第5章
wulizhiganruchaoshuibanyongshangxintou，peiyunjingmianlihuiwuzheshouzhongdebishou，ranermeiyicidewudong，shoubeidefuduqueyufaweiruo。
yanpichenzhongrushan，sihuzaiyewulichengkai......
nandaojinyebianshimingsangyuci？
guoran，zaizheishengongzhizhong，bushouchongzhirenbianshizuigaiwansi！
不！
tabunengjiuzheiyangsiqu，taruoqule，mufeigairuheshihao？
今夜,必须活下去！
zaizheiyinianzhijian，peiyunjingtineiyongqiyigumomingdeliliang，tamengrantingshen，huibizhiqucikeyanhou。
huwen“xiu”deyishengpokongzhixiang......
chaneijian，zhiwen“peng”diyishengmenxiang,neimingcikeruduanlexiandemuoubantuirandaodi。
bansuizhezheishengchenmendezhuangji，yuanbenjinbidemenhufachuyizhenlingrenyasuande“zhiya”sheng，huanhuanchangkai。
“云璟，云璟！”
fangfolaiziyaoyuantianjidehuhan，zaipeiyunjingjijiangheshangshuangmoudeshunjian，ruoyouruowudichuanrutadeerji。
neishengyinrucishuxi，daizhewujindejiaozhuoyuguanqie，rangtadexintoubujinfanqiyisilianyi。
母亲？
这是临死前的幻听？
taanzisicunzhe,zijimofeiyirantashanglehuangquanzhilu？yanqiandejingxiangjianjianmohu，yishiyekaishizhujianpiaolishenti。
raner，jiuzaitajijinhunjuezhishi，erbianyouchuanlaizhenzhencaozazhisheng：
“kuaikuaikuai！kuailairena！”
“taiyi，taiyizainali！”
jinjiezhe,yigewennuanerrouruandehuaibaojiangtajinjinlouzhu，neishidefeidebeiwan。
tanianfangershiwu，shenzheyixidanyadegongzhuang，qunbaisuizhetadebufaqingqingbaidong，rongyanxiumeierqingli，meiwanruliu，touzheyiguyushengjulaidegaoguiyuxianjing。
tadepifubaixishengxue，fangfocongweijingshouguorishaifengchui，zhishietoushangmaochudedoudou，yijiyankuangxiadewuqinggewaituwu。
tadeheifagaowanchengyunji，zanzhejizhijiandandefachai，ouerjilvfasichuiluo，pingtianjifenroumei。
defeixinjirufen，leishuizaiyankuangzhongdazhuan。taningshizhehuaizhongdeaizi，xinzhongmanshitengxi。
sibaisanshiwugeriyedefenli，yunjingdeshenlianggaole，quegengjiaxianshouruo。
cishi，peiyunjingdeshuangchunranshangleguiyideqihei，yuanbenbaixidemianrongbeizisexuesifugai，zonghengjiaocuo，rutongzhuwangmibu，rangrenbuhanerli。
“wentaiyi......dao！”yishenghuhan，beizheyaoxiangdelaozhejicongcongtaru。
wentaiyimuguangruju，yijianpeiyunjingdezhuangkuang，miansezhoubianjishengfenfu：“defeiniangniang，sujiangliuhuangzipingfangyutashang！”
“ai，hao！”defeisuixinjirufen，quezhicikeweiyoutingcongtaiyidezhiyin。
taxiaoxinyiyidijiangpeiyunjinganzhiyuchuangtazhishang，muguangshizhongweicenglikaitaneicangbairuzhidemianrong。
wentaiyibuganyousihaoxiedai，xunsuquchuyinzhen，jingzhundicirupeiyunjingjiantoushangkousizhoudexuewei，yizudusukuosan；
tongshi，quchuyikesanfazhecibiqixideheihesejieduwan，qingqingqiaokaipeiyunjingdeyaguan，jiangyaowansongru。
suizhewentaiyideyinzhenbidu，yizhongzhongduxuebeipaichu，tazhangshuyikouqi：
“defeiniangniang，dusuyiqudaban，yudushenru，daijieduwanfahuixiaoyong，liuhuangzizihuiqingxing。”
defeiwenyan，xuanzhedexinzhongyushaoshaofangxia，“hao，jikeqijiahuigong。”
“wanwanbuke，liuhuangzicikebuyiyidong，xudaiqingxinghoufangke。”wentaiyijimangzuzhi。
“bale，bengongmingbaile。”defeidiantouyingyun。
“defeiniangniang，weichenxianxinggaotui。”wentaiyixinglituixia。
defeizeshouzaipeiyunjingdeshenpang，qidaozheerzidezaoxiexinglai。
......
——————
fujiadedazhaizi，beiqingchendeyangguangyizhaoningjingyouwenxin。
zaizheigeruanhuhudedachuangshang，niannianmanmanyouyoudicongmeimeidemengxiangzhongxingguolai，xiaoshouqingqingroulerouneihaiyouxiemihudeyanjing。
tayizhengkaiyan，jiukandaolebabaneiwenroudenenghuachushuilaidemuguang，zhengmanxinhuanxidikanzhetani。
！！！
爸爸？？
niannianzhabazhedayanjing，nanyizhixindiqingshengshuodao：“baba？”
shuowan，tataiqixiaoshou，zaizijidegeboshangqingqingqialeyixia，“aiya，haotengya，zheibushizaizuomengba！”
kanzhenverzheiyilianchuandaimengdexiaodongzuo，jianxiaohan“puchi”yishengxiaolechulai。
taqingqingdirouzhenianniangeboshangneikuaibeiqiadeyoudianfahongdexiaorourou，yanlimanshichongai：“zenmela，wodexiaoniannian，buhuizhenyiweizijizaizuomengba？”
niannian“heihei”yixiao，neixiaorongtiandexiangmiyiyang。
tabaxiaonaodaiyiwai，kaozaijianxiaohanneikuankuodehuaibaoli，saqijiaolai：“heihei......babagongsibumangla？”
jianxiaohandexindouyaobeizheikeaidexiaomoyangjironghuale，tataiqishou，qingqingdimolemoniannianneirouruandetoufa，yanshenlichongmanlewujindewenrou：
“babaxiangwodexiaobaobeileya，yebuzhidaowodexiaobaobeiyoumeiyouxiangbabani！”
zheiduanshijian，gongsideshiqingduoderangtamangdeyuntouzhuanxiang。jianxiaohanyizhimangzhegongzuo，genbenchoubuchushen，yemeijihuilaifujiakanniannian。
yaobushizuotianwanshangturanshoudaofulaoyezidexiaoxi，tadoubuzhidaozijidebaobeinverzaifujiashouleweiqu。
yixiangdaozheier，taxinlijiuchongmanlekuijiu，dangengduodehaishiduinverdesinian，hexiangyaobaohutadejuexin。
niannianxiaoshouyiju，jinglegeli，cuishengshengdibaogaodao：“baogaolaoba，nidexiaokeaichaojichaojixiangniyo！”
neipangdududexiaoliandanshang，manmandedoushirenzhen。
nveryueshizheibanhuopokeai，jianxiaohanjiuyueshixinteng，“niannian，genbabayiqiqugongsihaobuhaoya？”
tajiuxiangrangnverdaizaizijishenbian，zheiyangcainenganxin。
niannianyangqixiaonaodai，kanzhebabalianshangmeilaidejiguadehuzi，haiyouneiyankuangxiadeheiyanquan。
tazhidaobabazaigongsikendingmangdehen，yushihuanglehuangxiaonaodai，“wobuqu，woxiangzaiwaigongjia！”
“为什么呢！？”
“ng......yinweibabashangbantaixinkula，nianniancaibuyaojibabatianmafanni。”
tingdaozheihua，jianxiaohangangxiangzaikaikou，jiubeiniannianjidulehuiqu，“baba，jintianhaiyaoshangxueni，nisongwoquma，ranhouniyaoguaiguaihuigongsimanggongzuoe！”
taxiaodenverzheipiqisuiletama，yidanrendingleshashi，shitouniudoulabuhuilai。meibanfa，laoyezidougenzijibaozhengguole，zheiyangdeshibuhuizaifasheng。
那就听念念的吧！
niannianguaiguaidiqilechuang，huanhaoleyifu，tacongxiaodaodajiumeirangjianxiaohancaoguoduoshaoxin；
chiguozaofanhou，niannianjiubeianquansongdaoleyoueryuan，zhihoujianxiaohanyehuidaogongsijixumanggongzuoqule。
“linglingling......”
kejianxiuxide**yixiang，jiaoshilidexueshengmenjiufenfenpaochuquwanshuale，niannianquejuedewuliao，bianpazaizhuozishangkanqileshu。
turan，shubenbeirenchouzou，tataitouyikan。
aou，futongdaizhetadexiaotuantizhengehenhendidingzhezijini。
“bawodeshu，haijiwo！”niannianshenchuxiaoshou，zhouqixiaomeitoubuyuedao。