第3章
wodeshenhunjuliebodong，koutuxianxueyunjue。
zaiduxinglai，wofaxianzijibuzhiheshiyijingshenzaifangjianli。
shentidetengtongsinve，wozhixiaoruoshihunpobujishixiufu，kendinghuichudawenti，yushiqiangrenzhetengtongqishenxiangyaoqudiyuhuochilidebingshi。
neilinenggouhenhaodexiufushenhun，suibunengzhijiezhiyu，danduiwoxianzaideqingkuanglaishuoquenengrangwoshufuyidian。
zheihaishicengjingshenminglidangchudedaodeliwu，zhuanshousongjiwode。
bainianjiancongweixiangguojialijuranfashenglezheimedadebianhua，ruobushiyoucongqiandejiyinengfenqingfangxiang，pashizaojiumilule。
bijingzhiluliangpangdehuazaoyijinghuanchenglewozuitaoyandebaihe。
我不由得黯然神伤。
jiuzaicishi，wokandaoleshenmingli。
haiyoupeizaitashenbiandezhuxin。
“yanxisaosaoyezaizheilia，shentikehaoxiele？”
zhuxinjiuxiangyizhikuailedebailingniao，feidaowodeshenbian。
“saosao，nideshenhunsihushouchuang，dingyaoyiyanghunbaowuziyang，fangnengxiufu，wozheiqiaqiaoyoudifuzhizundehuntianzhu，buruwojieniyongyong......”
wohaiweishuohua，taqueyousixiangqiyishi，aonaodipailepaietou，“aya，haishibuxing，zheishiyanjundarensongwodedingqingxinwu，butaifangbianjiejitarenni。”
wenyan，wobuzirandikanxiangshenmingli，qiahaoyingshangtalengmodeshixian。
woheleyidatiao，xiangqiduitadechengnuo，lianmangbikaitademuguang。
“baoqian！wobushiguyizhuangshangnimende，woyemeixiangdaohuizaizheiliyujiannimen，duibuqiduibuqi。”
daoqianhou，wohuangbuzeluditaoli。
jingguoshenminglishenbianshi，wogandaotabinglengdeyanshen，fangfonengdongchuanwodeshenhun，nengkandaowozuibukan、zuibuxiangrangrenkuijiandeguowang。
neishiemengyibandejiushilunhui！
chushengdao、eguidao、diyudao，wozailimianzoulezhengzhengjiulun。
wodeshenzihaipadaozhandou。
tashiyanwang，tayouzheitongtiandeshili！
hekuangwoxianzaixuruowubi，genbenwufahuzhuwodeshenhun。
zhiyaotaxiang，tajiunengkandao！
wozaojiuwuzhuobukan，ruoshizheidianjinshengdezizunyejiaorenkanqu，neiwozhenshiburuqusi。
rangwosongleyikouqideshi，shenminglizhongjiumeiyoutanshiwoshenhun。
wodiediezhuangzhuangdilikaiyaotang，zaimenkouyudaoleyanzhen。
“mangmangzhuangzhuangdeganshenme？xiuxihaole？”
他皱眉问我。
kanlaishiyanzhenbawosongrufangjian，meiyourangwozaiwaimianbeirenkanxiaohua。
zhishiwohaiweishuohua，tayoulenglengdilaileyiju：
“dangnianfuqingenyanjunchengnuo，ruoshinihuilaijiurangniquershibacengdiyukanshoufanren，jiudangshirangnishuzui。”
“rujinniyijinghuilaile，ziranbukenengjixudaizaiyanjunneili，suoyidaoshihousongniqukanshou。”
“jiusuanshizheiyang，niyebunengjifuqindiulian。”
原来如此。
womomodiantou，wobenjiubugaizaiduididixincunhuanxiang。
“haiyouyishi！”yanzhenyilianjinggaodikanzhewo：“fangcainixiangbiyekandaole，yanjundarenhezhuxinyiqichuxianzaizheili。”
“suibuzhiyanjundarenweiheerlai，dandarenduizhuxindechongaiwuyongzhiyi。”
“wojinggaoni，buyaozaiduiyanjundarenyourenhehuanxiang。”
“niruoganzaishanghaizhuxinredeliangrenbukuai，jiusuannishiwodejiejie，woyijiuhuirangnishengburusi！”
yanzhendeweixiequerangwoturanxinshengbeifen。
姐姐？
didiadidi，nijingranhaijide，wohaishinidejiejie！
可我又能怎么办？
dangnianfuqinduiwodebuzuoweiwozaojiushiwangle，rujintajiusuanzhenderangwoqushoukushounandoushiwogaidede。
ruobushidangshiwoxihuanshangleshenmingli，jiubuhuiyoujinridezaihuo。
yebuhuirangfuqinzuihouduiwobuwenbuwen。
yanzhenshuodedui，jinrishenminglixiezhuxinqianlai，bujiushilaixiangwozhanxiantaduizhuxindechongai？
bale，jiruci，wojiurangshenminglikankanwoliqudejuexin！
wohuidaoledadian，woyiqianjiuzhidaowoyouyimenwawaqin，kewobuxihuanbeianpaideshenghuo，suoyiyizhizhuizaiyanjundeshenhoudangtadexiaoweiba。
houlaiwodelianyinduixiangyinweiyuwaijieyouransuoyibeidarudiyu，wojiugengjiachichanshenmingli。
rujinkanlai，wohaizhenshichunben。
dadianli，muqinzhengzaishoushiwodedongxi，bingmeiyoudanxindeyangzi。
tazuijiaohaidaizhexiao，xiangshitingdaoleshenmehaoxiaoxi。
kanjianwojinlai，zuijiaojiangying，danhenkuaifangsongxialai。
“quleshibacengdiyububizaijiali，niangqinjinishoushilediandongxi，chidedianxinhaiyouyixiehuanxiyiwu。”
“nineigelianyinduixiangjiuzaidiyuli，nikeqianwanyaozhuyibuyaobeitaguhuoxinzhi。”
“haiyou，nifuqinzheimezuodoushiyouyuanyinde，niqianwanbuyaoguaita，tadoushiweilenihao。”
“ai，ruobushidangchunibuyaolianmian，nifuqinyebuhuiruci。”
tingzhemuqinshuodehuawozhijuedexinzhongkutong。
tamenconglaidoumeixiangxinguowo，zhishisuibianzhaolegeliyoujiubawodafale。
“shi，niangqin，nvershengde。”
xinglimeiyoutaiduo，shibacengdiyuyeshiwozijiqude。
meirensongwo，rangwobujinjuedewohaoxiangzaizheilimeiyouleyixizhidi，jiulianfumudoupobujidaidejiangwosongchuqu，haoxiangwenyiyiban。
huitoukanxiangwocongxiaozhangdadejia，zheiyike，wozhijuedeqiliangwubi。
diyudelubingbuhaozou，wozoulehenjiucaizoudao。
shibacengdiyuzhiyouyigefanren，neijiushiwodelianyinduixiang，yeshicongxiaodaodadeqingmeizhuma。
cike，tatingdaodongjingtaiqitoulai，zuijiaoluchuxiemeidexiao：“shinia。”
“niguoranhaishiruwosuoliaodelaile。”