第1章

我姐姐死了。

yourenjiangwojiejiediujinleqigaiwo,shijigeqigaijiangwojiejiezheruzhisi。

zheigerenjiushishengtaitaishangyan,jiuyinweiwojiejiewuyijiantingdaoletadeyigemimi。

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danshangyanhaishirangrentuozoulewojiejie。

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我的天没了。

我失去了我的姐姐。

我恨上了商烟。

wodasuanfuchou,shangyanrangwoshiqulewozuiaideren,neiwoyeyaorangtashiqutazuiaideren。

shangyanzuiaiderendangranshitalaogongshengjiaze!

ruguorangtashiqu,tagujiyaofeng。

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woxiaochusheng,zhendejiadea?

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…………

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shengjiazezouguolai,conghoumianyibabaozhulewo。

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woxiangxiao,zhenshihaolaogonga,neiwojiejiedemingsuanshenme?

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shengjiazededashouluozaiwodeyaozhishangqialeyixia,youdianqiguaidao,“jintianyaozenmezheimexile,youxiyouruan。”

wotingdaotadehuxichuanlejifen,henkuaitadedashoujiucongwodeyijiaolishenleguoqurounieleliangxia,yashengdao,“haoda~”

wolengxiao,xihuanmashengjiaze?

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jiejie,wobuxiangtangtangzhengzhengzuorenle,wozhixiangdaizhetamenyiqixiadiyu!

shengjiazedeshentijintiezhewo,woyijingganjuedaoletazhitangdetiwenhaiyoukuzixiayingruluotiededongxi,wodangjikaishilewodebiaoyan。

wozhengzhazhezhuanguoleshen,liangshoudishangtadexiongtangqieqierouroudejiaota,“xiansheng,buyao!”

tingdaowodeshengyin,shengjiazeyizheng,“nishishei?”

woshenshou“pa”yishengdakailebideng,yishuangshuiluludemouzixiangzhishoujingdexiaolukanzheta,“xiansheng,nirencuorenle,wobushitaitai,woshizheilidenvyongwensi!”

shengjiazekanzhewodelianjiangzhule。

zheishi“dadada”,waimianshangyandegaogenxieshengturanxiangqile。