第一章 离体

第一章离体

jiehunsannian,chengyuanxinzhongyizhidoushitadechulian。

他从不回家。

weiyiyicibianshijianglihunxieyipaizailewodemianqian,manlianyanedewenwo,“guyinnidaodiheshicainengqianzi。”

“yaoshisilejiugenghaole。”

houlai,wozhendeyaosile,linsiqianwoqianlelihunxieyi,tagaoxingdedangtianwanshangbianjiangchulianjiehuilejia。

dengdaotahechulianzaicifenshoudeneiyike,caixiangmingbai,yuanlaitayijingbeiwochongdesheidoushoubulele。

zuihoutapinlemingdexunzhaowo,dushanglequanbu,tadepengyoudoushuotafengle。

keshi,wozaiyebuhuihuilaile。

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zaiyiyuantanglebangeyue,wocaizhidao,chengyuanconglaijiumeizaihuguowo。

wochengzheyidongjiuhuisanjiadeshenti,huidaolewohechengyuanjiehunsanniandejia。

kanzhewuziliweiweidehuichen,wozhidaozheibangeyuelaitagenbenjiumeihuiguojia。

naozilishitashangyicicongjiazhonglikaishuoguodehua,“nidaodiheshicainengqianzi。”yanshenzhongmanshiyane。

shengmingzuihoudejintou,wofaxianyiqiedoubuzhongyaole。

wojiangchoutilidelihunxieyinalechulai,kanzhetazaojiuqianhaodemingzi,jiangwodemingziyeqianshangle。

ranhoupailezhaojitafaleguoqu。

zaizheizhiqian,woyouhuidaoleyiyuan,wozhidaowochengbuzhule。

guoran,wodaoleyiyuanbianyundaole,jinleqiangjiushi。

kelaotiansihubuyuanyifangguowo,jingjiangwodelinghunfanglechulai,bingbangzailechengyuandeshenbian。

rangwoyanzhengzhengdekanzhechengyuanhetachuliandexingfushenghuo。

buchuwosuoliao,woqianzidetupiangangfaguoqu,xujiubuhuijiadechengyuanbianchuxianzailejiazhong。

nazhelihunxieyixiaochulesheng,bingqiejiwofaleduanxin,wenwoshenmeshihouqulinglihunzheng。

dangran,shimeiyouhuifude。

buguotayebingbuzaihu,tajiangjiazhongqingrenzhongxinshoushileyibian,jiangwodeyifu,haiyouwomendejiehunzhaodourengjinlelajitongli。

suihoujiangtadechulianjiejinlejiazhong,woxiangwodeshitixianzaiyinggaiyijingbeitaijinletaipingjianba。

kewokanjianchengyuanxiaoxinyiyidebangzhetachulianliufeifeibanzhexingli,zaiduishideshihouyanlimanshiaiyi。

wodexinhaishijuliedechoutongleqilai。

jiangxinglishoushihao,chengyuanbianbaozhuleliufeifei,liangrentianmiwujian,keturanliufeifeiquekaikouwendao,“tazhendebalihunxieyiqianle?”

“tabuhuishichushenmeshipalianleini......”

weishuowandehuabeichengyuandaduanle。

talenglengkaikou,“tabuhuichushenmeshide,kenengshiturandexiangtongle,bijingwomenlianggebenjiubushitongluren。”

tingzhetadehua,woganjuezheixienianwoxiangyigeshaziyiyang,kexiaojile。

所以我放手了。

zaiyebuhuichuxianzainimianqianle。

lianggeshijunlididerenhuoxucainengweichilianghaodelianai。

zicongzhidaochengyuanxinzhongyizhidouyouliufeifeideshihou,wodoushizheimeyiweide。

kemeixiangdaomashangjiurangwodeyiweichanshenglehuaiyi。

feijinxinsihewolihundechengyuanchenggongdehetadechulianfuhele,kequemeiyouxiangxiangdeneimexingfu。

talianghenkuaijiumianlinlediyicifenqi。

jinjinshiyinweijiazhonggaibugaibaihuapingzhuangshi。

yinweichengyuanduihuafenguomin,wojiucongweirangyiduohuachuxianzaifangjianli。

keliufeifeiqueshifenxihuanhuaduo,meitiandouhuicongwaimiandaihuilaiyishuxianhua。

zheirangchengyuandeguominzhengzhuangyuelaiyueyanzhong。

keliufeifeiquebingbuguanzheta,yiranwoxingwosu。

zheishiwocaizhidao,chengyuanbeiwobaohudetaihaole,yebeiwochonghuaile。

jiehunsannian,zhiyaoduitabulidedongxi,wodoushoushidehaohaode,yongyuandoubuhuichuxianzaijiali。

danyinweizheiyang,rangchengyuanfanbushengfan,jingchangzhizewonengbunengyoudianzijideshiqingzuo,buyaobaxinsidoufangzaitashenshang。

ketaxianzaiyouheliufeifeizaiyiqile,taquewangjile,liufeifeishibeirenpengzaishouxinlidezhenzhu。