yahuandeshengyindaizhekuqiang，
yuyanyouzhi。tagenlewoshinian，zuishiqingchuwode「jiaoruo」zhixiazangzheshenme。「wufang。」wodaduanta，
shengyinpingdanwubo，「fuqinneibian……ruhele？」「laoye……laoyebazijiguanzaishufang，sheiyebujian」
yahuandeshengyingengdi，chongmanledanyou，「haiyou……gongli……dilehualai……」「shuoshenme？」
「chuanhuadeneishishuo……bixiatingwenjiangfujinrishuangxilinmen，henshi‘xinwei’……」
yahuandeshengyindoudelihai「shuo……jiang**‘huiyanduju’，bujushisu，shinai……‘zhenxingqing’。
bixiahaishuo……dai**dahunzhiri，dingyaoqinciyifenhouli……」
zheishihuangdizaigaosujiangjia：nimendeyijuyidong，douzaizhendeyanpidixia！yiguhanyishunzhejizhuicuanshangtouding，
huangjiadecaijihejianshi，bixiangxiangzhonglaidegengkuai，gengzhijie。woxuanxiaoheng，benshiweileduanweiqiusheng，zheibuqi，
buzhidaoshiduishicuo「zhidaole。」wobishangyan，yaxiafanyongdexinxu，「beishui，woyaomuyu。」
wenredeshuibaoguozheshenti，quequbusanxindidehanyi。
yanhuilideyimumubushoukongzhidizaiyanqianshanxian：lumingyuanneibinglengde、daizhejiqiaodeyanshen，
jiangyueshabaiqueyinhandeyidelian，zongshizidikebodezuilian，fuqinzhennuxiashenzangdekongju，
yiji……xiaohengneishuangpingjingwubo、shenbujiandidemouzi。
xiaoheng……zheigebeiwosuishouyizhi、laruzheixuanwozhongxindenanren，jiedaojiangjiadingqindexiaoxi，huishishenmefanying。
xintouneiguwuchufaxiedeliqihebeijianshideyayigan，zaixiongqianglichongzhuang。muguangsaoguoqiangjiaodejian。
neishimuqinliuxiadeyiwu，jianqiaogupo，mengzhebochen。neishifuqinweiyimoxuwoliuxiade「buheshiyi」
dedongxi。cike，zheibingchenjidejian，chenglewoweiyideweijiewonazhejian，meiyoujingdongrenheren，
qiaowushengxidilvexianghouyuanzuipijingdezhulin。yueguangbeimaomidezhuyeqiegedezhiliposui，fengshengchuanguozhulin，
fachushashadeqingxiang，yangailesuoyouxiweidedongjing。zaizheiyike，
wobushineigexuyaoyinzangfengmang、banzuojiaoruodejiangqingying，woshiwoziji「shei？！」
wodejianjianjingzhundizhixiangzhulinrukoudeyinyingchu！yinyingli，chuanlaiyishengjididemenheng，
daizheyisiyayidetongku。yigeshenyingliangqiangzhezoulechulai，baoluzaibanbodeyueguangxia。qingshan，banjiu。
shixiaoheng。tayishouwuzheyoujian，liansegewaicangbai，meitouweicu，
tadeyanshenzhizhidiluozaiwoshouzhongyouziwengmingdezhangjianshang「xiaogongzi？」wojianjianbingweifangxia，
fanerxiangqiandilebanfen，daizhebirendehanyi「shengengbanye，shanchuangjiangfuhouyuan，yiyuhewei？」
xinzhongjinglingdazuo，buzhidaotakandaoleduoshao？tameiyouhuidawodezhiwen，fanerzhishizhewodeyanjing，
neishentanbandemouzili，fanyongzhewokanbudongdeqingxu。「yuanlairuci……」
「jiang**zheishenjingshihaisudejianfa，bianshilingzunyaonizangqide‘zhuaya’ma？」takanzhewodeyanshen，
gengxiangyigezaiwubianmiwuzhong，zhongyukuijianleyixianshuxidengtaguangmangde……mituzhiren。wodexin，
yintadehuata……daodizhidaoxieshenme？tajianshangdeshang，shiqiaohe，haishi……shitan？
4jianjianyijiuwenwendizhizheta「xiaogongzi」wodeshengyinbingleng「shenyeshanchuangguandi，kuitansiyin，jinpingzheiliangtiao，
woxianzaijiukeyijiangninaxia，songguanjiuban。huozhe……」woshouwanweidong，
jianfengzaiyueguangxiahuaguoyidaohanmang「rangniyongyuanbizui。」rujinhuangjiayingquanhuansi、jiangjiajijikewei，
renhefengchuicaodongdoukenengweijijiangjia。xiaohengzhishikanzhewo，
neiyanshenqifuza、hunhezhechenzhong、leranheyisi……nanyiyanyudepibeideguangmang。「jiang**bubiruci。」
「xiaomoubingfeiyouyikuitan。zhishi……」tadunledun，
muguangsaoguowoshouzhongdejian「fuzhongsihuyouxiebutongxunchangdedongjing，xiaomou……youxin**anwei，
gueryujuqianlaichakan。」zheigejiekouzhuoliedekexiao，dantayuqitanran，fangfoqueyouqishi。「youxinwoanwei？
」wolengxiaoyisheng，jianjianyoubijincunxu「xiaogongzi，womenjinricaidingqin，zaicizhiqiansubuxiangshi。nizheiyouxin，