第2章回忆

zhengzaishangdaerdewo,youtianjiedaolemamadedianhua:“qianqian,nijiejieyaojiehunla!niqingjitianjiahuilai,nidouhaojiumeihuijiale!nihaijidemamawobu……zheiciyidingyaohuilaie!”womazaidianhuaneitouxingfendishuozhe。

shia,wodouyouduojiumeihuiqule,dagaiyousannianleba!zicongneijianshiyihou,wojiuyizhimeihuiguojiani。

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womenmamagenzhangshushushizhongzujiating,mamazaiwo16suineiniandaizhewojiajilezhangshushu。womenyiqizhujinleshushujiadebieshu。zhangshushuyeyoulianggehaizi。jiejiezhangmei,erzizhangzhi。

mamashunbianbawodemingzigaichengzhangqian。shuoshiyinweipaxindehuanjing,bietongxuexiaohuawoshimeiyoubabadehaizi。qishiwozhidaotashixiwangzhangshushubawoyedangchengzhangjianverhaohaoduidai,bijingzhangshushuzaidangdihaishibijiaoyouqianyoudiweide。

zhangmei,qizhigaoya,tadedaqiyourumudanshengkai,yanliduomu,lingrentaozui;tadeshengaotuizhangsiqingsongtingba,yinrenzhumu。sanfazhemirendemeili。

zhangzhi,xiaorongqiasichunrinuanyang,tawaibiaowenroushuaiqiruweifengfumian,tademeiyujianliuzhuanzhewenroudeshencai,fangfoyekongzhongshanshuodexingchen,yiyishenghui。

woyexiaoxinyiyidegenzhangshushudehaizimenxiangchu。zongtilaishuohaishihenbucuode。womenxianganwushidexiangchuleyinianle。

zaiyigeyanyanggaozhaodewuhou。wotingdaozhangmeigenzhangzhizaizhengchao。

“wodeshibuyongniguan。”zhangzhidashengshuozhe。

“bieyiweiwobuzhidao,nitoutoudekanzhangqianxizao。neishinimeimeia!nizaixiangshenme?”zhangmeidashengshuozhe。

“nijiwobizui!”zhangzhishuozhe。

zhangmeizhuanshenxialou。zhenghaokandaoloutikoudewo,lianshangshimanliandebugaoxing,yebuzhidaoshikandaowo,haishimeiyouconggendidichaojiazhongchulai。

“wobushiguyitoutingnimenshuohuade,wo……”wojieshizhe。

“wusuowei,niliwodidiyuandian。”zhangmeikanzhewoshuozhezhuanshenlikai。tabenshenyekaoshangledaxue,jishaohuijia。

wodiandiantouxiangzhuanshenjiuzou。zheishihouzhangzhizailoutikoukandaowo。“zhangqian,nijiwozhanzhu。”

womeiyoutingxia,xiangjinkuailikai。jieguoloushangdezhangzhidabupaolexialai,zhijielazhulewoshouwan。“gangcaiwomenshuodehuanitingdaole?”

“womeitingting……qing”wozhuangtingbujian。

“biezhuangle,woshixihuanni。”zhangzhiyangguangxiadecelianzhizhidingzheyanqianren。

“biekaiwanxiao,nishiwoge。”woxiangbawoshouwancongtashoulilachulai。

“womenyoubushiqinde!!”zhangzhirichangdoushiwenroutitiede,xianzaiyuqiquehenqiangying。kanzhewoyaowanghuiladeshou,tayongxiuzhangdesizhizhijiejiwobidongzaitahuaili。

“ge,womenxianzaitinghaode,yijiaxingfu!”woshuozhe。

“biejiaowoge。”shuozhetazhijiewenleguolai。

wobennengtaiqishoujiletayibazhang,takandaowodaletayanshenyileng,songkailewo。

“duibuqi……”woshuozhezhuanshenpaohuilefangjian。xinzangyizhipengpengzhitiao。

晚上在饭桌上吃饭。

“xiaozhi,nilianzenmele。”womakaikouwendao。

“meishi,beixiaoyemaonaole。”zhangzhishuozhe,yanshenkanxiangwo。

我低头吃着饭。

“xiaoyemao?”womamanlianyiwen。“yaobuyaojina!yihuierqushangdianyaoba!yaoshimaonaodequdayumiao。”womaguanxinwenzhe。

“womeishi。”zhangzhishuozhe。

“meishi,haizideshirangtamenzijichuli,tamendoudale。”zhangshushushuozhe。

“wochiwanle。”woshuozheqishendasuanhuifangjian,qifenwodaibuxiaqu。

“qianqian,nichibaolema?zheihaizi。”mamazaishenhoushuozhe。

wanshangqueshihene,wochulefangjian。zoudaobingxiangqian,nachuledianniunaiheshuiguo。

dasuanchidian,zhuanshenyitaitoujiukandaozhengzuozaishafashangdezhangzhikanzhewo。

“haochima?”tamanmanzouleguolaiwenwo。

“niyaochidianma?”wobashuiguodijita。

“zhidaowoweishenmexihuannima?”zhangzhiwenzhe。

wobashuiguoyanxiaqu,yaoyaotou。

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yuzhangqiandechucijianmian,zhijinrenglilizaimu。neishiyigeyangguangmingmeiderizi,tajingjingdizhanzaiayishenhou,wanruyiduojiaoxiudehualei。tadejifuruxuebanjiebaixini,haowuxiaci;yishuangdayanqingchemingliang,wanruoyekongzhongcuicandexingchen。neishideta,kanshangquyouxiedanqie,xianggexiaodanxiaoguiside。

jingguozhengzhengyiniandechaoxixiangchu,wozhujianyishidao,zijidemuguangzongshibuyouzizhudiluozaitashenshang。meiyigexiweidedongzuo、meiyicibujingyideweixiao,dounengqiandongwoneixinzuishenchudeqingganqinxian。gengzaogaodeshi,lianyewanrushuihoudemengjingzhong,yemanshitadeqianyingyingraoxintou,huizhibuqu。

zhidaoyouyitian,ouranjiandezhitazhengzaimuyu,yiguwufayizhidechongdongyongshangxintou。worenbuzhutoutoukuishi,quejingyidifaxian,taquanshendejifujingruningzhibanbaixijiaonen,lingrenxinchishenwang。neiyishunjian,woxintiaojiasu,fangfozhenggeshijiedouzhishengxiayanqianzheijuemeidehuamian。rucimirendejingzhi,rangwoshenxianqizhong,nanyiziba。

yexushitaiguochenzuiyuyanqiandemeijing,yizhiyuwanquanmeiyouchajuedaojiejielaidaowoshenbian。danghuiguoshenlaishi,caihuangrandawu,danweishiyiwan……