第2章
waimianbuzhiheshi，dianshanleiming。
cishizhengshimeiyujijie，dayuxiaoyubuduan。
yushuidazaichuanghushang，shengyinhenda，rangwoxinfanyiluan，xinqingwubiyayi。
wohuishenguanshangmen，dangzhuyusheng，dengzaihuilaideshihou，fuqinjingshiqiruoyousi，meixinheiqigengzhong，kongpalianlianggeshichendoujianchibuzhu！
huidaochuangbian，fuqinturanyibazhuazhuwodeshou，sisizuanzhe，tanulizhengkaiyanjing，dingzhewo，zheirangwoxiangdaolehuiguangfanzhaosigezi。
“爹......”
“bieshuohua！er，nijizhu，dingwansishijiuzhangding，zaiqudayikouputongguancai，fangruwochuangxiadezhiren，anzhaocunzilidexisuzhengchangchubin，ersantianzhihou，yejiushiwoshensidaoxiaozhishi，qieji，wakailiushupangdedifang，zhaodaoshugenzhixiadeqijukugu，meijukugushangzhaodaoyigengutou，yongjinlewoxuedeheishengchuanshang，daizaishenshang，renheshihoudoujueduibunengzhaixia，xuewoyijingzhunbeihao，hezhirenfangzaiyiqi！zhiyuwodeguancai，jiumaizaishuxia，yayuqijukuguzhishang！sisiyazhu！”
“haiyou，jueduibunengtaiguan，qieji！laozuzongshuoguo，yaoyiertongxiu，womenwujiazhixiuqiyi，buxiuqier，sundeshizishenyangshouhehunpo，haideshizhouweiqinpenghelinyou，kexiwozhidaodeshihouyijingwanle......ruoshiniyidingyaochushou，xunlianggechunyangmingge，rangtamenzuonidexiashou，weinitaiguan......er，woxielutianji，benhaiyoujigeshichen，xianzaiqueyaotiqianzoule！”
turan，fuqindeyanjingzhigougoudekanxiangwodeshenhou。
yizhenyinfengchuilai，wozhiganjuehoubeifaliang，jipigedashunjianqileyishen。
wozhuanguoshenqu，zhinengyinyuekandaoyidaoheiying，sirenfeiren，huanhuanpiaolai。
wogubudeneimeduo，dangzaiwofuqinshenqian，lishenghedao：“wobuguannishirenshigui，haishineiweilietiangongdeshenxian，wodieyangshouweijin，niyaoshidaizouta，wojueduibuhuifangguoni！wohuiqinzidaodifu，wendaluoyanwangzhaogegongdao！”
yinxiaoshengxiangzaierbian，neiheiyingyijiangwobaoguo。
“xiaozi，kanzainidieshigaojiahouren，ergaoqimingyouyuwoyouendefenshang，wocaiteyilaigaozhitashichen，rangtazuohaohoushi，benshishanju，keweicengxiang，tajuranganxielutianji，neiwojiubixugoutaxiadifu！tianjizishitianding，yidancongrenkouxielu，bizaotianqian！”
zuihousizizhenlongfakui，wowuzheerduo，zhiganjueyizhentouyunmuxuan，sihuyouwushurenzhanzaiwoerbian，butingdeshuozheshenme。
我知道，那是魂魄！
shizheiguicharuyangjian，gensuierlaidehunpo，yeshibeitaqushidexiaogui！
“buxing！nibunenggouzouwodiedehunpo，wogennipinle！”
wosuibushichunyinyebushichunyangmingge，kewoziyouyilai，ririanzhaofuqingaosuwodefangshixiuxing，wotineixianxue，zaoyijingrongrudadizhiyang，duieguixiongling，shishaqi！
woqiangrennaozhongdeyunxuan，zhuazhupangbiandeshuiguodao，huakaizhangxin，shuaichuxianxue，tongshikouzhongnianqihaoling，“liujialiudingtingwuhaoling，liehuoruwuxue，heshenbufu，heguibujing！qinwuxuelingsaochuyaojing，tuituitui！”
xianxuesaluoshunjian，heiyingzhuoshao，maochuzhenzhenbaiyan，haibansuizhesisilvlvjiweinanwendeqiwei，fuxiu，eryouechou！
heiyingxunsutuiqu，piaofuzaibankong，heranxingchengyidaoheiserenying，tasihuyongshouzhizhewo，pokoudama，“fanrenjingganduiyinchadongshou！nizheishiweinitianming！nibenjiuzhinenghuodaoershi，zheiyixuexiaqu，nilianjinniandouweibichengguo！haohaohao，wojinribenjiushizuolecuoshi，woyebuzhuijiu，miandejizijireshangyishenxing，fanzhengbudaoyinian，daoshihouwohuiqinzilaigounidehunpo！rengdaonaiheqiaoxia，ririyeyerangniyueguizuoban！budetoutai！”
shuowan，woqinyankandaoheiyingyihuishou，yidaoheixianluozaifuqinshenshang。
heixianshouhui，haidaizheyilvbaiguang，shangmianfanqisisihongse。
wozhidao，neishiwofuqindehunpo！
“爹！爹！”
heiyingxunsuxiaosan，fangjianlihuifujijing，yushengzhongxinchuxian，yushuidazaichuangshang，pilipalazuoxiang。
wodaizhidezuozaiyuandi，guolehaoyihui，caifanyingguolai，jimangqishen，chakanfuqindeqingkuang。
tayijingbishangleyanjing，meiyouyidianhuxi。
wotongbuyusheng，pazaitashenshanghaotaodaku，fuqinshiwodezuihouyigeqinren，womenxiangyiweimingshijinian，suirantayizhiwobingzaichuang，keshitaduiwodeai，duiwodehao，woxinzhiduming！rujin，lianzheizuihouyigeqinren，zuihouyigeaiwoderen，yezoule！
kulebuzhidaoduojiu，woshenziyiruan，zuozaidishang，houbeikaozaihuokangshang。
zhidaozheigeshihou，wocaihuifuyidianlizhi。
woditoukanxiangzijidezhangxin，xianxuebuzhiheshiyijingninggu，danshishangkoufeidanbuteng，shenzhihaiyousisiliangyi，zheishiwoshaoleheiying，jieguobeiyinqiqinshisuozhi。
womeiyouquguan，ershihuiyiqigangcaifashengdezhongzhong。
neiyinchashuowozhinenghuoguoershi，errujin，quelianjinniandouhuobuguole。buguo......yehao，zhenghaokeyixiaqupeiwofuqin。
fuqin......dengdeng！
womengdiqishen，kanxiangfuqindeshishou，yibazhuaqitadegebo，shouwanshang，heranyouyidaodanhongsedeyinji。zaiyinchagouhunzhishi，wokandeqingqingchuchu，fuqindehunposhangdaizhehongse，keneishishaqi，shizuoleeshi，yihuozheshiyuerenweiwucaihuiliuxiade。
keshiwofuqinzheiyibeiziqingqingbaibai，shuangtuiyouji，youzenmekenenghuizuoeshi。xiangfan，fuqintaweirenheshan，zaihainengmianqiangxingzoudeshihou，zheifangyuanbailidecunzi，doushiwofuqinqukanshi。
yizhilaoshuturancuanchu，tingzaiwojiaobian，yongweibasaolewoyixia。
wohouzhihoujue，yiditou，jiujiantayouzuandaolekangdongli。
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gubudebeitong，wohuixiangqifuqindelinzhongyiyan，jiangtabaojingebidexiaowu，neikousisifangfangdeguancaijiufangzaiyijingduimanzawudekangshang。
wolakaiguancaigai，jiangfuqinfangruqizhong。
rujintahunyizou，shifouzishiyijingbushineimezhongyao。
gaihaoguancai，woyigerenfeilidejiangqituichu。
yushuibizhiqianxiaolehenduo，yuanzizhongpeibanzhewozhenggetongniandeliushu，yezhishengxiayigeshuzhuang。
wojiangguancaikaozheshuzhuangfanghao，suihoumaoyuganwangcunzidongtou，liyeyejiazhong。
woyaoquzaidayigeguancai，anzhaofuqinsuoshuode，yongzhirenchubin！