第四章
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wodanaoyizhenhongming，kanzheguchuanpingneizhangwoshenaidelian，rujinquejuedewubimosheng。
“guchuanping，pingqishibaixingrenjiacaiyou，nishiwangye，zennengyoupingqi？”
“weilechuling，benwangyuansheqizheixieguiju。”
guchuanpingbaxijiefangzaiwoshouzhong，takanxiangwo，landeweichixiaomoyang。
“chulingfumushuangwang，mafanwangfeiweiwoyuchulingzhenghun。”
shouzhongxijiesiyouqianjinzhong，woxinzangyizhenjinsuo，kanxiangshenpangyipianhuohong。
woyuguchuanpingchenghunshi，yinjidanjunzhucaiyi，buganpuzhang，suoyicaizhishiqingshenfozhenghun，duishenfoguibai。
kanlai，guchuanpingzheicizhendonglexin，shubuqingdepinli，yidandanbaimanwangfu，doumeiyouluojiaodedifang。
“guchuanping，niduisheiyongguozhenxinni？”
fengyugongdushiliuzai，zhiyiyanjiunengdongbicixinyi。
guchuanpingkanxiangwo，yanzhongsiyouyishunpanghuang，kanwobaxijiefangtashouzhong，taturanfanshouwozhuwodewan。
“lanqing，ruonikenrencuofuruan，yulianhuazhanduanguanxi，yibeizipeiwozaishenbian，wocongcibuzaiyuanni。”
womingbai，rujinzhongzhong，jieshiguchuanpingzaibiwobeipantaizi，qipanwoyutayitongyonghuqiwang。
daoshanhuohai，wodoukexiangpei，weiduzheitiaolubuxing。
“guchuanping，xinyueni，rangrentaitengle......”
guchuanpingyileng，wozhengkaitadeshou，baxijielingyitoufangzaichulingshouzhong。
tingzhezhongrenhexisheng，woxinliyipianmamu。
wofushenxiaohan，rutongshiliunianqianxinhun，woyuguchuanpingzaishenfomianqianguibaineiri。
“yuanyuliangren，bainianhaohe。”
rutongdiyicixiangyu，renqunzhong，guchuanpingcongshenhouweiwozanhua，qingtiaoxiaowo：
“chunguangshengjing，jiarenbinbianzenkewuhua？”
wosongkaixijie，kanxiangguchuanping，yanqianyipianmohu。
“yuanjietongxin，zaoshengguizi。”
woyutadehaizimeile，xianggebuguoyiri，tatongbierenxijieliangyuan。
“yuangongbaitou，sishengqikuo。”
xintouquxuejiqishangshen，shigeliangniancaikequyizhan。
wopanguchuanpingzaoxiewuyang，hunhouliangnian，woweicengxiuyang，lianxuweiguchuanpingcixinquxue。
zhidaoneicihunmi，tayilianhuangluan，kuzhehanwomingxing。
zaiwoxinghou，guchuanpingbaozhuwo，xiangzhaodaoshierfudedezhenbaoban，haotaodaku。
“jianglanqing，lanqing，bielikaiwo，wozhiyaoni。”
guchuanping，nizixucongmingyishi，moudingtianxia。
kenizenmepianmeikanchu，woshizhenxiangyuniduyusheng。
zaidengdeng，dengsirihouwojitazuihouyizhanxintouxue，yexudaoneishi，wobiannengchedishihuai。
dongfanghuazhuye，funeiyipianhuohong，wotangzaineikelaohuaishuxia，daonianguowang。
yizhenjiuqizuanrubizhong，waitou，guchuanpingzhongzhongtangzaiwoshenpang。
tashuangmoumanshixiaoyi，yongshouliaoqiwobinbiansuifa，xiangwoyutaxinhunshineibanwenrou。
yishun，rutonghuangliangyimeng，dangtakaikoushi。
“chuling，nijinrizhenmei。”
一切梦碎。