第3章

7.

zaiwodeyinxiangli,mamazaijiadejiaoseyizhidoubeibabadeyinyinglongzhao,yijiarendeqingxudougenzhebabadebianhuaerbianhua,xiangmocedetianqiyiyang。

xiaodeshihou,yinweiwoweiyidehaizi,tayecengjingjiguowoyixiewennuan,houlaibeijiatingbianyuanhuashi,woxiangguoweishenmemamabunengdaizhewoyiqitaoli。

zhidaozhangdawocaidongde,weijingtarenku,moquantarenshandedaoli,henduoshiqingmeiyouwosuoxiangdeneimejiandan。

wodemamameiyouduguoshenmeshu,neishihouzuoweijialibijiaodadehaizi,zaozaojiuchulaidagong,dangshiganzherechaoyilujinsheng,xianzaiyinggaiyenengzuodaoyigebucuodezhiwei。

kerenshilebabazhihou,mamajiuciqugongzuoquanshenxinditourudaolejiatingli,zuozheyifenyongyuanmeiyougongzi,zhujian“minweizhongren”dezhiye——jiatingzhufu。

neishihou,shehuidebianhuarixinyueyi,danwulejinian,mamazaojiumeiyoubanfarongruzheigeshehui,tahuoxuyouguolikaideniantou,dantazaoyishiquleyuzhipipeidenengliheyongqi。

wohenshangxin,tashiwodemama,woweitagandaokebei,cengjingtingdaoguoyizhongshuofa,yigerenlikaile,neimetacengjingdeguocuoyedounengbeishihuai,danwowufashihuai,gengjiawufayuanliangfuqindesuozuosuowei。

kelianzhirenbiyoukehenzhichu,taqianbugaiwanbugaizhuzhouweinve,ruguotadangshinengshaoweiduiwohaoyidian,woxiangwoyehuiyouneimeyisibusheta,tarujinyebuhuizoudaozheiyibu。

jieshulejibai,wozhengdasuanlikai,buliaoquebeibabalanzhu,takanqilaiyouxieqiaocui,jingranshilaixiangwosuoyaoshanyangfeide。

“woyangnizheimeda,zheimeburongyi,nijiuzhendezheimehenxin?zhiqianneimeduiwo,yejiusuanle。”

“nijinianbuhuijia,woyemeiyouguainibuxiao。”

“danxianzai,nimamazoule,yihoujiuzhiyouwoyigelaotoule,nimamazoulewoyehenshangxin,nizhidaoma?”

“nibushihaiyounidebaobeinverma?”wochaofengdichixiaodao。

“shenmebaobeibubaobeide,nimenlianggedoushiwodenver,**meitaxianzaihaimeichengnianni,falvshangxuyaorenfuyang。”

“nishitajiejie,nijiuyinggaiduobangchenta,niguodezheimehao,kandao**meiguodezheimecha,ninenganxinma?”

kanzhetatianbuzhichidiyidunshuchu,daqinqingpai,zhanzaidaodezhigaodianzhizewo,ruguoshiyiqiandewo,woyejiurenrangle,danxianzai,wobuchizheiyitao!

“woanxina,youshenmebuanxinde,nicongxiaodaodazenmeduiwode,nizijixinlimeiyoushuma?”

“ni……zhenshiyangbushudebaiyanlang,nibiewanglenishiyoushanyangfumudeyiwude!”

“ng,hao,yihouwohuizhunshidaqiandaonizhangshangde,buhuishaoniyifenqian,danniyebiexiangduona。”

“haiyou,neishinidebaobeinver,bushiwode,womeiyouyiwufuyangta,qingnihaohaogaoqingchu。”

“ruguonizaijiuchanwo,wobujieyizaishidianshouduan,rangnizaijinqudunjitian。”

“daoshihoujiuzhiyounidebaobeinveryigerenzaiwaimian,nifangxinma?”

“niyiweidangchujingchalaizhuani,nengneimeqiaodijinidingzuima?wojiguonimenjihui,ruguonimenduiwohaiyouyidianxinteng,zheigejujiubuhuizuocheng。”

“kejieguoni,ruguowomeiyoutiqiantongzhirenzaiheshideshijianbaojing,wokenengzailimianduanqile,nidoubuhuizaiyiba……”

“shenzhixianghaozenmechuzhiwoleba,bawomaile?haitoutoumailebaoxian?”

wokandaotadeliansebianlebian,youshabaibiandezhanghong,wozhishizheta。

“haidexiexienidebaobeinvertuilewoyiba,jiwotigongleshoushangdezhengju。”

“wodangshihejingchashuo,neidoushinidade。”woyouxiezichaodao。

“shenzhinihuiweilehuzheta,quanbuguocuolanzaizijishenshang,wodouxiangdaole……”

“suoyiyihouhaishigezianhao,biezailaizhaowo,womenfunvdeyuanfenyesuanshijinle。”

shuozheiduanhuahaofeilewosuoyoudeliqi。

zheijiushiwodeqianbansheng,shiwoneixuyaoyongyishengzhiyudeyuanshengjiating,ruguomeiyouyudaolinyue,meiyourenshiwenxu,zaiwodejihuali,wohaimeiyouneimekuainengcheditaotuo。

cengjingxiangguozouzaizheitiaolushang,wojianghuishizheigeshijieshangzuigududeren,zheiyangdejiyeli,woxuyaoduzixingzou,duzimiandui。

danzheigeshijiebenjiumeiyouruguo,xianzaidewoshouhuoleai,shouhuolexingfu。

womeiyouzaitingshenhoufuqinmamalieliedehuayu,tasishiqidebuqing,yizhenxuanhuashengconghoumianchuanlai,danwomeiyouzaihuitou,zhishizaixiang,qianmianhaiyouhenzhangdeludengzhewo。

ershenghuozhongconglaijiuzhiyousanjianshi:zijideshi,bierendeshihelaotianyedeshi。niyaozhidao,nizhixuyaozuohaozijideshi,laotianyedeshiniguanbule,bierendeshiyeyuniwuguan。