shuoqilai，zheihaideduokuilelushuhua。
**zheyunandaozhangjidefuzhou，zhangwolelushuhuahexitongdeyiqieduihua。
xiehuaizhougaosuwo，zaiwolijingquhuaigudediyitian，tazhaoliquqisheyingxuncha，turangandaoxinzangyizhenmentong。
jinjiezhetayanqianyihei，shenmedoubuzhidaole，dengdaozaixinglai，jiufaxianzijibeikunzaiyigeheiandekongjianli，nengkandaowaijie，danshiqueshenmedouzuobule。
takandaoshangcineigedadubianbiandenvrenkongzhitadeshentishuohua，tanengtingdaoneigenvrendexinsheng，neigenvrendexinyouheiyouzang，xinshengquanshieduwuhuide，shenzhiwangxiangqudaizijideairen。
takandaoneigejiaolushuhuadenvrenshitujizijicuangaijiyi，jiangzijijiyizhongdemiaomiaotihuanchengta，danshibuguancuangaiduoshaocidoushibaile。
shuodaozheili，xiehuaizhouyouhuifuletashaoshineideyichoupidebiaoqing。
“wojiushuowochaojiainide，sheiyetidaibulewodemiaomiao。”
woxiaomazhezouta：“nihaichuishangle，kuaidianjixushuo。”
houlai，lushuhuaqijibaihuai，sihushiduicuangaitadejiyisixinle，haishuoshenmerangnanzhuzuoyibeizidekuileisuanle。
xiehuaizhouzaineiliangtiandeshijianliyizhizainulidezhengtuoshufu，xiangbanfazhengtuoneigeheiandekongjian，danshizenmedouchenggongbule，tadouyaojuewangle。
jieguozheigeshihouwohuilaile，takandaolushuhuakongzhizhezijideshenti，zuozheshanghaizijizuiaiderendeshi，neixinjuewangdaojidian，zaiheiandekongjianfengkuangdesihou，henbudechuquheneigenvrentongguiyujin。
直到他听到我说——
“xiehuaizhou，niyaoshizaibuxiangqiwo，wojiubuyaonile。”
那一刻，他怕了。
yixiangdaowobuyaotadekeneng，tashenmedougubushangle，kaishixiangjinyiqiebanfazican。
zaitayanyanyixideshihou，ganjuezheijitianshufuzijidedongxituranjiuxiaosanle。
zaihunmiguoquqian，menglongzhong，xiehuaizhoutingdaoyourenfachuleyijutanxi。
“zhongjiushiduitadeaiyichongpoleyiqiea。”
xiehuaizhougaosuwoshiqingdejingguozhihou，houpadebaozhuwo。
“xinghaowomeiyoushiquni。”
wowenroudeqintadezuijiao：
“shishishi，xinghaowodeshaojiangjunzugouaiwo。”
woyegaosuletaguanyuyunandaozhangjidefuzhouhexitongduihuadeshi。
xiehuaizhouningshensisuoleyihui，duiwoshuo：
“jiranneixiegonglvezhezichengnvzhu，neigesuoweidexitongshibangzhunvzhugonglvewode，woshitamenkoulishuodenanzhu，neiwoduixitongdejiazhiyinggaigengdaba？”
wodexindiyinyinmaochuyigecaixiang。
“azhou，nishishuo……”
“meicuo。miaomiaonixiang，neigexitongbuxihaofei100duogenvrenbianchengsuoweidenvzhulaigonglvewo，yebubawozheigebuainvzhu，weifansheding，lijingpandaodenanzhuhuandiao，shibushishuomingwodecunzai，duineigexitonghenzhongyao？”
wolanlandetaimou，zhijianzainanrenyanjingxiafangcengleceng。
“nixiangyongzijiweixiexitongchulai，laidaowomenshenbian？”
woweiweiyixiao，jianlidezhijiahenhendeanzhutagangzicanguodexiongkou。
“ruoshiniyongzijidexingmingkaiwanxiao，wojuebudaying。”
“si……niangzi，tengtengteng。”
zheijiahuozuishanghanzheteng，quezhuantoubawoanzailechuangtaishang。
“miaomiaofangxin，wodingbuhuirangnidanxin。”
wonaoxiuchengnu，beiwendeqichuanyuyu。
“sheishininiangzi？**dewaimianhaiyourenni。”
wenyan，nanrenxiuzhangdeshouzhimantiaosilidetiaokaiwodeyijin，bawodeshenzizhuanguomianxiangchuangwai，qingxiao：
“miaomiaohaixiushenme，wonalimeijianguo？”
woqideniutouwuzhutadezui。
nanrenyigetingshen，shuangshoufujinwodexiongkou，zaiwoerbianninan。
“baobei，shijianhaizaoni，lairifangzhang。”
……登徒子。
lushuhuabukezhixindekanzhexitong：
“suoyinibeipanlewo？”
xitongdeshengyinyouruduizheyijianbeidiudiaodelajishuohua：
“woyijingjinichuguozhuyile，jieguonizheimeduotiandoubeikunzaizheigelaoli，niderenwuyijingshibaile，nanzhudayingwo，zhiyaofangqinizheigesuzhu，tajiuhuiziyuanzuorenwu。”
“xitongnishibushiyoubinga？nimeidangguorenhaibuzhidaorenma，niyiweixiehuaizhouzhenhuiziyuanhenixuandingdenvzhuxiangqinxiangaifangqisuxuanmiao？nibeipianle！”
cishicike，lushuhuadeneixinwubidebengkui。
tadangchuweishenmeyaonaochoulaizuozheigeshijiederenwua？
guaibudeqianmian100duogerendoushibaile，zheigexitongshigechunhuo！
xitongwenxiehuaizhou：“tashuodeshizhendema？”
xiehuaizhouhuranxiaole：“shia，piannide。”
“nishinanzhu，nanzhuzenmenengbushouxinyong？”
xiehuaizhouweiweigouqichunjiao，wangxiangwodemuguangchongmanqingchi。
“wozheirenmeishenmedixian，weiyinengshuanzhuwodeshengsuo，jiushiwodemiaomiao。”
xiayishun，wozailushuhuajingkongdeyanshenhexitongzhizhijiaozhexiangtaolidedongzuozhong，zhijieniebaoleshoushangneituanguangguailulidedongxi。
lushuhuazhizhiwuwu，shentidouruoshaikang：
“wo……woduziliyounidehaizi……”
wosixiaofeixiaodekanshangtadeduzi：
“shima，niquedingniduzilideshihaizi？”
xitongxiaoshile，xitongrenweizhizaochulaidedongxi，ziranyehuisuizhixiaosan。
zaiyuzuzhenjingdemuguangzhong，lushuhuaneishuodadedupi，manmandebianlexiaqu。
她绝望的看向我。
“zuihouyigewenti，niweishenmeshuonicaishizhenzhengdenvzhu？”
“yinweizheilibenlaishiyigetuanchongshijie。”
yunandaozhanghuanbutarulaofang。
lushuhuadengdaleshuangyan：“zhushendaren。”