第4章回忆
danzoulemeijibu，naohaizhonghuiyizheiguoqudezhongzhong，buyouzizhudetinglexialai，wangxiangdaozaidimiandelingxuan。
lingxuankouzhongdeqingjiejie，bingfeitadewushijieqingyun，ershidangchujiangtafuyangzhangda，fumuqindeqinren。
lichenfanjianglingxuanbeiqi，yijiaocairulingyishanmen，tahaobuyouyudetaruweizhidekongjian，quemeiyouyisihaipa，
zaigangcaixianruneichangrumengjingdejiyi，takanjianlezheisuogongdiandeditu，baokuogongdianbutingzhuanhuandekongjianfenbuzhenfa。
xianrujindetaxiangyaolikaizheili，qingeryiju。
danlikaizhiqian，tabasuoyoudezhenfadoupohuaile，zhiyouzheiyang，wushijieqingyungenshengxiadeshixiongdimencainenganranwuyang。
zheishi，ershixiongdelingchonghurancongdaizitiaochu，ershixiongdeshengyinnanyanjiaolv：“shidi！daodifashengshenmele，fengyinpojie，zhengzuogongdiandouzaitanta！”
lichenfanshenhunyouyicichuanlaisiliedetengtong，yisihongguangcongtamouzhongkuaisushanguo，danhenkuaijiuxiaoshi。
xiangdaozijiwuyishifanxiadecuowu，lichenfansangyinshifendichen：“ershixiong，shiwo，shiwobuxiaoxinshoudaoleguhuo，pojielefengyin。”
suishuoshibeiwuyishikongzhi，danquequeshishishitajiekailefengyin，fangzouleneiyuzhulidedongxi，erqietayeyinyuecaidao，zheilifengyinde，jiujingshishenme。
“shidi......”ershixiongyuqiwunai，queyouyifucaidaoledeyuqi：“neinixianzai，haihaoma？”
lichenfanyankuangweiweifanhong，shisansuideshaonian，meijingguodafengdalang，haoburongyizuoyicirenwu，shibaile，haibiandegengzaogao。
danshixiongguanhuaideyuqi，rangtashifengandongyounanguo，shuo：“womeishi，danwofangchudedongxi，zenmeban？”
ershixiongguolebanxiangcaidao：“zheijiushiweishenme，shifuburangniqudeliyou。”
lichenfanshenxinyizhen，youmanliandeyihuobujie：“shixiong，wobudong。”
他是真的不懂。
“zheijianshiqing，shixiongwomeibanfagennishuomingbai，nizhiyaojizhu，wulunfashengshenme，haiyouwomen。”
lichenfanzuijiaocheqiyimoxiaorong，ranhoumanlianjiandingdeshuo：“shixiong，woyaoqubaneifengyinlimiantaopaodedongxi，zhuohuilai！”
ershixiongquehenjinzhangdao：“shidi，nibuyaolumang，zheishiqingbuguaini，nixianhuilai，shifugenwomendajiadouhendanxinni。”
lichenfanxiangdaoshenme，jiuzuoshenme，zhidaoshifugenshixiongkendinghuizulan，yushijiushunshishuochulelingwaiyijianshiqing：“shixiong，wushijiemeisi，wokandaotale。”
ershixiongyeshifenchijing：“dangzhen？”
lichenfandiantou，kaixindao：“shizhende，womenxianzaizhengzhunbeihuiquni。”
ershixiongyehengaoxing：“neitaihaole，woqujienin。”
lichenfanxiangershixiongqianlai，taxianglikaijiuhennanle，yushijiubeizhelingxuan，kuaisuchugongdian。
naohaizhongyizhifantengzheshixionggangcaishuodehua。
tadeshenshi，kendingbujiandan。
erzhidaotashenshideshifu，bukengaosuta。
haiyoulingyigeren，neijiushiqingjiejie。
xiangdaozheili，lichenfanbachujiandeshihou，manlianfuza。
tasuiranhaibudaozhujiqi，kejiunengyujianfeixing，yiqianshizirenweitianfuyibing，danjingliguogongdiandehuanjing，tayouliyouhuaiyi，zheiqizhongkendingyoutabixuzhidaodeshenshi。
yinweigongdiandezhenfabeilichenfanhuidiaodaban，jindishanmaiyuanbenbeifengyinwufayujianfeixing，yincicaibixutubu。
xianzai，shiqulezhenfa，lingqikaishimiman，lichenfanweilejiakuaisudulikai，zhijieyujianlikai。
lichenfanzhibenzijixiaoshihoudezhuchu。
jinianqiantayizhishenghuozaizheigedifang，duiyuzijideshenshi，tabingbulejie。
dangchuqingjiejiezaishanjiaojiandaotadeshihou，guozheqiangbao，beirengzaishanjiao，qiuyekuaijiangmaimei。
yaobushishanzhongyeshoujiaohan，ruobushiqingjiejieshifenghuishan，tabeihulangyaoshoubaofupayeshimeirenzhidao。
jiandaotadeshihouqingjiejiekanqilaiyejiuershisiwu，yigeguniangjiudaizhehaizizaitadeqingzhujushenghuolewunianzhijiu，yexinghaoliangyishanfujinhanyourenyan，caimeiyoushisudeshuodao，ertademingzi，yezhishigenjuqiangbaozhizhongdeyupeisuileqingjiejiedexingcaihuanzuolichenfan。
yezhengshiwunianzhihou，xiaochenfancaizhidaoqingjiejieshigexiuxianzhiren，zheiliangyishanqishishigejulingzhidi。
tameicipaodezao，shiqingjiejiemanshancaiyaojitazuodeyaoyu。
danhoulai，qingjiejiejiangtasongdaoleyunshantiangong，neiniantagangmanjiusui，
houlai，tabailehuachenzhenjunweishi，zicizhuzaiyunshantiangong，yezaiyemeijianguoqingjiejie。
mouri，tapangbianduoleyigejijizhazhadexiaoguniang，jiaolingxuan，zhidaotashibingfengyizu，xinggefeichangjiaoheng，ranglichenfanbuxi。
qichu，yinweiqingjiejiedelikai，lichenfanbiandechenmoguayan。
danjiuzaitagangmanshiersuideshihou，qingjiejieyouchuxianle。
qingjiejiehensuiyidejieshiletalikaideyuanyou，danyinweishiqingjiejie，lichenfanhenkuaijiuzaixindiyuanliangtabucierbie。
qingjiejiedaitayujianfeixing，zaishandianshangfukanfengjing，wenta：“xiuxian，jiujingweihe？”
lichenfanhuida：“buzhi。”
“dengnizhidaole，zaigaosuwo。”
cihou，qingjiejiekaishiduanlianta。
qingjiejieduishifenyanli，weileducutaxiuxian，zheixieniankemeishaoshouqingjiejiedeyanlikeze，youqishandingdejindi，gengshisanlingwushenbuyunqirunei，meidangwenzhi，bianhuiyi“tianshangyoutiangong，wanglaijiexianren”。
duici，tayizhimeiyoutaiduoxiangxin，zhidangshiqingjiejiepatabukendingxin，yingxiangxiuxing。
erzhidaojintian，tacaimingbaiweishenmeqingjiejieyanjintarunei，bujinshiqizhenyazhiwufeitongxiaoke，gengyinyueyutadeshenshiyouguan。
lingxuanpiankejiuhuixinglai，taruodadingjuexinxiashan，wubijinkuaichufa。
zaitakanlai，zijizhongxiadeeguoyebixuyouzijilejie。
zaichuanchengdejiyizhong，zheishieryuzhufenbiefengyinleshierzunqiangdademowu，dangshineigeqiangdadeheikaiqiangzhebimiantamenweihuoshijianerchushouzhifubingfengyinzaizheishieryuzhunei，yiwanfozhilizhenyazaizheifengmodianzhizhong。
zheishierzunmowugegejieweiyuanguyizhong，qiangdawubi，yidangshixiuxianqiangzhedenengli，wufajiangqizhijieshenhunjumie。
zhinengjiangqililianglinghunyuqizhenshenfenbiefengyin，zheiyeshilichenfanzaigongdiandaoleyuzhudeyuanyin。
erneigongdianzhongbeitashifangchuqude，jiushizheixiemowudelinghun，yejiushisuoweide“moyuan”，suoxingtamendezhenshenfengyinyudongxuanyugedi，budeerxun。
ertamendezhenshenbude，liliangjiubukerongheerneigongdian，jishiqidian，yeshizhongdian。
lichenfanxinsifanfutuiqiao，tacicijuedingxiashan，bujinshiweilehaijiangzijifanxiadezui，jinxingmibu。
dangran，yeshiyouneimeyidianbimianqingjiejiedetaotiannuhuo，genghekuangtatingjianletashoulideyuzhulimian，haizangzhezhiyishouchuandajitadetaotianhenyi。
tajiangshudeshishi，hedadianchuanchengjitade，quejieranbutong。
lichenfanditou，wen：“nishuode，kedoushizhende？”
“feihua！laoziyongdezhepiannihuangmaoxiaozima？”
tajiaoqiu，zhenshenruhebudeerzhi，shishushangshuo，zheidongxuanyucunzaileshuyinianzhijiu，yuangushiqicengyougushen，guxian，guyao。
gumodenggezhongqiangzhegongzhangtiandi，suirandaoxianzaidechuanchengbaibucunyi，danyouyuyuanguyizhonghemowudexuemainengligengqiang，biandeyizaidazainanzhongcunhuozhijin。
yueshuqiannianqian，zhongduoqiangdadeyizhongqueqierzhengxiong，bianyoumowuqituhuoluantianxia。
cishi，yifozongdanengzhaojitianxia，jiyipingfuzhongsheng，lijingqianniandazhan，zhongyujiangmowuyiwangdajin。
qiangdademowufachanchu，bianyifangshifengyin，qidaisuiyuejiangqichanchu。
buliaolichenfan，dapolezheigepingjing。
erqiutaotianhenyizhiyou，queshineiyizhandehouguo。
lichenfanziyoubianbolanqunshu，queweiduzheichangdazhanhaowujizai，sihubeikeyimoqu。
danjutasuoshuo，zheishieryishoubingbuquanweimowu，qizhongjiuyoutazheizhongyuanguyizu。
neiyizhandedehouguo，shitianxiazhongzubeimiediaojiangjinsanfenzhier，gezhongqiangdadezhongzubeiyijiaomozhimingshengshengmosha。
erqizhongjiuyouzheiqiudezhongzu，tianxiashenglingtutan，erdanfanqiangdadeyizu，doubeiguanyimowu，nengshazesha，zhiyoutamencengjingzuiweiqiangdadeyipi，caideyifengyingouhuo。
ershier“mowu”zhong，jiujingyoujigezhenzhengdemowu，quebudeerzhi。
lichenfanxianglaizheixiemowujiucitaochu，ruguohaigeziweizhan，daoshihuizhongdaofuzhe，padejiushitamenyoushenmemimoubudeerzhi，keyixiangxiangshiertoucengjingchizhafengyundemowuyiqigaoshi，zheitianxiahuiluanchengshenmeyangzi。
zheiduilichenfaneryan，taiduozhenxiangxuyaotaquyanzheng，baokuozheixieyishoudezhenshishenfen，dangniandezhenxiang，huozhezijideshenshi。
youyigemituanbaizaitayanqian，lichenfanbuyouxixiang。
weishenmezijihuiyouzheishieryuzhuzhiyi，neigeheikainanzishishei？neimohudeyingziyoushishei？qiuyoushifouzaipianta？danzheiyiqie，douyutayouzheqiansiwanlvdelianxi。
qiuzhizhitayizhimowu，buzhilailishifouzhenrutasuoshuoweizhenjia，buzhitamenmowudouyoushenmebenling。
erzijidexiuxianlucaiganggangkaishi，yebuzhiyihoujiangyouzenyangdejiyuhexiongxian？
lichenfantingzaiyikeshushang，yangwangtianshangdemanyue，tanlekouqi：“qingjiejie，kendinghenshengqi。”
yinweixiuxian，renderongmaohuitingliuzaizijirenweizuimeidenianhua，qingjiejiederongmaojiuyizhitingliutaxiaoshihoukanjiandemoyang。
jinri，tazaigongdian，ganshoudaoleqiangdadeliliang，rangtadaoxindouweizhizhandou。
tafaxianzijiduililiangdekewangshiqiansuoweiyou。
tayigeweizhujiderumenxianjiadizi，yaoruhezhanshengneishiyizhimowu。
jiuliantashoushangdezheiyizhiyebuzhigairuhechuli。
“woyaobianqiang。”lichenfanyanshenchongmanjianding，zhiyouzheiyang，cainengzhanshengdiren。
zheiniantouyiqibianwufaezhi。