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weihewozhishichanshuleyixiazijiyundaobeisongayijiudeguocheng，
妈妈便不要我了？
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kebaomuyanzhongmanshiduiwodelianxihewunai：
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baomudehua，rangwoshunjianlengzaiyuandi，
妈妈爱我吗？
xinzhongzaizheiyangwen，kezhijuefeikuaijilewodaan。
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“lijiameng，lijiameng，lijiameng...”
mingmingwoshimamaqinshengdehaizi，ketaduiwodeyanlichengdu，wanruoyigelaobanzaizemazijideyuangong，
让我格外煎熬。
keneishi，wozhiyou6sui。
“buhuide，mamabuhuibuyaowode，tahuihuilaide，woyihoubutisongayile。”
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上头还有聊天记录：
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“yaowoshuo，neinvdejiushijian，zhiqianjianzanmenlaobanyoulenvpengyou，you**lianlaiqiuwomenlaoban，”
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kanzheliaotianjilu，woyanleihuahuadeluo，
wodemama，zenmekenengshiayishoujishangdeyangzini...
womingmingjidewodemamahenhaode，
keweishenme，mamaduiwobuhaodejiyi，youhuituranchuxianni？